Time to update the ol blog again..been really busy with uni, as usual. Came back at 12 something last night after an hour plus of 140km per hour. That was koon leng and her crazy driving. Id be suprise if we never met an accident whenever we're sitting in her car. Phew.

Had a draft to finish, for my academic writing assignment. And being the procrastinator i am, i didnt finish it earlier and was stressing over it last night at 1am..(due date was monday = today). Didnt even started it at all, went to sleep and woke up late for my 8am class, so no class for me. Opted to go for the 11am one. With no one to fetch me and my bicycle in crystal's place, i had to walk to uni under the scorching sun. Yeap and i arrived with blisters on my foot and a raging temper to boot.

Went through the whole day accompanied by my stomach cramps. Seriously i felt like whacking someone.

But nevermind, im okay, im okay..

Good thing earlier i was told that the submission of my draft can be postpone to wednesday if i wanted to. one problem solved.

The bad news? I wasnt concentrating fully during psycholinguistics and i miss 8 laps again! Sometimes i wished i didnt have to have menstruation. AIHHH Its really such a burden. I mean, why cant the guys have it?

Syafiq better bring my Mcds soon..ive only had few slices of mango and bread for lunch and im starving. Ahhhh..double cheeeeeseburger. One really does appreaciate food when one has spend a certain amount of time living in a place like Kampar.

Kinda miss my home la, this stupid place is really getting to me and i dont think ill be able to go home this weekend either. Assignments are pilling up and im a little sick of them. Its already week 7! AIHH Time passes so fast, wish i could slow it down..and i get emo so much more often now..maybe its because everyone around me are like that as well..

AND FACEBOOK IS REALLY SCREWING WITH MY CONNECTION!!!! ARGHH!!!!

Last weekend we were at the pj campus for the undergraduate seminar..wasnt much..didnt really like it..boring presenters..yada yada yada...

But we had a great time of bonding and fellowship, my friends and i.

Doing mask

And taking pictures

And then the undergraduate seminar at pj campus saturday morning.

Went for drinks at Lounge, Heritage Row later that night.

And then sunday after our wash and blow.

And back assignments and Ghany and left4dead..hmm..i wish my weekends were longer somehow.

And im still waiting for my mcds.

Argh...


Till then..
muaxx

You stir up my natural emotions
Make me feel like dirt (I’m hurt)
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
What is worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with

I can’t see much of future
Unless we find out who’s to blame, what a shame
And we won’t be together much longer
Unless we realize that we are the same

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with

You stir up my natural emotions
And make me feel like dirt (I’m a mess)
And if I start a commotion
I only end up losing you
What is worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
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Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with
Shouldn’t have fallen in love with
Ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with

Ever Fallen in Love
The Stiff Dylans

We take three steps forward and three steps back,
She says "I don't like the way you're dressed"
So then four words later, she takes four back
She says "I don't like the way you're tryin' your best to impress"
You win.
Everything you do,
Makes me wanna run
Home, will you get me going
Home, will you get me going
Home, home

Give me what I want,
Give me what I want,
Give me what I want,
Give me,
What I, want
Want,
Give me what I want,
Give me what I want,
Give me what I want,
Give me,
What I, want
Want,

Glass half empty, glass half full,
I'd you've got some catching up to do
Your glass half empty, glass half full,
I'd say you've got some catching up to do
Best to, impress.
You win.
Everything you do,
Makes me wanna run
Home, will you get me going
Home, will you get me going
Home, home

Give me what I want,
Give me what I want,
Give me what I want,
Give me,
What I, want
Want,
Give me what I want,
Give me what I want,
Give me what I want,
Give me,
What I, want
Want,

What is it you want me to know?
I give up on you
What is it you want me to know?
Ooh ooh, ooh ooh
What is it you want me to know?
I give up on you
What is it you want me to know?
Ooh ooh, ooh ooh

Give me what I want,
Give me what I want,
Give me what I,

Want, want, want, want

Give me what I want,
Give me what I want,
Give me what I want,
Give me,
What I, want
Want, want.


Give me what i want
Kids in Glass Houses
Smart Casual

Mr. Sandman showing his beam, when he walks into the room the walls lean in to listen
Surf out blank waves, clicking back and forth like old headlights, sniffing bottled you again.
Head like a steel trap, wish I didn't, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't, I don't...
Just want to be a footnote in someone else's happiness.

Does your husband know the way that the sunshine gleams from your wedding band?
Does he know the way, does he know the way of the crickets that would convince me to call it a night?

I will never end up like him
Behind my back, I already am.
Keep a calendar, this way you will always know.

The last time you came through,
Oh darling, I know what you're going through.
The last time you came through,
Oh darling, oh darling, oh darling...

Tempest in a teacup,
Get unique.
Peroxide Princess shine like shark teeth
It's a sign, (it's a sign)
It's a sign, (it's a sign)
It's a sign, what if you peaked early.

Does your husband know the way that the sunshine gleams from your wedding band?
Does he know the way, does he know the way of the crickets that would convince me to call it a night?

Does he, does he know the way to worship our love?
Does your husband know the way that the sunshine gleams from your wedding band?

Well, I will never end up like him.
Behind my back, I already am.
Keep a calendar, this way you will always know.

Last time you came through,
Oh darling, I know what you're going through.
Last time you came through,
Oh darling, oh darling, oh darling...

Does your husband know? Does your husband know? Does your husband know? Oh oh oh, whoa-oh...
Does he know? Does he know, does he know? Whoa-ah-ah-ah-ah, oh oh, oh

I will never end up like him.
Behind my back I already am.
Keep a calendar, this way you will always know.

Oh, the last time you came through,
Oh darling, I know what you're going through.
The last time you came through,
Oh, darling I know what you're going through.


Headfirst Slide Into Coopestown On A Bad Bet
Fall Out Boy
Folie A Deux

So much for my long overdue starting-of-the-year post. So many pictures was supposed to be uploaded. Aiya.

Anyway, another year another big hiatus.

So im 21 this year. Legally an adult. Dont really know what difference does it make actually.

Im trying to make breakfast a habit now. Like maybe cereal before i rush off for class or something. A real pathetic attempt at being healthy i know, when im still stuffing myself with packets of junk food in the afternoons.

The last two months of my holidays were kinda ruined by my getting sick every 2 weeks. Really. It was bad. Sore throats, swollen tonsils, infected gums, fever. You know the sort. Aih. So I decided to eat properly. Anyway, im back in kampar again, so "healthy" food is hard to come by, especially when my bunch of friends are like those who love good food.

Im still trying though. Seeing how much spare time i have this semester compared to the last. 3 days of classes, how good can it get?! hah. So i have the remaining 2 days of my weekdays free. Ahhh bliss...

My free days are
- Wednesday = More time for CF!
- Friday = Can go home early!

Plus, we've more cars now. So we are allowed the freedom to take a ride down to Gopeng for Mcds! Hahhhhhh. Come to think about it, studying here aint that bad after all. In fact, it gets better every semester.

Arghhh..that stupid neighbour of mine downstairs and her friends are starting their karaoke session again..seriously some people can be really irresponsible. Its like she owns the whole house and she forgot there are people staying in the same house as her. Haih. Gosh, i can even hear her msn message alert tone over my music..sheesh..

Its Ian's birthday tomorrow. And he's 24! ahahahahahaha. Still cant understand what brought us together. He's like a super idiot who bullies me and fights with me all the time over every single thing. And he insists that he gets special attention tomorrow..*frowns* special attention my arse..Im supposed to be back early tomorrow..like leave in the morning..something like that. But i do miss that idiot. Seeing him almost everyday for 3 months and then not seeing him everyday now kinda sucks..

The rest of my classmates except me and bev are suffering in Lan Pendidikan Moral. Muahahahahaha....I get to sleep and chillax..*winks*

Ive been having weird dreams lately. In which i dream about different people and situations every night. Maybe its the place.

Anyway, some pictures from last 3 months..

















This is some salad we ate at Porto Romano, Tmn Tun. The Lee's absolutely loves the place.






















Erm, Jogoya some where in december.







































Mid valley.

















Renewing my drivers license. Took us an awfully long time to locate the JPJ office.
Under the hot afternoon sun mind you.

















Xyz Camp 2008. This was taken during the 3rd day when games was on.

















And the scenery there is just breathtaking.

















Christmas 2008 before church service.

















Our Melaka trip. Just before i came back to Kampar.

















We were looking for a nice stretch of beach to hang out when we came across this resort.
Its called Shah's Beach Resort or something.

















A very nice and peaceful environment. Great for a getaway. Neat little chalets lined up next to each other.

















And a nice stretch of beach. Quite clean too.

















There's little huts where people can just sit and relax and watch the waters hit the shore.

















And they just had to spoil it by bringing beer. Aih

















We had Nyonya food at Jonker's Street. Went to this really old shop.






















They had a lot of old antique things displayed which were also for sale.


















But nothing could compare to the food. mmmmm..a slice of heaven..
I had asam laksa. The soup was thick, tasty and really spicy. I was already sweating half way through my meal. And the noodle was oh so chewy. I tell you, the ones in pj cant even compare man!











































Then we went to walk around and buy souvenirs.


































Thats Ian and Mohan fooling around with wooden katanas.







































































Jonker's Street all ready for Chinese New Year.



















The only picture of the both of us the whole trip.

















In front of Fort A Famosa.

















Walking back to the car and leaving for Kl.


















Dinner with Dr Carmen after that at Chillis KLCC.

Later that night we went to Poppy Garden. There werent pictures from that place cuz i wasnt really having fun. To make matters worse I developed a splitting headache, ian got a little high and the music wasnt to my taste. Good thing i didnt have to pay cover charge hmm..

On a happier note, ian got me a crumpler! Eek!
And i love it soooo much..hah..


















There it is..my current obsession. The Western Lawn bag.
Sigh...



Yes! im going back tomorrow morning!
Till then.

Yeah so I went to my last (i think) Xyz camp. It was at one of the NS camps, the one in Raub in particular. And my brother's whole gang of friends just hadd to ditch camp this year. That means, no yvonne and that would mean..no sampat moments..

darn

Anyway, sign up for camp and went i did. I remembered arriving that morning registering looking around and thinking, what the heck am i doing here? Im like already freaking 20! and everyone around me seems to be 13 to 15. Then im thinking where are the older kids? the ones my age? argh!

haha..even purdy and ian were talking about it..

seriously, there were a whole bunch of youth i really dont know..

Anyway, enough of that.

Now on the campsite,
it was just like what i thought a NS campsite would be.

- secluded, some where inside the jungle
- hot weather
- a little dusty maybe?
- no water to bathe..NO FREAKING WATER!!!!
- no tuckshop = no sweets and junk food

and when i thought it couldnt get any worser than this

There were HUGE FAT HUNGRY MOSQUITOES all AROUND!!!!

Argh, i wanna go home!!!!!!!

Well, but to make up for it there was the 1am band from eagle point church.
You know 1am? Well, i havent heard about them until they performed for Loud concert just recently. Haha. Heard they were quite a big thing, but i didnt know how good they were until i heard them.

And they were really good, and i mean really.

really

And almost every girl camper were ooing and ahhing over them..haha..
no, i wasnt one of them la..

The songs they wrote are like really hillsongs material. Seriously.

And they were there to do our worship for us. How cool is that?!




Fast forward one week and i was back and sick..yeah, i was sick..
My throat was so sore I couldnt even swallow, lets not talk about having conversations. My left tonsil was swollen i just have to open my mouth and u could actually see it protruding.

Actually all this wouldnt have happened if that stupid doctor gave me antibiotics. Haih. At least she was nice. I already felt a sorethroat the day before (last thursday) i went to see the doctor and she said my tonsil was swollen, yet she didnt give me something for it. She only gave me some lozenges to suck on. Then the next morning i woke up with a super uber sore throat and a extra swollen tonsil to boot. Just great.

I had fever all day long and was in tremendous pain too. Stupid doctor. So i had to see another doctor and get some extra medicine.

And i seem to be getting sick more often now. I better do something about it.


Chiristmas is just around the corner, im glad i managed to get a dress after some last minute shopping yesterday..

Talking about yesterday i watched Ip Man. And it was SO GOOD. Hahaha. I am so gonna get the dvd. Those were really beautiful movements. And Donnie Yen certainly played his part to perfection.




And now im gonna just gonna get my laptop back from my brother who stole mine to play that awful and meaningless game dota and left me to struggle with my old desktop.

idiota


till then

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do

I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me (x3)


Oasis - Wonderwall

So i finally pulled out my wisdom tooth out after much unnecessary fuss. Well, I was actually hoping for more drama other than the non stop flow of blood yesterday. Maybe, something like the pain was so excruciating that I couldn't open my mouth for the next few days. Hah.

Well, it did hurt after the anesthetic wore off, but other than that, everything was perfectly fine.

Darn. No excuse to skip work the next day.

Anyway, the doctor bade me lie down, attached some clamp like thingy onto the tooth, applied pressure, moved it sideways a little, and then gave it a hard yank..and VIOLA..

Bye bye wisdom tooth.

I was so shocked that i was just staring at the ceiling with my mouth still opened, before the doctor had to put the gauze below that bleeding gap and close my mouth for me.

To think that all i felt was just a tear and blood flowing down my throat.

Wah, so fast ar..

I wasn't even ready man..


Funny how the doctor even asked me if i wanted to keep my tooth as a memento..haha..

Do I look like freaking 12 to you? hahaha..


Till then.



ps. ooo, and i watched Twilight again yesterday! Eek!

So i was suppose to pull my wisdom tooth out yesterday..but..somehow tak jadi wor..so i was stuck with my swollen tooth with like 3-4 days..

Good thing the swell has gone done and im able to chew a little now. Before that i couldnt eat properly and missed the chance to eat all the nice food for the past few days.

Being in this kind of situation just makes me realize how good food really is. How much a "food" person i really am.

Anyway, im gonna be pulling my tooth out on tuesday now after all the miscommunications about the appointments and stuff. Phew, finally. So hopefully i dont have to go through another hiatus with my wisdom tooth again.

Yay, its december! camp is a week a away and christmas is 2 weeks away. Then 2008 will be over. Hmm, seriously cant wait for what 2009 will bring. Well, for one i am turning 21. And mum who doesnt really bother with parties told me i could have a birthday party..weeeee!..yikes i suddently sound like a 12 year old all over again..

Oh, i watched Twilight last friday. And it was

WOW!!

Seriously blew me away. I never expected the story to be so good, I was watching it with ian and he was like pulling at my sleeve everytime the scene changes..hah..Well i am a natural when it comes to fantasy stories with vampires and forbidden love and stuff..but this is a seriously good movie. Even after the movie ian was like monkeying up and down about how good the movie was and was already making plans to buy the books. And he rarely does that.

The movie stirred mix feelings within me, something i havent felt in a very long time, and to think it was just a simple fantasy story. Hah.

So we were like talking about the movie the whole night even before we fell asleep, and making plans to how we were gonna buy the book. There's 4 books to the whole set. So we were deciding to split like each of us will buy two books. Hah, and then that monkey went on9 to search out for the story and told me the whole sinopsis of the story was from the first book to the end..Hah..

Anyway, time for my lunch..think ill probable have to get my own..since whatever mum cooked is unedible for the time being..


Till then

Things to ponder over now. Christmas is coming, Im gonna have to spend again. I was just calculating just now, thinking of what to buy for this fella that fella. And i was thinking, why am i even doing this?!

But then i just love pressents..LOVE EM! *squeels*..be it giving them, or receiving them..

Hehe...I was making a whole list of things for my family

Mum : erm, i think i should probably get her back another shawl, after i sorta stole her only white one to wear in office..and erm sad to say its kinda ruined after my pen accidently kena it and there's like a huge blue spot of blue..ehehe..and she doesnt know..hehehe

Dad : Of all the people in my family, he's the oe i really dont know what to get. Was thinking maybe i could him those dad ish stuff..but nah..im not really that kind of person..and knowing him, he'll probably nvr use it..so i settled on a photo frame..im gonna get pictures of me mum n jian..and put it into the frame for him..that fella probably doesnt have pictures of us..or NICE pictures of us on his desk at work..hah

Jian : Didnt really wanna get him anything, the stupid fella always take my things wan..and always complain i nvr wash the bathroom properly..BUT, in another month's time, he's going off for NS! yeah! he's not gonna be around for new year..ahahahaaha..padan muka..see how funny it is when im the one who was looking forward to be picked when i was 17, but end up he was the one who kena chosen..ad i know how reluctant is he to go..ahaha. Anyway, a little toughing up will do him good..stupid fella, only know how to sleep at home and watch anime.. After many things crossed my mind, i think i wanna get him something stupid like A COMPAS..ahahaha..wel, he doesnt really need it but..its stupid.. and i know he'll probably look at me with that face saying "why the heck did u give me this for?"..ahahaha..The thought of getting him a pet iguana or snake even crossed my mind..hahahaha..

Me: I want a present too! I deserve one right?

And then

theres Ian
hmm, but then again, monkeys dont need presents so..no need la hor..


*winks*

Sheesh, my tooth is hurting like crazy again la..i might just go and pull it out la..stupid tooth..I bought potato bread and i couldnt even take a second bite man..and im like so hungry now..

hmm..

Then later got dinner with the cf commitee smore..at PARIS (as in the restaurant)..how on earth am i suppose to chew all those food later..Argh!

Man, i even find it hard to talk..and move my mouth..


Die la

Die la

Die la

Die la

Talking about Monday blues.

I dont know what happened to me today. Maybe i just got up the wrong side of bed or something. Everything started going wrong starting from the time i woke up later than usual. After that, i went to park my car and the lady beside me thought i almost scratched her car with mine and decided to give me a face and a honk. She was a big size lady with a mole on her cheek. Something i noticed, people who look like this tend to have short tempers. Chew on this.

I was already late so i coudnt be bothered, and just gave her the i-dont-care look and drove off in front to the opposite lane. I parked my car, got everything i needed and rushed out..and "fortunately" for me..it was drizziling..And some of you will know how much i HATE the rain. Yeah i really do, especially in times like these. It just spoils my mood, and my freshly washed hair. So there i was cursing and cursing under my breath and at the same time half walking half runing up the steps to the building.

I managed to get in with 5 minutes to spare. Phew. Seriously im wondering if they'll dock my pay if i come in super late. I dont know how Ian's brother Kevin does it. He'll come in at unearthly hours like 11pm when everyone is already hacking away at their assignments and computers and still look as if nothing happened.

I sat down, took out my breakfast and took a bite out of mum's kaya & butter sandwich..and then..JANG!! my sore wisdom tooth was activated..Gosh, I totally forgot about that!! Y'know, time of the month. And i just had to take a very huge bite. Bollocks!!!! It was so f***ing pain i felt like taking the huge stapler opposite my deck and start whacking people with it.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ITs been like freaking 2 years and my tooth still hasnt grown out of its gum yet. Damn and double damn, i dont know how long i can take this. Those who have went through that painful process will know what im talking about.

That makes me think how all my classmates aka crystal, atiqah, arthur and beverly are all enjoying themselves sleeping at home, watching tv (not that i do that anyway), eating whenever they want, going out, shopping, watching movies...then here i am working my ass off. And ironically, im on break. Hah.

I went out for a toilet break, i was walking and all my muscles were screaming in pain. Yesterday's dance ma. I could almost hear daryll's voice at the back of my head, screaming:"Make sure all your muscles are pain! If not pain, meaning you never do the workout properly!". Come to think of it, I was even whimpering as i sat down on the toilet bowl. *scrunches up face*

And if that was not bad enough, my colleague the one i usually hang out with is on medical leave today down with probably flu or fever.

Great.

My moodiness was so bad Ian had to come over to have lunch with me to cheer me up. Which helped a little but with his flu coming down bad there was nothing much he could do except to watch me get through my lunch with that sore tooth and rub his nose and eyes over and over again until it was red.

On a lighter note, something i just remembered, yesterday when he called me, my mum saw his display picture on my phone. And she was like "Wah, he really look like African la!" Ahahahaha. Poor fella, i think thats way too exagerated right? Well, he does look darker than how a normal chinese would but not as dark as how a African would look wert right..

Anyway back to where i was.

Aih, i dont how am i gonna get through today. I feel so miserable. Everywhere hurts. I cant even eat the bubble gum i bought from Toy R Us. Well, at least not when my tooth's in this shape. Ohya, and i even almost knock down this motorist just now when i opened my car door when ian was dropping me off at my office. Yeah, i was like apologizing like crazy, but the fella just gave me a frown and speed off. Haih so much for my profound apologies.


I really need help. Anyone. Anything.
Before i turn into Freddy Krueger with that huge chainsaw.


Someone get me a painkiller!!

My first attempt at a youtube video.

This is actually my first attempt at posting a video on youtube. A very feeble attempt though.

*Inward groan*

Promise ill do better next time.

Seriously.

No 1. Its not that clear.
No 2. Didnt really edit it.
No 3. hmm...well, its just not as good as the normal ones u see on youtube.
No 4. You cant even see the faces..thats the result of using a phone to take the video instead of a camera.

Song - Gallery by Mario Vasquez.

Anyway, thought we danced quite alright. So decided to post this here. Hah. Well, daryll has the better version. Check his facebook or youtube and search for "xyz dance team".

Talking about videos, im still waiting for the videos we did yesterday on the dance machine at pyramid arcade. That one is a real classical piece. Wait up for it alright.

Till then.

Was looking through my picture file and I came across these.

They were taken during my form 5 schooling days. Towards the end of the year i think.

And i look so darn young. Hah. No wrinkles. My face was chubby, pinkish and healthy.

And i so miss these bunch of jokers.

Sigh.

At work now actually, but there's no assignment for me at the moment so was fidgeting around with my blog and stuff. Finally changed the skin after putting this task off for almost a year.

Phew.

I keep thinking its impossible for me to change the codes to way i want it, but then actually it wasnt as hard as i thought it to be. In fact, it was quite fun. Now there's just a few more things to change, for eg. the emo picture at the top. Since Im not a very emo kind of person, i think i would like to do away with the picture and put mine up.

Have been working for three weeks already. Everything's fine, no thats an understatement. It is actually VERY FINE. Im enjoying what im doing, no stress, plenty of free time and the CASH babeh.

Well, maybe a few things here and there that irritates me, but otherwise its all good.

Then, when ian comes in to work it'll be even better. ♥

It's that time of the year i look forward to again. Christmas, xyz camp, watchnight celebration and then my second year as an english undergraduate. I think about it before i go to bed, when i wake up from bed. I so cant wait for the new year.

Ohya, ill be 21.

Cyz zone congre this friday evening. Reminds me how long i havent been attending. hehe. *guity guity*

Talking about felling guity.

My dearest may ann,

im so sorry we couldnt make it today. Ill just wait for you to finish exams okay. Maybe its my fault too, im working and am not free during the day. Well, when ur exams are done we'll have our long-past-due catch up session okay? I know I have a lot to share with you, im sure you do too. Cant wait to see you. All the best in your exams. muaxx.

ps. i still owe you a present.

Love,
ern

Yeah. I really have a lot of catching up to do in the FRIEND department.

And i am wondering when are my friends from down below coming up here to visit me. Hmm.



Till then.

When harry met sally..wait scrape that..more like..When sally met harry..

Am listening to Jesse Mcartney's Best day of my life. Just change the lyrics abit, replace the "girl" with "guy", replace the "she" with "he" and twala! It reminded me of the first time i met this truly special person.

Its was my first semester of my first year as a english undergraduate. The first time i went for cf after a very very long break. I walked in to a room filled with strangers and sat down and looked around. Met a few people after a few minutes of staring around blankly. Must've worked, that blank blur expression on my face, it was not too long before i started mixing around and felt little more comfortable.

Then i noticed this really dark looking fella. Sitting across me with this very smug look on his face, as if he owned the whole place. He had curly hair, sepet-ed eyes and had a very dark skin tone. After observing him for awhile I told myself, out of all the guys in the room, he was the last person i would ever go out with.

I was wrong.

Afew months down the road, he occupied the position of "best friend" (nah, may ann ure still my bestest friend..hehe) "boyfriend", "big brother" and "biggest bully", except that they're all lump into one person.
























I don't even know how our paths ended up crossing.

He's the biggest Man u fan Ive known so far. Seriously, if want to have a debate about football clubs, please go look for this clown and his bunch of sampat friends.

He loves to play computer games. (ugh, those hated things..such nuisance, the world will be better without them)

He has beautiful voice, hmm..alright maybe wrong adjective, erm.."handsome" voice? hah.

He hates pirated stuff..I mean, come on! piracy was one of the best things that happened to mankind.. *winks*

He loves chick flicks and lovey dovey romance movies and cute animals. Serious. Looking at the way he normally acts around people, one wouldnt think so. Seriously.

Gosh and he has a bigger than life ego. Bleh.

And the list goes on......


















Hmm, all i can say is that he rocks my world. And he's mine. Muahahahaha.


Gosh, so emo.
Oh well, its shu ern's-once-in-a-blue-moon kind of post.























Over and out.

My three month semester break 1

Im back. Back here i mean. Since i came back from kampar, ive been so occupied. Come to think of it, it's kinda funny how i rush from home and back home everyday. Haha. Especially that time when i just came back from cf camp, the next morning i had to go for my Starbucks training at Berjaya Times Square. Ohya, i forgot to mention, I worked at Starbucks for about 2 weeks plus.

Drama betul that time.

Well, lemme tell you something about working at starbucks. During your training, the facilitators will motivate you like kau kau. Then when you go back to start working you'll face the "real stuff" in the shop. And then you'll see the ugly side. Well, i understand that every management has their own shit but sometimes its really the management;s fault for screwing things up. I was so disappointed when i started my shifts. You see, their standard has been dropping a lot and the reason for this is because of certain partners who have worked there so long, and because of this it's hard for them to keep up their enthusiasm when working. I dont blame them but then i dont think they should keep this attitude up, it's bringing down their sales and customers get annoyed.

I mean really annoyed.

Another thing was that, I had to learn everything on my own, without much guidance. And that really sucked big time, believe me. Futhermore that was certainly not what I was told in my training. During that two days, I was given the impression that I would have every partner's guidance in learning all the twists and turns of becoming a barrista, and seriously I took my job very seriously. But unfortunately, that didnt happen and I went home everyday cursing away at my shop's management, my colleagues and regretting my decision of joining them. Well, at first I thought I could do it on my own without anyone's help and just slog it through till end of this year, then it became worse and I thought, the heck with all this nonsense, Im quitting.

ps. These are just a few things concerning my work there. You wanna know more, come ask me yourself kays.

If the bad experience with the management wasnt enough, when i wanted to quit, they just had to give me so much trouble. In the end I had to go without my 2-3 weeks worth of pay, mind you it was 8 hours or more per day alright.

Aih, oh well. A lesson well learnt.

Currently Im working at a company at Pusat bandar damansara, near where Help university is located. They're called Duns&bradstreet Malaysia. Not as fun as making drinks and serving customers though but the pay is so so much better, and there's no MOD breathing down my neck in case I havent finished a certain assignment. Well, there's so much more freedom now, I get to be on9 the whole day AND Im allowed to have as many breaks as i want.

That reminds me of my breaks when i was working in starbucks. Seriously, i was so pissed when they told me that i can only have my break when my next partner comes in which would always be after 3.30pm..haiya, if like that then no need to have lunch break at all la..

Anyway, im not working there anymore haha.

Now Im thinking of the time when im going back to kampar, next year january. Yay. Then i would be able to meet my classmates, I cant wait, I miss them so much.

Now my daily schedule only involves waking up at 7 in the morning, going to work, coming back at 7pm, dinner, talking on the phone until around 12 before falling asleep. Then the next day, everything starts over. Kinda dull, i know, but im kinda working for the money so..GAMBATE!

Anyway, Im having my lunch break now, I have to start work in awhile. And this post is actually for some people who have been nagging me to update my blog. Hah, didnt even know people still read this.

Till then.
















See ya.

So far..

Gosh, Im so darn lazy to blog. Anyway, went for two camps, both with the different cf's of my university.

Now Im working at Starbucks of all places, and believe me its not like it seems from the outside. But oh well, just to fill in my time.

Tomorrow's LOUD concert. And Im tired. Bah.

Camps and more camps

This was from my Singapore Trip.

oo..boobs..
















And this was taken in Cf camp at Camerons.
















Ill post the other pictures up later..ahh...

lazy...


till then..