Sheeettsss

Just came back from the wedding dinner. And my eyes feel like they are gonna pop out anytime soon. Maybe its just the make up, i might have coloured my eyes a little too much..eheh..Anyway, everything was fine, other than the fact that we heroes arrived a little too late. Ahh..not my fault that wan...

It was at this huge place in Gombak called Kampung Pengantin Kuala Lumpur. And it was the first time i was attending a Malay wedding. Shit, i dont know nuts about their wedding culture..hahaha..I remembered when the bride(Atiqah's sister) tried to give me that traditional 3 kisses on the cheek, i was thinking what the heck is she doing and tried to pull back..ahahahaha damn stupid la. Good thing i didnt embaressed myself. And there i was wearing that stupid wooden heels which almost made me trip and break my ankle. Ahh well.

Food was quite alright. Simple and satisfying. One thing they lack....AIRCONDITIONING....So i was kinda sweating into my clothes after stepping into that place for half an hour.

Met syafiq's sister officially. And damn is she pretty. Never actually got to see her until just now, she was in the same table as we were. Imagine the girl version of syafiq, slimmer, more petite, prettier..Her name's Diyanna i think..smtg like that..

Anyway we hung for awhile, ate, fooled around..camwhored..met new people..Then WENT home..Ahh im so sleepy now..

Anyway, here are some of the pictures we took..








































































































Lastly, picture with the bride and groom.
They even have lights shinning on them weih! How cool is that!

I want Lights on me during my wedding TOOOOOOOOOOO

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These are a few, the rest are all on facebook.
Ahhh...


Im gonna sleep now..


Over and out.

Where's that darn pimple cream when you need it!

The clock strikes 9, i rush over to my grandma's to pick up the cheong sams they wanted me to try. Come back and then took a bath getting ready to go out.

Grabbed my stuff off the table, locked the door. Opened my car door and shove the key into the ignition and turned...

Click click click click click click...

Tries a few more times..

AHHHHH!!!!!!! @##^$%&%^(*#@!@!$!!!

Starts stamping foot and throwing keys away..

Shaking hair and running up and down the stairs..

Finally calms down...
Dig's out phone from the bag
Punched in 0169747087
*yells*
IANNNNN COME GET ME NOWWWWWWW!!! MY CAR WONT START!!!!!!

There'll be a time in everyone's life when thing's just dont go well, like
- You argue with your loved one
- YOUR CAR WONT START AND YOU NEED TO BE AT MV NOW-ISH
- Your friends backstab you
- YOUR BROTHER ATE UP ALL THE MAGGI MEE IN THE HOUSE!!!
- DAD STOLE ALL THE DVDS YOU'VE BEEN COLLECTING FOR A LONG TIME FROM YOUR ROOM AND THEY ARE ALL SPREAD OUT OVER THE HOUSE!
- And you need your hair and face done but mum is not there to help.
-And there's that HUGE ASS pimple on your chin and just wouldnt burst no matter how hard you try to sqeeze it and its ruining your face, especially when you have a wedding dinner later...$%%*^&&$#%@#%^#@!@#!!@*(@!!@@$$

Aherm..sorry..
Well, what i was trying to say was that

" Life goes on"
You pick up yourself and continue even if you have unresolved things. Or you slowly sort them out. When you get tangled, untangle yourself.

No one is as "messed up" as they think they are.
Seriously, you're just making yourself think that way..
*winks*

Ahh what am i talking about..

Ohya, that reminds me of a joke my brother told me last night.

Okay so,
How do you start a stampede in Africa?
You throw a coin down a hill.

Who is the richest man in Africa?
The person who gets the coin.

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Okay, maybe its not that funny here, but hey i laughed like a mad cow when i heard it.
Hahaha




Alright, mah ride's here..

Over and out.

Its an illusion you know.

Have been neglecting a lot of things

Including You.

I know.

Im sorry.

Maybe im disillusioning myself into thinking i could wait for the mess to clear before i come back?



Fat hopes, girl.
- Mr Renu -

Crank that shit up for me.

Paul got what he deserved.
Hah!


two sides..
which one to take..

Year2 Sem2

First class of the second semester of my second year starts tomorrow with Mr Renu's Language teaching tutorial.

Trust Mr Renu to start grilling us early.

The road my house is situated on is as busy as a morning market. Cars are everywhere, new intake students filling in and out of their new houses. Bicycles up and down the road, driving me crazy, that's minus the heat during the day. Seriously, maybe my house back in pj was a little more peaceful, especially since mum started her fitness craze.

Ahh..

Where's the peace we use to have man?!

Think ive been emoing too long, gotta stop this nonsense and focus.

Sugah

Its so more than the word "nice"..

Strung..

Tired

Why..

U tell me how..

Nice legs, Daisy Dukes

Nice legs, Daisy Dukes,
Makes a man go (whistles)
That's the way they all come through like (whistles)
Low-cut, see-through shirts that make ya (whistles)
That's the way she come through like (whistles)

Cause I just set them up
Just set them up
Just set them up to knock them down
Cause I just set them up
Just set them up
Just set them up to knock them down

I think I should know how to make love to something innocent without leaving my fingerprints out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce
How do I say I'm sorry cause the word is just never gonna come out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce

Tight jeans, double d's makin' me go (whistles)
All the people on the street know (whistles)
Iced out, lit-up make the kids go (whistles)
All the people on the street know (whistles)

Cause I just set them up
Just set them up
Just set them up to knock them down
Cause I just set them up
Just set them up
Just set them up to knock them down


I think I should know how to make love to something innocent without leaving my fingerprints out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce
How do I say I'm sorry cause the word is never gonna come out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce

Push it baby, push it baby
Out of control
I got my gun cocked tight and I'm ready to blow
Push it baby, push it baby
Out of control
This is the same old dance that you already know
Push it baby, push it baby
Out of control
I got my gun cocked tight and I'm ready to blow
Push it baby, push it baby
Out of control
This is the same old dance that you already know

I think I should know how to make love to something innocent without leaving my fingerprints out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce


Starstruck
Want
3oh!3

Something interesting.

Thanks.

If only..

If only it were as easy as our finals..
If only..

Ice cream anyone?
I know Ian will kill me for this..

*winks*

Everyone needs sleep

I wish i could doze of peacefully like my neighbour's fat cat..
I think ive been emo ing too much..well thanks to you..


I really need to get some of Ghany's fried chicken into my system NOWish..
Help..im losing it..


over and out

Awesome with an "O" man..

Home again.

Im home again. And have been since last friday. And as usual, i immediately got my movie tickets and proceeded to try to watch every single movie i could get my hands onto. Im still missing out on a few now, but its alright, ive still got time.

Met up with some old friends. But other than that, my days have just been spent out all the time. Mum's complaining already, but nevermind, i need to make full use of the holidays to enjoy until i drop dead before i go back to that stupid place again.

yelch

Watched Star Trek like 3 times already plus today. Dont think ill ever get sick of it..And to think i was never a star trekkie. But seriously, that show rocked man! JJ Abrams is a genius! And i am so in love with Zachary Quinto, Simon Pegg, John Cho(Harold) and of course that little cutie Anton Yelchin.




















Im so in love with Spock. EEk.




















And Scotty too!




















There, just the way i like em.


Come to think of it, i didnt know the bad guy - Nero was Eric Bana. Hah.
Sigh, maybe they'll decide to remake the old star trek series.
*Squeals in delight*

Anyway, back to where i was. Here are some long overdue pictures that were supposed to be posted.

It was during my exam period.
Syafiq's family came up from kl to visit and we went to the Lata Kinjang waterfall.

The place was...erm...not my cup of tea but we still had loads of fun with Syafiq's twin sisters. They're just so adorable i tell you. Makes me want to have twins when i get children next time. Well, i remember mum telling me that my family does have that gene. *winks*





































































































Auntie's nasi lemak was the best ive tasted in a long time. Sigh, thinking about it just makes my mouth water. And there in the midst of all the dirt and rubbish(thrown by irresponsible people) we had our picnic. The water from the waterfall was clean thank goodness, we happily soaked our legs in it. Then there were some idiots taking their bath upstream and the soap from their bodies washed down to us, assholes.

By the time we got back i was dead tired and ready to crash. Of course, i am determined to go back there when there arent all the mak ciks and pak ciks and stupid kids there. ^^


These two pictures were taken at the lake. We were supposed to be studying but then...

ah, so atiqah suggested doing some cheerleading moves..

The first one is with Atiqah on top. and the second is jo..































Well, i manage to meet may ann today, after so many failed attempts.

Good lord, you're leaving so soon already ann. I cant believe it. Now i wont have my bestie near me anymore. *sobs*

We better take more pictures..and i will definitely come and find you more often before i go back to kampar alright. And make sure that i come to see you off as well. *sobs*































Its funny how little we've changed over the years. Wonder if we'll stay looking the same after another 5-10 years. Well, one thing is for certain, you'll always hold a special place in my heart darling. Thanks for being my friend. I love you.



Shu ern over and out.

I just adorrreee Saya.

Blood the last vampire.

Pass the quiz to 10 ppl that you wish to know how they feel about you
( No you dont hava to do this if you dont want, i just needed the 10 people)
1. May ann
2. Candice
3. Grace
4. James
5. Atiqah
6. Crystaline
7. Jolyn
8. erm...Ian
9. er, Calvin
10. eh..mr species

1.What do you think about the person who tagged you?
He's adorable.

2.Who is no.7 having relationship with?
Edric


3.Who is no.9 having relationship with?
em..tak tau, tak ade kot..

4.If no.9 & 1 are together,will it be a good thing?
omgwtfbbq..tak boleh la..

5.What about no.1 & 5?
...stone...

6.What is no.3 studying?
Something to do with Finance and Economics. I remember cuz i hate them WITH A PASSION!!

7.when was the last time you chatted with no.6?
Just now, group study.

8.Does no.8 have any cousin(s) in his/her school?
no, i would know.

9.Will u woo no.8?
woo? nah, he's the one doing the wooing..

10.How about no.4?
hahaha..erm erm..lets just say we had a past together..if you know what i mean..

11.does no.2 have any siblings?
One older sister and one younger sister.

12.how did you get to know about no.3?
same class for two years back in secondary.

13.No.4?
Pre u.

14.No.7?
classmates now..

15.No.2?
classmates for 3 years..form 2, form 4 and 5.

16.where does no.1 live at?
used to live just a few doors down, now she's staying at desa park city..am i right? any..GUYS GO GET HER!! SHE'S SINGLE!!

17.How did you get to know no.10?
er, my junior..go figure

18.Is no.5 the sexiest person in the world?
oh, she wishes la..hahaha

less than 12 hours and i wont see..

Why does the sun shine..
Why do the birds sing..

Seriously, you've got to stop what you're doing
Its messing with my head

Less than a day..

Celtic
Italic
Hellenic
Baltic
Slavic
Indo-Iranian


Shit la..what wrong with me...

I know i shouldn't, yet...

Sesat, i know..

We love to tag..

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
hmm, my hands

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
mmm..*mumbles*..5 more minutes please....

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
by myself

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Me spoiled? nah...

5. Will you ever donate blood?
First thing ill do after getting that blood test results.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
course

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
oh yeah..maha and maybe paul too..*winks*

8. What does your last text message say?
hugs

9. What are you thinking right now?
Of my bed

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Someone is with me now..*winks*

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
12 something

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
gap

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
nasi lemak is on my mind right now..

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Ian

Yeah there's actually a second part to this tag thingie but im too sleepy and ive done it before so what the heck..im off to bed people..

Baptised with a perfect name
The doubting one by heart
Alone without himself

War between him and the day
Need someone to blame
In the end, little he can do alone

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart
- the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Apart from the wandering pack
In this brief flight of time
we reach For the ones who ever dare

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart
- the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart
- the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Reachin', searchin' for something untouched
Hearing voices of the Never-Fading callin'
Callin'...Callin'

Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart
- the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart
[Rain]
- the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
[Hide]
In a land of the daybreak...day-Break!

Amaranth
Dark Passion Play
Nightwish

Fiction and reality collide
Faceless and so busted up inside
You've been searching you've been crying out
Will you be destroyed by all your doubt?

You decide
(Who will you run to)
Wrong or right
(There is no reason)
For you to hide
Only love can change your life
You decide

God is calling out to you again
Let Him pull you, let Him take you in
From the fear that swallows up for your life
Will you stay the same or will you fight?

You decide
(Who will you run to)
Wrong or right
(There is no reason)
For you to hide
Only love can change your life
Only love can change your life

Every day you hold on to your lonely broken heart
(It's tearing you apart)
God is calling out to you just let healing start
(Will you open up and let Him in)

You decide
(Who will you run to)
Wrong or right
(There is no reason)
For you to hide
Only love can change your life
You decide

You Decide
Fireflight

You can i also can..

Did I drive you away?
I know what you'll say.
You'll say, "Oh, sing one we know"
But I promise you this,
I'll always look out for you.
That's what I'll do.

And sing "oh"
I'll sing "oh"

My heart is yours.
It's you that I hold on to.
That's what I'll do.

But I know I was wrong,
And I won't let you down.
(Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, yeah I will, yes I will…)

But I'll sing "oh"
I cry "oh"

Yeah I saw sparks,
Yeah I saw sparks,
And I saw sparks,
Yeah I saw sparks,
Singing out.

La, la, la, la, oh…
La, la, la, la, oh…
La, la, la, la, oh…
La, la, la, la, oh…


Sparks
Coldplay

Sunset
Hate it or love it

A late one..

This just came just now.




















I cant believe you guys actually got me this. Maybe i have been ranting about it a little too much.
Its just what my small little hostel-look-alike room needs.
Thanks guys,
i could never ask for better.

You monkeys know what i need.

So i turned 21..

A few updates on what happened for my 21st birthday..I wasnt too hyped about it..but yeah i did go through the motions. Dont we all. Golden key or not.

Here are a few highlights of the weekend.















Friday, had an early birthday celebration with the gang at Porto Romano at TTDI. We were so stuffed by the end of the evening and there i was worrying in the beginning whether there was enough food.

And the gelato..mmm..so AWESOME!!















And the american chocolate cake. They just HAD to embarrass me in front of everyone.

Still, thanks and i really appreciate it guys.
And i knew you were talking about the cake when u called ian my dear atiqah.















We had lamb and seafood and pizza and pasta and salad. Truly satisfying. Too bad they didnt have Baileys Irish cream, i really wanted that. Ah oh well.

Then there was the party with my relatives. You know, the only reason i agreed to that was because mum told me i would receive a great many 'ang pows'. So heck yeah, why not. Hhahaha.

*Teruk kan..

Anyway, here's a picture of the whole family..erm, not really whole but yeah those who came la.

I was the photographer.

Bleh, everyone looks so chinese.
Memang chinese to the max.
















And finally, the biggest highlight. The present i got from my beloved boyfriend.

Sony Ericsson W980!
A new handphone with 8gb internal memory!
Theres this stupid sensor thingy..haha so cool!

Seriously
What more can a girl ask for.

I was too shock and busy sobbing my eyes out to even look at it that night..damn malu lo, where got people receive present then cry wan. dumb dumb. And i only started to look through the stuff that were inside the phone box the next day.

Aih, even my parents never bought me a phone.
So sad. My first phone was bought by myself with my hard earned cash.

I couldnt ask for a better person by my side.
You really made my day.
Thanks Ian.

















Whoish..
still cant believe it..















You give the best suprises dearest.
Here's to you, the guy i told myself id never date.
muaxx

And to all those who wished me, thank you so much!!
I will remember them.


Okay, back to assignments and kampar.




Bahh..

Y-ou

Y-ou, would tell me all sorts of weird stuff. Make me laugh at just about anything. Give me that goofy grin i used to love so much.

Y-ou, like to "ban" cute a lot. Texted me 24/7. Even called when i was out of the country.

Y-ou, one of the best player ive seen. Impressed me so much i loved it when played songs for me. Too bad i never got the chance to watch you perform.

Y-ou, took so much out of me when we were done. Thought I was going to break. Thought i wouldnt be able to stand the separation.

But here we are, life goes on.

Y-ou...

Talk sexy, do me like that...

Whats with all the licking and the catsuit? Looks like she's a little desperate. What do you think?

Something Happens IN Everybody.

Shine camp was from the 20th of March to the 22nd of March. It was a puberty camp for the std 6xers and form 1s. Held at Peacehaven Genting.

I remember that morning, I had to take the 5am ktm from Kampar to KL Sentral before taking the Lrt to Asia Jaya station where my mum would pick me and drop me off at church. And i was so tired the day before cuz we had psycholiguistics assignment to finish, and i didnt really sleep.

Grumbling all the way down to kl and up to Genting i did. Was worried to death about my session preparation and whether it was good enough or not. Nanti not good enough then kena marah by boss purdy low..haha

Anyway, i was more worried about my sleep deprivation and whether i would fall asleep while standing and holding the mic. That would be a interesting sight.

So the 3 days came and went and i was still standing after the whole camp. Even went out with jian for a movie before i came back yesterday night.

Phew.

I miss those bunch of brats already. Sigh.

Well, here are the pictures i took. Few but meaningful non the less.


































Second night, after dinner.







































Then some pictures with zhiwei's beloved domokun.















E6 cg. Jonathan, Benjamin, Aaron, Eve, Christie Lim, Christie Hay.
Ian, Jeremy, Nat and me.





























Not forgetting some sampat pictures.






























And then E4,5,6 combined.

Thats all.




Now im going to sleep.
Till then

Eye candy

He's so gorgeous, it hurts to look at him.
Sigh.
I love.

This is Aaron Johnson by the way.

Malaysia Boleh.

Got these from an email sent by a friend. Pretty interesting pictures, check it out.



























































Malaysia memang boleh lah..
Sigh..


Over and out.

All in a nutshell.

Life is just one damn thing after another.
Elbert Hubbart


Till then.

Mari kita emo

This is interesting.


Stupid weather. Its ruining my mood.

And i miss you..

Just an update, i finally did my 8 laps! yay! Mum said it made some difference..well, better than nothing. So now twice a week it is. *smiles*

And than i noticed something, everytime i come back from kampar, mum or dad will definitely say that my face or arms looks fatter. Its not a pleasant experience, especially when dad makes to squeeze my arms everytime while exclaiming how fat ive gotten. And you know why?

ITS BECAUSE OF THE DARN FOOD IVE BEEN EATING IN KAMPAR!

Well, mum likes to keep the house in an "understocked" condition so that me and my brother dont develope the habit of munching all the time. But when i go back, the eating starts and the fats start accumulating..aih

But try as i might i cant not eat, especially in classes..as boring as the ones like journalism and syntax & morph. Know what? I blame my resolve. Think its not good enough.

Crystal just told me she has to go back next week to get her formal clothes to prepare for the presentations coming the following week. Darn her. Hmm..nola..I love you crystal! ^^

Shopped a little this afternoon. Bought some clothes from Pull&Bear(wth does that mean anw). They were having a clearance sale, and since no one was at home, i wanted to go amuse myself. Ian? You hearing this? You're gonna be paying for all these next time..*winks*

No one's at home most of the time, seriously i miss my brother like boleh mampus. I miss that brat so much. Damn. And he hardly msges. Stupid brat. Now the house's like empty most of the time. Parents are out when im back and we only see each other at night. Really miss those times when everyone was still home and it was more noisier.

But anyway, he's coming home soon i think. And the first thing i wanna do is to take him to the cyber cafe at dj and play left 4 dead with him. Hah. Now i know why everyone goes to that freaking place. Cuz their blardy computers are so good! hah.

Anyway, i need to sleep already. Gotta go church tmr morning.
Goodnight.

Till then.

2 hearts broken. 2 close friends of mine. Seriously whats wrong with everyone now? Well guys in these 2 particular cases.

Guys can be real jerks sometimes. I know girls are just as bad. But everyone know most of the time girls take it harder than guys do. Whenever i hear of all the bullshit guys do i really wish i could do something.

I know i have my own share of complications in the past and i wish i could do something to change it. Believe me i do. I regret it to no end, its my fault and i know he doesn't deserve that at all.

Well , at least an explanation. It wont hurt to do that. I think my 2 friends deserve that and then whatever shit you both wanna do later on is your own business.

Certain things kinda suck, like dating your ex after breaking up with your girlfriend and then hiding the whole matter. And like trying to cover up and denying all the rumours(which are true) about you with another girl when you just broke up with your girlfriend.

Of course its so much better when you dont meet up much, especially long distance relationships.
How convenient. I remember someone told me this. Sigh.

When i see my friends in this state i feel the pain they are going through, especially when they try to hide it. They lose sleep, appetite. Their faces are more pale and there are more defined dark circles under thier eyes. And then sometimes i remember my own break up. And how much emotional trauma both parties went through. If only i could turn back time and undo things.

Well after that break up i know i certainly don't want to go through that crap ever ever again. Im thankful for what i have now and i certainly dont want it to go away.

A note of advise to those who want to part ways, if you can work things out, please do. If you cant, then try for a peaceful break, there isnt a perfect way of breaking up but still, trying explaning and not make the decision on your own. Believe me, it works.

Till then.

There..i like it..what do you think? ^^

Time for some shut eye now..

Goodnight.

Was doing a little blog hopping just now and im like" aih what the hell's wrong with me?" My blog's so darn girly for goodness sake! I think i better change it back..

It's like i went through this girly-blog phase..well, lesson learnt..im gonna change it back now..

WHAT WAS I THINKING?!?!!!!

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Thinking of you
One of the boys
Katy Perry