"Loving the Alien"

Its the second last week before my study break and then finals. Came back from Visha's sister's wedding. My first Indian wedding. Hmm come to think of it, i am damn pathetic. Anyway finally got to experience Indian culture. Didnt get to wear that saree i was so wanting to wear but oh well, other opportunities will come i guess. Atiqah and I drove from Damansara to Klang, phew, good thing i have a very good sense of direction..haha well we almost got lost..went through so many damn tolls before we reached our destination.

After handing up today's lesson plan for Language Teaching i thought thats it for this whole sem, no more assignments and just one more practical presentation next friday, then before we ended for the day, hui ching my class representative had to announce to the class that we're having a small test this thursday for Language Learning. The first thing that came to mind was f***!! Im skipping Language Learning lecture and heading back to Kl around that time, how am i gonna sit for that stupid test?! And here i thought, it was going to be a relaxing week all the way till i go back home...argh..damn...potong stim la..Anyway good thing i managed to get Ms Chan to bring forward my test to that morning, thank God she's kind enough la...

Parents will be out of the country this weekend so i have enough breathing space to do whatever i want. ^^ There'll be enough time to go out with my friends and candice just messaged me and told me she's going clubbing...*big grin*

Ahh babi, i have to study before i go back..sigh..
Anyway just to post up some pictures i took during the weekend.

























































































































"..Feel like letting go,
but maybe not..."

Loving the Alien
Contraband
Velvet Revolver

Colonel Sanders

Anal?

I didnt go back home for the whole month weih. Come to think of it i missing out on so much stuff. Cant wait for the end of the month. And then i can finally skip Chan's class too! And my parents will be away at Singapore so i can have fun and no curfew! Weeeee...















Did backup at service this morning which was such an awesome timing. Firstly i was having a big flu and because of the flu my face was acting up. Secondly i was damn sleepy, had a hard time waking up in the morning..and no one called me..hmm..had to wake up on my own..So the during the whole praise and worship session i was fidgeting around with my face and eyes and everything..Argh















The good thing? Us backup singers were facing the front and not the audience..ahahahaha, so i think no one saw me..haha

This weekend our class'll be heading down to Klang for Visha's sister's wedding. It'll be the first time ill be attending an Indian wedding. And visha has promised to lend me her sari, hah..a sari weih..Malaysia has the best cultures la..

So i have to make sure i look my best and get rid of that stupid pimple growing under my skin. I can already feel the bump weih..stupid dumbshit..




Till then

Air Con?

This is damn funny.

Its a beautiful day, for a walk in the sunshine.

I really need to get a new external hardisk. My computer memory is so full that i cant put another picture or download another song. damn.

Mum just smsed me last night saying she forgot I wasnt coming back home this weekend. Nah, bet she misses me. Hah. always also never call me wan. Babi punya buntut!

We has another practice again last night, for the upcoming tuesday's Evangelistic event. First time we did a run through of the whole thing, i felt like giving up, but then i remembered we prayed before we started, and i remembered telling God to give us the strength and help us to do it for Him. Then the second time we did a run through, everything went so well and there was so much improvement i was amazed! And i couldnt help smilling. Prayer really does wonders, should do that more often.

Ohya, did i tell you? I fell sick, nothing too fancy, just a flu, mild sorethroat and a slight fever. Pritam(sociolinguistics lecturer) told me to go eat maggi mee and accompany it with cilli padi. Wth? yeah i know, dont understand either. Anyway if this continues i gonna have to go see a doctor.

Im eating so much i have a hard time convincing myself its just because im menstruating and it'll pass. What happened to "I dont eat after 9pm"???? Stupid la. When i go back home during the merdeka weekend, my parents will start complaining that im getting fatter again.

Anyway im left with one more presentation and another practical lesson for mass media and society and language teaching, after that..^^

OOoo, cf camp is coming and Mr K is getting married. Two more things to look forward to. I so cant wait.


















Till then

A whole month i tell you.

Think im almost done with all my assignments, at least the more important ones la. Sure i have another big fat idontunderstandwhatimdoing assignment, my Language Learning report la but most of the heavy ones are done. And i can rest a little while. In the midst of preparations for our cf's evangelistic event on week 12. There's gonna be a very long (i hope) drama and then we manage to invite Rev David Loo aka colonel sanders back to preach. Practices are every monday and wednesday night from now till week 12. Its been a very long time since ive been in charge of something like this big again. That reminds me how i miss serving back in church.

Ahh well, just one more year darling and you'll be back.

Hmm, come to think of it, we are all pretty messed up people in our own ways. Guess ill have to learn how to deal with this in another way.

The English Language society is having a spelling bee next Wednesday, come to think of it, ive never seen that before, i dont even know how it runs, maybe only in movies. So pathetic.

Oh i just realised that my facebook picture folder is kinda full. Think i wont be able to upload photos there. So i think ill have to put them up here, which i sometimes dislike doing cuz its a big hassle for me.

I miss home. Sigh. Was so bored i msged mum to ask her to talk to me, and she replied back the next day saying sorry she was ironing clothes till 11.30pm and told me to call the house phone next time if i wanted to talk. Great. See thats the thing about my mum. I have so many friends who receive calls from their over concerned mums and i dont even get a call, maybe an sms or two but no calls. And the worse thing is, she'll only sms when she's bought like this new top or 7 pairs of shoes or 600 bucks worth of clothes or when she's found another way to exercise. Hmm. Babi la.





And i have to stay in kampar for the whole month damn it. And Melissa went to ipoh yesterday and came back telling us she watched G I Joe already. !@#$#$%^%$



Yah. Im goner i tell you.

d.A.n.c.e

Wah i gotta get back into dancing la. Damn.
Thinking about it just makes me smile.

hama hama hama hama...

Times are refreshing
Here in Your presence..

Nature smart - 1.5 FAIL!!!

On a lighter note.

You're here, why should i care.

*big grin*

Someone told me "Thats life"

Hillsong United was awesome. I fully intend to attend the conference again. Mum wants to come along the next time. And i just might get to see you again.

Aww shucks.

Maybe the constant hounding didnt work too well for me because we were at it again. When will it stop seriously. Im getting damn effing sick of it.

Get over with it already.

And you know what pisses me off? The fact that you're moving on like its a piece of cake. You really gotta teach me how.

Screw us and our emotions, it gets us no where.

Talk about sexist language.
Sociolinguistics is the bomb.

And the work load is getting to me again, and i still have to manage and direct a whole drama for the Evangelistic event in Cf in another 2 weeks. Wah. Practices are twice a week?

Light on babeh.

Going back this weekend. Hoping to get another rest from all these bullcrap i face everyday. Do I never get a break from this?

Got a long ass sms from dad yesterday. Great, another thing to worry about.

Then you had to blow everything and lose it like that.
Stupid morons. Ruining everything.
Suck it up already.


It doesnt help turn things around if you're like that. Shut up and do your shit.


You stupid despo! You make me sick. Get outta my sight.






You're sleeping like a baby i wouldnt even dare to ask...

Twala!

The Zone youth conference 2009

Muahahahaha..

Heading down to johor tonight and Singapore the next day.
Singapore = Shopping!!

Assignment done, now to sleeeeppppp....


till then

Because i loved you.

Go.







Never ever ever again.

Nobody can bitch and have fun like we can.

syaitan syaitan yang tersebut

Thanks

I love you both.
*Big fat grin*

I just want You

You have a plan....








Aih alright....

You're leaving on a jet plane..

To my most beloved and my bestest friend,

Chuang May Ann

All the best darling. I know you will make me proud. I am going to miss you so much. Hurry back after your four months okay. I still havent met Jin yet. Hahahaha. Dont do drugs or smoke or party too much alright.

I love you.

Live your life with arms wide open

Seriously ive got no mood to blog. Every time i tell myself to i end up losing my inspiration after a few minutes. Yup, this is whaat break ups do to you.

This is why i hate relationships.

Anyway on a lighter note, in 2 week's time ill be attending the Hillsong United conference and concert at the Singapore Expo! Weeeeeee! It has been ages since i last attended one of those..reminds me of how when i was in secondary i would attend the Planetshakers conference at the Sunway convention centre every end year. Those were good times.

Well and good, I CANNOT WAIT! Something to look forward to at least.

THANKS CRYSTAL FOR INVITING ME!
MUAXX!

And i am drenched with the bitter tears of your going....

Did you ever listen to what i told you?

Guess that's
"Bye bye Beautiful"
for you girl...

We're just awesome

HOLY FISHPASTE!

Okay enought of those emo shit. Think everyone is getting tired of it.

Anyway, i skipped Chan's class today. Slept until 1 something..tossed some more and turned around and roll over some more before i decided it was enough of lying on the bed..i needed to get up and out of the room.

Went out and dropped off my laundry and headed straight to the salon. Classmate recommended the place and the hairstylist seemed nice enough so what the heck, lets do something to this neglected over grown hair of mine.

Coloured a section. Looked nice. Thinking of going for seconds next month maybe. Blue? Green?

Im into the go-crazy-with-colours look these days. So if u spot me with weird looking hair dont freak out okay.





Oh by the way, it's red.

Im such a pathetic excuse these few days.

I disappoint my friends, i skip meals, i leave my room in a messed up state, my dirty laundry is just sitting there waiting for something to happen, i dont finish my homework and leave them piling up, i keep hurting you..

I dont know..i dont even know whats happening most of the time..

remind me why we're even doing this again..




Like moonlight, you're showing me the way
Like heroine, you course in my veins..

Whispers
Unsun

I love you..

tell me why..

Wow. Im alone again.

What next..

Pain

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

Pain
Three Days Grace

All in a days work

Our "there's the musium" pose..

































Have been doing too much of these hand gestures..
My 3rd and 4th fingers hurt..

Crystal said i masturbate too much..

......

I know...

Miss you darling..
Faster get ur ass back here with my shirt..

On a lighter note, im going back for the weekend..
Thank God.



Over and out.

Just a case of pms

Im actually in a band,
and we're performing this saturday.
Still getting a kick out of that.



Sesating here when im supposed to be there.



Thanks crystaline deborah nagarajan, you are still the best. Muaxx.
Arthur, get my notes for me..thanks..
















7 more hours.
Darn

Sheeettsss

Just came back from the wedding dinner. And my eyes feel like they are gonna pop out anytime soon. Maybe its just the make up, i might have coloured my eyes a little too much..eheh..Anyway, everything was fine, other than the fact that we heroes arrived a little too late. Ahh..not my fault that wan...

It was at this huge place in Gombak called Kampung Pengantin Kuala Lumpur. And it was the first time i was attending a Malay wedding. Shit, i dont know nuts about their wedding culture..hahaha..I remembered when the bride(Atiqah's sister) tried to give me that traditional 3 kisses on the cheek, i was thinking what the heck is she doing and tried to pull back..ahahahaha damn stupid la. Good thing i didnt embaressed myself. And there i was wearing that stupid wooden heels which almost made me trip and break my ankle. Ahh well.

Food was quite alright. Simple and satisfying. One thing they lack....AIRCONDITIONING....So i was kinda sweating into my clothes after stepping into that place for half an hour.

Met syafiq's sister officially. And damn is she pretty. Never actually got to see her until just now, she was in the same table as we were. Imagine the girl version of syafiq, slimmer, more petite, prettier..Her name's Diyanna i think..smtg like that..

Anyway we hung for awhile, ate, fooled around..camwhored..met new people..Then WENT home..Ahh im so sleepy now..

Anyway, here are some of the pictures we took..








































































































Lastly, picture with the bride and groom.
They even have lights shinning on them weih! How cool is that!

I want Lights on me during my wedding TOOOOOOOOOOO

....................................................

These are a few, the rest are all on facebook.
Ahhh...


Im gonna sleep now..


Over and out.

Where's that darn pimple cream when you need it!

The clock strikes 9, i rush over to my grandma's to pick up the cheong sams they wanted me to try. Come back and then took a bath getting ready to go out.

Grabbed my stuff off the table, locked the door. Opened my car door and shove the key into the ignition and turned...

Click click click click click click...

Tries a few more times..

AHHHHH!!!!!!! @##^$%&%^(*#@!@!$!!!

Starts stamping foot and throwing keys away..

Shaking hair and running up and down the stairs..

Finally calms down...
Dig's out phone from the bag
Punched in 0169747087
*yells*
IANNNNN COME GET ME NOWWWWWWW!!! MY CAR WONT START!!!!!!

There'll be a time in everyone's life when thing's just dont go well, like
- You argue with your loved one
- YOUR CAR WONT START AND YOU NEED TO BE AT MV NOW-ISH
- Your friends backstab you
- YOUR BROTHER ATE UP ALL THE MAGGI MEE IN THE HOUSE!!!
- DAD STOLE ALL THE DVDS YOU'VE BEEN COLLECTING FOR A LONG TIME FROM YOUR ROOM AND THEY ARE ALL SPREAD OUT OVER THE HOUSE!
- And you need your hair and face done but mum is not there to help.
-And there's that HUGE ASS pimple on your chin and just wouldnt burst no matter how hard you try to sqeeze it and its ruining your face, especially when you have a wedding dinner later...$%%*^&&$#%@#%^#@!@#!!@*(@!!@@$$

Aherm..sorry..
Well, what i was trying to say was that

" Life goes on"
You pick up yourself and continue even if you have unresolved things. Or you slowly sort them out. When you get tangled, untangle yourself.

No one is as "messed up" as they think they are.
Seriously, you're just making yourself think that way..
*winks*

Ahh what am i talking about..

Ohya, that reminds me of a joke my brother told me last night.

Okay so,
How do you start a stampede in Africa?
You throw a coin down a hill.

Who is the richest man in Africa?
The person who gets the coin.

..................................................

Okay, maybe its not that funny here, but hey i laughed like a mad cow when i heard it.
Hahaha




Alright, mah ride's here..

Over and out.

Its an illusion you know.

Have been neglecting a lot of things

Including You.

I know.

Im sorry.

Maybe im disillusioning myself into thinking i could wait for the mess to clear before i come back?



Fat hopes, girl.
- Mr Renu -

Crank that shit up for me.

Paul got what he deserved.
Hah!


two sides..
which one to take..

Year2 Sem2

First class of the second semester of my second year starts tomorrow with Mr Renu's Language teaching tutorial.

Trust Mr Renu to start grilling us early.

The road my house is situated on is as busy as a morning market. Cars are everywhere, new intake students filling in and out of their new houses. Bicycles up and down the road, driving me crazy, that's minus the heat during the day. Seriously, maybe my house back in pj was a little more peaceful, especially since mum started her fitness craze.

Ahh..

Where's the peace we use to have man?!

Think ive been emoing too long, gotta stop this nonsense and focus.

Sugah

Its so more than the word "nice"..

Strung..

Tired

Why..

U tell me how..

Nice legs, Daisy Dukes

Nice legs, Daisy Dukes,
Makes a man go (whistles)
That's the way they all come through like (whistles)
Low-cut, see-through shirts that make ya (whistles)
That's the way she come through like (whistles)

Cause I just set them up
Just set them up
Just set them up to knock them down
Cause I just set them up
Just set them up
Just set them up to knock them down

I think I should know how to make love to something innocent without leaving my fingerprints out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce
How do I say I'm sorry cause the word is just never gonna come out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce

Tight jeans, double d's makin' me go (whistles)
All the people on the street know (whistles)
Iced out, lit-up make the kids go (whistles)
All the people on the street know (whistles)

Cause I just set them up
Just set them up
Just set them up to knock them down
Cause I just set them up
Just set them up
Just set them up to knock them down


I think I should know how to make love to something innocent without leaving my fingerprints out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce
How do I say I'm sorry cause the word is never gonna come out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce

Push it baby, push it baby
Out of control
I got my gun cocked tight and I'm ready to blow
Push it baby, push it baby
Out of control
This is the same old dance that you already know
Push it baby, push it baby
Out of control
I got my gun cocked tight and I'm ready to blow
Push it baby, push it baby
Out of control
This is the same old dance that you already know

I think I should know how to make love to something innocent without leaving my fingerprints out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce


Starstruck
Want
3oh!3

Something interesting.

Thanks.

If only..

If only it were as easy as our finals..
If only..

Ice cream anyone?
I know Ian will kill me for this..

*winks*

Everyone needs sleep

I wish i could doze of peacefully like my neighbour's fat cat..
I think ive been emo ing too much..well thanks to you..


I really need to get some of Ghany's fried chicken into my system NOWish..
Help..im losing it..


over and out

Awesome with an "O" man..

Home again.

Im home again. And have been since last friday. And as usual, i immediately got my movie tickets and proceeded to try to watch every single movie i could get my hands onto. Im still missing out on a few now, but its alright, ive still got time.

Met up with some old friends. But other than that, my days have just been spent out all the time. Mum's complaining already, but nevermind, i need to make full use of the holidays to enjoy until i drop dead before i go back to that stupid place again.

yelch

Watched Star Trek like 3 times already plus today. Dont think ill ever get sick of it..And to think i was never a star trekkie. But seriously, that show rocked man! JJ Abrams is a genius! And i am so in love with Zachary Quinto, Simon Pegg, John Cho(Harold) and of course that little cutie Anton Yelchin.




















Im so in love with Spock. EEk.




















And Scotty too!




















There, just the way i like em.


Come to think of it, i didnt know the bad guy - Nero was Eric Bana. Hah.
Sigh, maybe they'll decide to remake the old star trek series.
*Squeals in delight*

Anyway, back to where i was. Here are some long overdue pictures that were supposed to be posted.

It was during my exam period.
Syafiq's family came up from kl to visit and we went to the Lata Kinjang waterfall.

The place was...erm...not my cup of tea but we still had loads of fun with Syafiq's twin sisters. They're just so adorable i tell you. Makes me want to have twins when i get children next time. Well, i remember mum telling me that my family does have that gene. *winks*





































































































Auntie's nasi lemak was the best ive tasted in a long time. Sigh, thinking about it just makes my mouth water. And there in the midst of all the dirt and rubbish(thrown by irresponsible people) we had our picnic. The water from the waterfall was clean thank goodness, we happily soaked our legs in it. Then there were some idiots taking their bath upstream and the soap from their bodies washed down to us, assholes.

By the time we got back i was dead tired and ready to crash. Of course, i am determined to go back there when there arent all the mak ciks and pak ciks and stupid kids there. ^^


These two pictures were taken at the lake. We were supposed to be studying but then...

ah, so atiqah suggested doing some cheerleading moves..

The first one is with Atiqah on top. and the second is jo..































Well, i manage to meet may ann today, after so many failed attempts.

Good lord, you're leaving so soon already ann. I cant believe it. Now i wont have my bestie near me anymore. *sobs*

We better take more pictures..and i will definitely come and find you more often before i go back to kampar alright. And make sure that i come to see you off as well. *sobs*































Its funny how little we've changed over the years. Wonder if we'll stay looking the same after another 5-10 years. Well, one thing is for certain, you'll always hold a special place in my heart darling. Thanks for being my friend. I love you.



Shu ern over and out.

I just adorrreee Saya.

Blood the last vampire.

Pass the quiz to 10 ppl that you wish to know how they feel about you
( No you dont hava to do this if you dont want, i just needed the 10 people)
1. May ann
2. Candice
3. Grace
4. James
5. Atiqah
6. Crystaline
7. Jolyn
8. erm...Ian
9. er, Calvin
10. eh..mr species

1.What do you think about the person who tagged you?
He's adorable.

2.Who is no.7 having relationship with?
Edric


3.Who is no.9 having relationship with?
em..tak tau, tak ade kot..

4.If no.9 & 1 are together,will it be a good thing?
omgwtfbbq..tak boleh la..

5.What about no.1 & 5?
...stone...

6.What is no.3 studying?
Something to do with Finance and Economics. I remember cuz i hate them WITH A PASSION!!

7.when was the last time you chatted with no.6?
Just now, group study.

8.Does no.8 have any cousin(s) in his/her school?
no, i would know.

9.Will u woo no.8?
woo? nah, he's the one doing the wooing..

10.How about no.4?
hahaha..erm erm..lets just say we had a past together..if you know what i mean..

11.does no.2 have any siblings?
One older sister and one younger sister.

12.how did you get to know about no.3?
same class for two years back in secondary.

13.No.4?
Pre u.

14.No.7?
classmates now..

15.No.2?
classmates for 3 years..form 2, form 4 and 5.

16.where does no.1 live at?
used to live just a few doors down, now she's staying at desa park city..am i right? any..GUYS GO GET HER!! SHE'S SINGLE!!

17.How did you get to know no.10?
er, my junior..go figure

18.Is no.5 the sexiest person in the world?
oh, she wishes la..hahaha

less than 12 hours and i wont see..

Why does the sun shine..
Why do the birds sing..

Seriously, you've got to stop what you're doing
Its messing with my head

Less than a day..

Celtic
Italic
Hellenic
Baltic
Slavic
Indo-Iranian


Shit la..what wrong with me...

I know i shouldn't, yet...

Sesat, i know..

We love to tag..

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
hmm, my hands

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
mmm..*mumbles*..5 more minutes please....

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
by myself

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Me spoiled? nah...

5. Will you ever donate blood?
First thing ill do after getting that blood test results.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
course

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
oh yeah..maha and maybe paul too..*winks*

8. What does your last text message say?
hugs

9. What are you thinking right now?
Of my bed

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Someone is with me now..*winks*

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
12 something

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
gap

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
nasi lemak is on my mind right now..

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Ian

Yeah there's actually a second part to this tag thingie but im too sleepy and ive done it before so what the heck..im off to bed people..

Baptised with a perfect name
The doubting one by heart
Alone without himself

War between him and the day
Need someone to blame
In the end, little he can do alone

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart
- the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Apart from the wandering pack
In this brief flight of time
we reach For the ones who ever dare

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart
- the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart
- the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Reachin', searchin' for something untouched
Hearing voices of the Never-Fading callin'
Callin'...Callin'

Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart
- the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart
[Rain]
- the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
[Hide]
In a land of the daybreak...day-Break!

Amaranth
Dark Passion Play
Nightwish

Fiction and reality collide
Faceless and so busted up inside
You've been searching you've been crying out
Will you be destroyed by all your doubt?

You decide
(Who will you run to)
Wrong or right
(There is no reason)
For you to hide
Only love can change your life
You decide

God is calling out to you again
Let Him pull you, let Him take you in
From the fear that swallows up for your life
Will you stay the same or will you fight?

You decide
(Who will you run to)
Wrong or right
(There is no reason)
For you to hide
Only love can change your life
Only love can change your life

Every day you hold on to your lonely broken heart
(It's tearing you apart)
God is calling out to you just let healing start
(Will you open up and let Him in)

You decide
(Who will you run to)
Wrong or right
(There is no reason)
For you to hide
Only love can change your life
You decide

You Decide
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