Partay in the USA!

Two more blardy days, then im going home for the semester break! Woot! My Mass Media & Society paper is on monday morning and then i will be taking the ktm back home. It'll be goodbye kampar and hello holiday in KL haha. There's Cf camp and Mr Kuek's wedding! *throws hands up and does the jiggle*Anyway while waiting here for my paper on monday we had our mini birthday celebration for Atiqah. Suprised her at the lake and pelted her with water balloons and flour.

And seeing the chocolate cake smeared flour covered and soaked little girl screaming and running away, i felt all my master mind planning was worth it..muahahahahahaha..oh did i mention that i kinda had a taste of my own medicine too. I went back with tummy full of american chocolate cake and my hair and face full of flour. Bleh.

Let me just tell u, the feeling of getting flour stuck in ur hair is just aweful. It only came out after 2 days? maybe more...UGH!

Oh and we went to Ipoh for dinner and drinks. And i was kinda suprised Ipoh actually have decent places to eat. Hah. *guilty*




















Out birthday girl, damn it la, cant believe she had so many parties..stupid girl..















Yeah well, its not as bad as it looks la..then those bitches had to pour the whole bucket over me and throw flour directly into my face, good thing i managed to dodge a little of the water and only my right side was wet.











































You know what? I really have the best classmates. Seriously, eventhough its just 15 of us, we still kick ass. Dont believe? Ask our lecturers. Or better, ask Mr Paul or Ms Joanna. They'll tell you what a pain in the ass we were to them. And im damn proud of it.





























Yeah. in this picture you can actually see where the flour hit me, i wiped off most but still.....






























































Yes, and these are our Ipoh pictures from last night. It was the five of us plus syafiq, and his friends. And atiqah told us that it was just gonna be dinner and i didnt bring something nice to wear la. Garh! I had to settle for that denim skirt and flowery blouse. Aiyo, and here i thought i was just gonna rot here for awhile before going back to kl, so i brought back all my nice clothes. Damn and double damn.

The plan was to leave at 8pm. Guess what time we left? hmm, an hour and a half later? So by the time we got to Ipoh and actually found a place to eat it was ....11 something.... My stomach was on the next stage of its Mogok ing before i finally got something to eat..Talk about memorable..


































This picture reminds me i so need to cut my hair during the holidays. Anyone wanna join me?



































































There, one big family.
















Headed a few blocks downt to this place called Barroom. Ipoh people should know the place i presume. Quite decent. Its actually a bar, but there in Ipoh it doubles as a club too, dunno, the poeple there quite desperate to club so anything would do, including a small and cramped little bar with loud music. And the mc kept telling the people that they had a guest dj "all the way from KL" ..Haha, what so great about KL la aiyo..sama sama je..

Anyway here are a few of the pictures, some of the others you can actually use it to blackmail me so...^^

And please dont ask me about the beer bottles, i didnt put them there..Hey i ended up drinking rm5 orange juice there okay..talking about pathetic..i mean, who goes to a bar and drink orange juice?!


























































































The funny thing was there was a television there tune to Axn channel screening csi miami. Fail man. And the guys there were doing some really weird moves and beverly kept immitating them.. Hah

Came back at 4 plus i think. I so miss going out with my girlfriends. Ooo..Beyonce's concert is coming up. Should prob go with them if i can. I mean friends like these are precious and should be kept close right...


..............

"So We put Our hands up
They’re playing Our song,
And the butterflys fly away
Noddin’ Our heads like yea
Movin Our hips like yea
We got Our hands up,
They’re playin Our song
We know We're gonna be ok
Yea, It's a party in the USA
Yea, It's a party in the USA"
................

Party in the USA
Miley Cyrus



For you my darlings, Crystal Bev Kl and Atiqah who put this song into my head.






Mass Media & Society = FAIL!!

Tara world.

I love Jacob Black.

Stupid edward. Have any of you seen the second trailer of New Moon? Its so damn F***king awesome!!! EEKKKK

Jacob is hot and Edward is a loser.


WEEEEEEEE....

Yo heave ho

Friday, im going back tonight..phew..Slept at 11 something last night, havent had such a nice sleep in a very long time. Must be the rain, did i mention it was raining the whole night? It was cold and so cozy under the sheets. Hah.

There's practice tonight, finally, after my two stupid papers. Its actually nice to hang out with my band members and fool around and sing..""Oh happy day!"..I look forward to practice..so do a lot of them i presume. When we sing and play we dont have to think about freaking exams!

Caryn's leaving for the UK..i think its the UK..forgotten dy, have to ask her again. The point is, everyone's leaving! Sigh, and i am just to poor to leave the country to study..have to stay and finish my kajor in freaking Utar. Aih anyway ill be meeting her tomorrow before she leaves. Caryn's one of the few friends i first made when i came back from Trengganu back in 1992. She was my classmate for 4 years in primary school. I brought her to my church. Kinda funny to see her all grown up now. Hah. And everytime we meet up to catch up or something we'll always comment about how fast time would past, tell you ar, the next time i meet her and stuff we'll probably be talking about marriage and work or somthing similiar. ^^

Anyway caryn, all the best there, and come back quick!
















Toodles.

How now you tell me?

Alright ive never studied whole night and morning before seriously. And the feeling is absolutely awesome....NOT

My face is a mess of blue blackness believe me.. I cant wait for this stupid paper to be over. Language Learning is really DA BEST man. Ive never used so much brain power for a stupid subject before. Oh well studying is over, now to stay awake for the exam at 2pm later.

Ohya thanks may ann for keeping me company and ure all the way at australia. Muaxx. You're the best.

Phew.

How now you tell me?

Honey?

Someone told me...
"Keep looking up honey
Things will be just fine..."

Will they?

We should do that again sometime..

I miss You.

What do i do now..

Im so miserable when ure not around..

The top 100 things i'd do if i ever become an evil overlord.

Omg, this is damn funny, laughed my ass off reading this. An email sent by Gale.

Enjoy.

The Top 100 Things I'd Do If I Ever Become An Evil Overlord.

1. My Legions of Terror will have helmets with clear Plexiglas visors, not face-concealing ones.
2. My ventilation ducts will be too small to crawl through.
3. My noble half-brother whose throne I usurped will be killed, not kept anonymously imprisoned in a forgotten cell of my dungeon.
4. Shooting is not too good for my enemies.
5. The artifact which is the source of my power will not be kept on the Mountain of Despair beyond the River of Fire guarded by the Dragons of Eternity. It will be in my safe-deposit box. The same applies to the object which is my one weakness.
6. I will not gloat over my enemies' predicament before killing them.
7. When I've captured my adversary and he says, "Look, before you kill me, will you at least tell me what this is about?" I'll say, "No." and shoot him. No, on second thought I'll shoot him then say "No."
8. After I kidnap the beautiful princess, we will be married immediately in a quiet civil ceremony, not a lavish spectacle in three weeks' time during which the final phase of my plan will be carried out.
9. I will not include a self-destruct mechanism unless absolutely necessary. If it is necessary, it will not be a large red button labeled "Danger: Do Not Push". The big red button marked "Do Not Push" will instead trigger a spray of bullets on anyone stupid enough to disregard it. Similarly, the ON/OFF switch will not clearly be labeled as such.
10. I will not interrogate my enemies in the inner sanctum -- a small hotel well outside my borders will work just as well.
11. I will be secure in my superiority. Therefore, I will feel no need to prove it by leaving clues in the form of riddles or leaving my weaker enemies alive to show they pose no threat.
12. One of my advisors will be an average five-year-old child. Any flaws in my plan that he is able to spot will be corrected before implementation.
13. All slain enemies will be cremated, or at least have several rounds of ammunition emptied into them, not left for dead at the bottom of the cliff. The announcement of their deaths, as well as any accompanying celebration, will be deferred until after the aforementioned disposal.
14. The hero is not entitled to a last kiss, a last cigarette, or any other form of last request.
15. I will never employ any device with a digital countdown. If I find that such a device is absolutely unavoidable, I will set it to activate when the counter reaches 117 and the hero is just putting his plan into operation.
16. I will never utter the sentence "But before I kill you, there's just one thing I want to know."
17. When I employ people as advisors, I will occasionally listen to their advice.
18. I will not have a son. Although his ludicrously ill-planned attempt to usurp power would fail, it would provide a fatal distraction at a crucial point in time.
19. I will not have a daughter. She would be as beautiful as she was evil, but one look at the hero's rugged countenance and she'd betray her own father.
20. Despite its proven stress-relieving effect, I will not indulge in maniacal laughter. When so occupied, it's too easy to miss unexpected developments that a more attentive individual could adjust to accordingly.
21. I will hire a talented fashion designer to create original uniforms for my Legions of Terror, as opposed to some cheap knock-offs that make them look like Nazi stormtroopers, Roman footsoldiers, or savage Mongol hordes. All were eventually defeated and I want my troops to have a more positive mind-set.
22. No matter how tempted I am with the prospect of unlimited power, I will not consume any energy field bigger than my head.
23. I will keep a special cache of low-tech weapons and train my troops in their use. That way -- even if the heroes manage to neutralize my power generator and/or render the standard-issue energy weapons useless -- my troops will not be overrun by a handful of savages armed with spears and rocks.
24. I will maintain a realistic assessment of my strengths and weaknesses. Even though this takes some of the fun out of the job, at least I will never utter the line "No, this cannot be! I AM INVINCIBLE!!!" (After that, death is usually instantaneous.)
25. No matter how well it would perform, I will never construct any sort of machinery which is completely indestructible except for one small and virtually inaccessible vulnerable spot.
26. No matter how attractive certain members of the rebellion are, there are others just as attractive who are not desperate to kill me. Therefore, I will think twice before ordering a prisoner sent to my bedchamber.
27. I will never build only one of anything important. All important systems will have redundant control panels and power supplies. For the same reason I will always carry at least two fully loaded weapons at all times.
28. My pet monster will be kept in a secure cage from which it cannot escape and into which I could not accidentally stumble.
29. I will dress in bright and cheery colors, and so throw my enemies into confusion.
30. All bumbling conjurers, clumsy squires, no-talent bards, and cowardly thieves in the land will be preemptively put to death. My foes will surely give up and abandon their quest if they have no source of comic relief.
31. All naive, busty tavern wenches in my realm will be replaced with surly, world-weary waitresses who will provide no unexpected reinforcement and/or romantic subplot for the hero or his sidekick.
32. I will not fly into a rage and kill a messenger who brings me bad news just to illustrate how evil I really am. Good messengers are hard to come by.
33. I won't require high-ranking female members of my organization to wear stainless-steel bustiers. It's hard on their morale. Similarly, outfits made entirely from black leather will be reserved for formal occasions.
34. I will not turn into a snake. It never helps.
35. I will not grow a goatee. In the old days they made you look diabolic. Now they just make you look like a disaffected member of Generation X.
36. I will not imprison members of the same party in the same cell block, let alone the same cell. If they are important prisoners, I will keep the only key to the cell door on my person instead of handing out copies to every bottom-rung guard in the prison.
37. Once my power is secure, I will destroy all those pesky time-travel devices.
38. If an enemy I have just killed has any offspring or younger siblings, I will find them and have them killed immediately, instead of letting them to grow up harboring feelings of vengeance towards me in my old age.
39. If I absolutely must ride into battle, I will certainly not ride at the forefront of my Legions of Terror, nor will I seek out my opposite number among his army.
40. I will be neither chivalrous nor sporting. If I have an unstoppable superweapon, I will use it as early and as often as possible instead of keeping it in reserve.
41. If my trusted lieutenant tells me my Legions of Terror are losing a battle, I will believe him. After all, he's my trusted lieutenant.
42. When I capture the hero, I will make sure I also get his dog, monkey, ferret, or whatever sickeningly cute little animal capable of untying ropes and filching keys happens to follow him around.
43. I will maintain a healthy amount of skepticism when I capture the beautiful rebel and she claims she is attracted to my power and good looks and will gladly betray her companions if I just let her in on my plans.
44. I will only employ bounty hunters who work for money. Those who work for the pleasure of the hunt tend to do dumb things like even the odds to give the other guy a sporting chance.
45. I will make sure I have a clear understanding of who is responsible for what in my organization. For example, if my general screws up I will not draw my weapon, point it at him, say "And here is the price for failure," then suddenly turn and kill some random underling.
46. If an advisor says to me "My liege, he is but one man. What can one man possibly do?", I will reply "This." and kill the advisor.
47. If I learn that a callow youth has begun a quest to destroy me, I will slay him while he is still a callow youth instead of waiting for him to mature.
48. I will treat any beast which I control through magic or technology with respect and kindness. Thus if the control is ever broken, it will not immediately come after me for revenge.
49. If I learn the whereabouts of the one artifact which can destroy me, I will not send all my troops out to seize it. Instead I will send them out to seize something else and quietly put a Want-Ad in the local paper.
50. My main computers will have their own special operating system that will be completely incompatible with standard IBM and Macintosh powerbooks.
51. If the beautiful princess that I capture says "I'll never marry you! Never, do you hear me, NEVER!!!", I will say "Oh well" and kill her.
52. I will have a team of board-certified architects and surveyors examine my castle and inform me of any secret passages and abandoned tunnels I don't know about.
53. If one of my dungeon guards begins expressing concern over the conditions in the beautiful princess' cell, I will immediately transfer him to a less people-oriented position.
54. I will not strike a bargain with a demonic being then attempt to double-cross it simply because I feel like being contrary.
55. Deformed mutants and oddball psychotics have their place in my Legions of Terror. However before I send them out on important covert missions that require tact and subtlety, I will see if there is anyone else equally qualified who would attract less attention.
56. My Legions of Terror will be trained in basic marksmanship. Any who cannot learn to hit a man-sized target at 10 meters will be used for target practice.
57. Before employing any captured artifacts or machinery, I will carefully read the owner's manual.
58. If it becomes necessary to escape, I will never stop to pose dramatically and toss off a one-liner.
59. I will never build a sentient computer smarter than I am.
60. My five-year-old advisor (see above) will also be asked to decipher any code I am thinking of using. If he breaks the code in under 30 seconds, it will not be used. Note: this also applies to passwords.
61. If my advisors ask "Why are you risking everything on such a mad scheme?", I will not proceed until I have a response that satisfies them.
62. I will design fortress hallways with no alcoves or protruding structural supports which intruders could use for cover in a firefight.
63. Bulk trash will be disposed of in incinerators, not compactors. And they will be kept hot, with none of that nonsense about flames going through accessible tunnels at predictable intervals.
64. I will see a competent psychiatrist and get cured of all extremely unusual phobias and bizarre compulsive habits which could prove to be a disadvantage.
65. If I must have computer systems with publicly available terminals, the maps of my complex they display will have a room clearly marked as the Main Control Room. That room will be the Execution Chamber. The actual main control room will be marked as Sewage Overflow Containment.
66. My security keypad will actually be a fingerprint scanner. Anyone who watches someone press a sequence of buttons or dusts the pad for fingerprints then subsequently tries to enter by repeating that sequence will trigger the alarm system.
67. No matter how many shorts we have in the system, my guards will be instructed to treat every surveillance camera malfunction as a full-scale emergency.
68. I will spare someone who saved my life in the past. This is only reasonable, as it encourages others to do so. However, it's a one-time offer. If they want me to spare them again, they'd better save my life again.
69. Independent midwives will be banned from the realm. All babies will be delivered at state-approved hospitals. Orphans will be placed in foster-homes, not abandoned in the woods to be raised by creatures of the wild.
70. When my guards split up to search for intruders, they will always travel in groups of at least two. They will be trained so that if one of them disappears mysteriously while on patrol, the other will immediately initiate an alert and call for backup, instead of quizzically peering around a corner.
71. If I decide to test a lieutenant's loyalty to see if he/she should be made a trusted lieutenant, I will have a squad of marksmen standing by in case the answer is no.
72. If all the heroes are standing together around a strange device and begin to taunt me, I will pull out a conventional weapon instead of using my unstoppable superweapon on them.
73. I will not agree to let the heroes go free if they win a rigged contest, even though my advisors assure me it is impossible for them to win.
74. When I create a multimedia presentation of my plan designed so that my five-year-old advisor can easily understand the details, I will not label the disk "Project Overlord" and leave it lying on top of my desk.
75. I will instruct my Legions of Terror to attack the hero en masse, instead of standing around waiting while members break off and attack one or two at a time.
76. If the hero runs up to my roof, I will not run up after him and struggle with him in an attempt to push him over the edge. I will also not engage him at the edge of a cliff. (In the middle of a rope-bridge over a river of molten lava is not even worth considering.)
77. If I have a fit of temporary insanity and decide to give the hero the chance to reject a job as my trusted lieutenant, I will retain enough sanity to wait until my current trusted lieutenant is out of earshot before making the offer.
78. I will not tell my Legions of Terror "And he must be taken alive!" The command will be "And try to take him alive if it is reasonably practical."
79. If my doomsday device comes with a reverse switch, as soon as it has been employed it will be melted down and made into limited-edition commemorative coins.
80. If my weakest troops fail to eliminate a hero, I will send out my best troops instead of wasting time with progressively stronger ones as he gets closer and closer to my fortress.
81. If I am fighting with the hero atop a moving platform, have disarmed him, and am about to finish him off, and he glances behind me and drops flat, I too will drop flat, instead of quizzically turning around to find out what he saw.
82. I will not shoot at any of my enemies if they are standing in front of the crucial support beam to a heavy, dangerous, unbalanced structure.
83. If I'm eating dinner with the hero, put poison in his goblet, then have to leave the table for any reason, I will order new drinks for both of us instead of trying to decide whether or not to switch with him.
84. I will not have captives of one sex guarded by members of the opposite sex.
85. I will not use any plan in which the final step is horribly complicated, e.g. "Align the 12 Stones of Power on the sacred altar then activate the medallion at the moment of total eclipse." Instead it will be more along the lines of "Push the button."
86. I will make sure that my doomsday device is up to code and properly grounded.
87. My vats of hazardous chemicals will be covered when not in use. Also, I will not construct walkways above them.
88. If a group of henchmen fail miserably at a task, I will not berate them for incompetence, then send the same group out to try the task again.
89. After I captures the hero's superweapon, I will not immediately disband my legions and relax my guard because I believe whoever holds the weapon is unstoppable. After all, the hero held the weapon and I took it from him.
90. I will not design my Main Control Room so that every workstation is facing away from the door.
91. I will not ignore the messenger that stumbles in exhausted and obviously agitated until my personal grooming or current entertainment is finished. It might actually be important.
92. If I ever talk to the hero on the phone, I will not taunt him. Instead I will say this his dogged perseverance has given me new insight on the futility of my evil ways, and that if he leaves me alone for a few months of quiet contemplation I will likely return to the path of righteousness. (Heroes are incredibly gullible in this regard.)
93. If I decide to hold a double execution of the hero and an underling who failed or betrayed me, I will see to it that the hero is scheduled to go first.
94. When arresting prisoners, my guards will not allow them to stop and grab a useless trinket of purely sentimental value.
95. My dungeon will have its own qualified medical staff complete with bodyguards. That way if a prisoner becomes sick and his cellmate tells the guard it's an emergency, the guard will fetch a trauma team instead of opening up the cell for a look.
96. My door mechanisms will be designed so that blasting the control panel on the outside seals the door and blasting the control panel on the inside opens the door, not vice versa.
97. My dungeon cells will not be furnished with objects that contain reflective surfaces or anything that can be unraveled.
98. If an attractive young couple enters my realm, I will carefully monitor their activities. If I find they are happy and affectionate, I will ignore them. However if circumstances have forced them together against their will and they spend all their time bickering and criticizing each other except during the intermittent occasions when they are saving each others' lives at which point there are hints of sexual tension, I will immediately order their execution.
99. Any data file of crucial importance will be padded to 1.45Mb in size.
100. Finally, to keep my subjects permanently locked in a mindless trance, I will provide each of them with free unlimited Internet access.

Time management FAIL

Omg Utar is being an ass. I dont know how am i gonna survive next jan's semester dealing with 5 subjects on one hand and another final year project on the other.

Why so stupidddd wannnnnnnn!!!!!!!



Somebody get me the freaking president!!!!!!

There is nothing like Your love.

Havent been able to enter my gmail for some time now. Stupid mozilla, am using internet explorer as i am writting this.

Anyway this is the last week of the semester. Am having mixed feelings about this, very soon ill be ending my year 2 and entering year 3 of my Honours. Gosh, time passes so fast. Tomorrow i gotta see my head of department to discuss about the proposal for my thesis paper. EEK! Hmm...I dont wanna grow up so fast! Sobs.

Ohya, something i forgot to mention, last weekend before i came back to kampar, i went shopping for dinner wear cuz my cf advisor's wedding is near. Anyway, was at Charles & Keith and i saw this gorgeous pair of wedges! EEk! And i have so been looking for another pair since my last pair of wedges fell apart. Too bad i didnt have time to take a picture of it before i left for kampar, anyway, i shall do that later when i get back this weekend.

I LOOK GORGEOUS IN IT I TELL YOU!!!!

Charles & Keith has the best shoes weih, unlike Vincci's, they fall apart every few months. Haha, i can prove it to you. Even my mum swears by Charles & Keith. Dunno she says the shoes fit the shape of her feet something about that.

Ive got my dress, now i just need something for my hair. WEEEEEE.

Cf camp is coming, i havent been this excited about a camp in ages. Seriously. Yeah, of course you arent going to be there but its definitely not gonna stop me from having my fun. Ps Mike is speaking, all the more reason for me to enjoy the camp.

Im picking songs for praise & worship now, i need one more praise song! Help!

Tomorrow is my last presentation before the study week and then my exams. My exams finish on the 28th weih! So unfair, the rest of my friends all finish earlier before me! BABI!

Anyway, enough of my ramblings, i need to go have dinner now.





Till then

Nga Choy Kai

Yay! am going back home in another 20 hours time! But first i gotta get past that stupid language learning test and then there's another stupid mass media & society presentation. Seriously, these things are just there to make my life miserable. Hmm, on a lighter note, ShuT drove us down to Ipoh to have "Nga choy kai"..translate that into cantonese and u get tauge chicken! And then we had mcdonalds too! That reminds me of the first time i went to ipoh to eat that and then there was this freaking old hag who came to me and asked us to buy some Buddhist praying stuff, and when i told her i was a christian, she scolded me. Hah.

Anyway, we took some pictures just to irritate Isabelle. Belle? You reading this? This is for you...muaxx
























































We missed you there darling, hope ull be able to join us the next time, ohya then shu wont have to be so lonely..hahahaha

Till then

xoxo

Sometimes when shit happens and i feel like no one else is there, i think about the hole in the underwear and i start laughing like crazy.

What would you do if you were me..

ahh..back to Intrumental and Integrative Orientations..

Kill me..

I cant sleep HELP!

It's 3.30am and im still not asleep..anyway found this on a friend's blog..

If you're interested click here.

So here's what i got.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Dunno la..
I cant sleeeepppppp!!!!!!!

"Loving the Alien"

Its the second last week before my study break and then finals. Came back from Visha's sister's wedding. My first Indian wedding. Hmm come to think of it, i am damn pathetic. Anyway finally got to experience Indian culture. Didnt get to wear that saree i was so wanting to wear but oh well, other opportunities will come i guess. Atiqah and I drove from Damansara to Klang, phew, good thing i have a very good sense of direction..haha well we almost got lost..went through so many damn tolls before we reached our destination.

After handing up today's lesson plan for Language Teaching i thought thats it for this whole sem, no more assignments and just one more practical presentation next friday, then before we ended for the day, hui ching my class representative had to announce to the class that we're having a small test this thursday for Language Learning. The first thing that came to mind was f***!! Im skipping Language Learning lecture and heading back to Kl around that time, how am i gonna sit for that stupid test?! And here i thought, it was going to be a relaxing week all the way till i go back home...argh..damn...potong stim la..Anyway good thing i managed to get Ms Chan to bring forward my test to that morning, thank God she's kind enough la...

Parents will be out of the country this weekend so i have enough breathing space to do whatever i want. ^^ There'll be enough time to go out with my friends and candice just messaged me and told me she's going clubbing...*big grin*

Ahh babi, i have to study before i go back..sigh..
Anyway just to post up some pictures i took during the weekend.

























































































































"..Feel like letting go,
but maybe not..."

Loving the Alien
Contraband
Velvet Revolver

Colonel Sanders

Anal?

I didnt go back home for the whole month weih. Come to think of it i missing out on so much stuff. Cant wait for the end of the month. And then i can finally skip Chan's class too! And my parents will be away at Singapore so i can have fun and no curfew! Weeeee...















Did backup at service this morning which was such an awesome timing. Firstly i was having a big flu and because of the flu my face was acting up. Secondly i was damn sleepy, had a hard time waking up in the morning..and no one called me..hmm..had to wake up on my own..So the during the whole praise and worship session i was fidgeting around with my face and eyes and everything..Argh















The good thing? Us backup singers were facing the front and not the audience..ahahahaha, so i think no one saw me..haha

This weekend our class'll be heading down to Klang for Visha's sister's wedding. It'll be the first time ill be attending an Indian wedding. And visha has promised to lend me her sari, hah..a sari weih..Malaysia has the best cultures la..

So i have to make sure i look my best and get rid of that stupid pimple growing under my skin. I can already feel the bump weih..stupid dumbshit..




Till then

Air Con?

This is damn funny.

Its a beautiful day, for a walk in the sunshine.

I really need to get a new external hardisk. My computer memory is so full that i cant put another picture or download another song. damn.

Mum just smsed me last night saying she forgot I wasnt coming back home this weekend. Nah, bet she misses me. Hah. always also never call me wan. Babi punya buntut!

We has another practice again last night, for the upcoming tuesday's Evangelistic event. First time we did a run through of the whole thing, i felt like giving up, but then i remembered we prayed before we started, and i remembered telling God to give us the strength and help us to do it for Him. Then the second time we did a run through, everything went so well and there was so much improvement i was amazed! And i couldnt help smilling. Prayer really does wonders, should do that more often.

Ohya, did i tell you? I fell sick, nothing too fancy, just a flu, mild sorethroat and a slight fever. Pritam(sociolinguistics lecturer) told me to go eat maggi mee and accompany it with cilli padi. Wth? yeah i know, dont understand either. Anyway if this continues i gonna have to go see a doctor.

Im eating so much i have a hard time convincing myself its just because im menstruating and it'll pass. What happened to "I dont eat after 9pm"???? Stupid la. When i go back home during the merdeka weekend, my parents will start complaining that im getting fatter again.

Anyway im left with one more presentation and another practical lesson for mass media and society and language teaching, after that..^^

OOoo, cf camp is coming and Mr K is getting married. Two more things to look forward to. I so cant wait.


















Till then

A whole month i tell you.

Think im almost done with all my assignments, at least the more important ones la. Sure i have another big fat idontunderstandwhatimdoing assignment, my Language Learning report la but most of the heavy ones are done. And i can rest a little while. In the midst of preparations for our cf's evangelistic event on week 12. There's gonna be a very long (i hope) drama and then we manage to invite Rev David Loo aka colonel sanders back to preach. Practices are every monday and wednesday night from now till week 12. Its been a very long time since ive been in charge of something like this big again. That reminds me how i miss serving back in church.

Ahh well, just one more year darling and you'll be back.

Hmm, come to think of it, we are all pretty messed up people in our own ways. Guess ill have to learn how to deal with this in another way.

The English Language society is having a spelling bee next Wednesday, come to think of it, ive never seen that before, i dont even know how it runs, maybe only in movies. So pathetic.

Oh i just realised that my facebook picture folder is kinda full. Think i wont be able to upload photos there. So i think ill have to put them up here, which i sometimes dislike doing cuz its a big hassle for me.

I miss home. Sigh. Was so bored i msged mum to ask her to talk to me, and she replied back the next day saying sorry she was ironing clothes till 11.30pm and told me to call the house phone next time if i wanted to talk. Great. See thats the thing about my mum. I have so many friends who receive calls from their over concerned mums and i dont even get a call, maybe an sms or two but no calls. And the worse thing is, she'll only sms when she's bought like this new top or 7 pairs of shoes or 600 bucks worth of clothes or when she's found another way to exercise. Hmm. Babi la.





And i have to stay in kampar for the whole month damn it. And Melissa went to ipoh yesterday and came back telling us she watched G I Joe already. !@#$#$%^%$



Yah. Im goner i tell you.

d.A.n.c.e

Wah i gotta get back into dancing la. Damn.
Thinking about it just makes me smile.

hama hama hama hama...

Times are refreshing
Here in Your presence..

Nature smart - 1.5 FAIL!!!

On a lighter note.

You're here, why should i care.

*big grin*

Someone told me "Thats life"

Hillsong United was awesome. I fully intend to attend the conference again. Mum wants to come along the next time. And i just might get to see you again.

Aww shucks.

Maybe the constant hounding didnt work too well for me because we were at it again. When will it stop seriously. Im getting damn effing sick of it.

Get over with it already.

And you know what pisses me off? The fact that you're moving on like its a piece of cake. You really gotta teach me how.

Screw us and our emotions, it gets us no where.

Talk about sexist language.
Sociolinguistics is the bomb.

And the work load is getting to me again, and i still have to manage and direct a whole drama for the Evangelistic event in Cf in another 2 weeks. Wah. Practices are twice a week?

Light on babeh.

Going back this weekend. Hoping to get another rest from all these bullcrap i face everyday. Do I never get a break from this?

Got a long ass sms from dad yesterday. Great, another thing to worry about.

Then you had to blow everything and lose it like that.
Stupid morons. Ruining everything.
Suck it up already.


It doesnt help turn things around if you're like that. Shut up and do your shit.


You stupid despo! You make me sick. Get outta my sight.






You're sleeping like a baby i wouldnt even dare to ask...

Twala!

The Zone youth conference 2009

Muahahahaha..

Heading down to johor tonight and Singapore the next day.
Singapore = Shopping!!

Assignment done, now to sleeeeppppp....


till then

Because i loved you.

Go.







Never ever ever again.

Nobody can bitch and have fun like we can.

syaitan syaitan yang tersebut

Thanks

I love you both.
*Big fat grin*

I just want You

You have a plan....








Aih alright....

You're leaving on a jet plane..

To my most beloved and my bestest friend,

Chuang May Ann

All the best darling. I know you will make me proud. I am going to miss you so much. Hurry back after your four months okay. I still havent met Jin yet. Hahahaha. Dont do drugs or smoke or party too much alright.

I love you.

Live your life with arms wide open

Seriously ive got no mood to blog. Every time i tell myself to i end up losing my inspiration after a few minutes. Yup, this is whaat break ups do to you.

This is why i hate relationships.

Anyway on a lighter note, in 2 week's time ill be attending the Hillsong United conference and concert at the Singapore Expo! Weeeeeee! It has been ages since i last attended one of those..reminds me of how when i was in secondary i would attend the Planetshakers conference at the Sunway convention centre every end year. Those were good times.

Well and good, I CANNOT WAIT! Something to look forward to at least.

THANKS CRYSTAL FOR INVITING ME!
MUAXX!

And i am drenched with the bitter tears of your going....

Did you ever listen to what i told you?

Guess that's
"Bye bye Beautiful"
for you girl...

We're just awesome

HOLY FISHPASTE!

Okay enought of those emo shit. Think everyone is getting tired of it.

Anyway, i skipped Chan's class today. Slept until 1 something..tossed some more and turned around and roll over some more before i decided it was enough of lying on the bed..i needed to get up and out of the room.

Went out and dropped off my laundry and headed straight to the salon. Classmate recommended the place and the hairstylist seemed nice enough so what the heck, lets do something to this neglected over grown hair of mine.

Coloured a section. Looked nice. Thinking of going for seconds next month maybe. Blue? Green?

Im into the go-crazy-with-colours look these days. So if u spot me with weird looking hair dont freak out okay.





Oh by the way, it's red.

Im such a pathetic excuse these few days.

I disappoint my friends, i skip meals, i leave my room in a messed up state, my dirty laundry is just sitting there waiting for something to happen, i dont finish my homework and leave them piling up, i keep hurting you..

I dont know..i dont even know whats happening most of the time..

remind me why we're even doing this again..




Like moonlight, you're showing me the way
Like heroine, you course in my veins..

Whispers
Unsun

I love you..

tell me why..

Wow. Im alone again.

What next..

Pain

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

Pain
Three Days Grace

All in a days work

Our "there's the musium" pose..

































Have been doing too much of these hand gestures..
My 3rd and 4th fingers hurt..

Crystal said i masturbate too much..

......

I know...

Miss you darling..
Faster get ur ass back here with my shirt..

On a lighter note, im going back for the weekend..
Thank God.



Over and out.

Just a case of pms

Im actually in a band,
and we're performing this saturday.
Still getting a kick out of that.



Sesating here when im supposed to be there.



Thanks crystaline deborah nagarajan, you are still the best. Muaxx.
Arthur, get my notes for me..thanks..
















7 more hours.
Darn

Sheeettsss

Just came back from the wedding dinner. And my eyes feel like they are gonna pop out anytime soon. Maybe its just the make up, i might have coloured my eyes a little too much..eheh..Anyway, everything was fine, other than the fact that we heroes arrived a little too late. Ahh..not my fault that wan...

It was at this huge place in Gombak called Kampung Pengantin Kuala Lumpur. And it was the first time i was attending a Malay wedding. Shit, i dont know nuts about their wedding culture..hahaha..I remembered when the bride(Atiqah's sister) tried to give me that traditional 3 kisses on the cheek, i was thinking what the heck is she doing and tried to pull back..ahahahaha damn stupid la. Good thing i didnt embaressed myself. And there i was wearing that stupid wooden heels which almost made me trip and break my ankle. Ahh well.

Food was quite alright. Simple and satisfying. One thing they lack....AIRCONDITIONING....So i was kinda sweating into my clothes after stepping into that place for half an hour.

Met syafiq's sister officially. And damn is she pretty. Never actually got to see her until just now, she was in the same table as we were. Imagine the girl version of syafiq, slimmer, more petite, prettier..Her name's Diyanna i think..smtg like that..

Anyway we hung for awhile, ate, fooled around..camwhored..met new people..Then WENT home..Ahh im so sleepy now..

Anyway, here are some of the pictures we took..








































































































Lastly, picture with the bride and groom.
They even have lights shinning on them weih! How cool is that!

I want Lights on me during my wedding TOOOOOOOOOOO

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These are a few, the rest are all on facebook.
Ahhh...


Im gonna sleep now..


Over and out.

Where's that darn pimple cream when you need it!

The clock strikes 9, i rush over to my grandma's to pick up the cheong sams they wanted me to try. Come back and then took a bath getting ready to go out.

Grabbed my stuff off the table, locked the door. Opened my car door and shove the key into the ignition and turned...

Click click click click click click...

Tries a few more times..

AHHHHH!!!!!!! @##^$%&%^(*#@!@!$!!!

Starts stamping foot and throwing keys away..

Shaking hair and running up and down the stairs..

Finally calms down...
Dig's out phone from the bag
Punched in 0169747087
*yells*
IANNNNN COME GET ME NOWWWWWWW!!! MY CAR WONT START!!!!!!

There'll be a time in everyone's life when thing's just dont go well, like
- You argue with your loved one
- YOUR CAR WONT START AND YOU NEED TO BE AT MV NOW-ISH
- Your friends backstab you
- YOUR BROTHER ATE UP ALL THE MAGGI MEE IN THE HOUSE!!!
- DAD STOLE ALL THE DVDS YOU'VE BEEN COLLECTING FOR A LONG TIME FROM YOUR ROOM AND THEY ARE ALL SPREAD OUT OVER THE HOUSE!
- And you need your hair and face done but mum is not there to help.
-And there's that HUGE ASS pimple on your chin and just wouldnt burst no matter how hard you try to sqeeze it and its ruining your face, especially when you have a wedding dinner later...$%%*^&&$#%@#%^#@!@#!!@*(@!!@@$$

Aherm..sorry..
Well, what i was trying to say was that

" Life goes on"
You pick up yourself and continue even if you have unresolved things. Or you slowly sort them out. When you get tangled, untangle yourself.

No one is as "messed up" as they think they are.
Seriously, you're just making yourself think that way..
*winks*

Ahh what am i talking about..

Ohya, that reminds me of a joke my brother told me last night.

Okay so,
How do you start a stampede in Africa?
You throw a coin down a hill.

Who is the richest man in Africa?
The person who gets the coin.

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Okay, maybe its not that funny here, but hey i laughed like a mad cow when i heard it.
Hahaha




Alright, mah ride's here..

Over and out.

Its an illusion you know.

Have been neglecting a lot of things

Including You.

I know.

Im sorry.

Maybe im disillusioning myself into thinking i could wait for the mess to clear before i come back?



Fat hopes, girl.
- Mr Renu -

Crank that shit up for me.

Paul got what he deserved.
Hah!


two sides..
which one to take..

Year2 Sem2

First class of the second semester of my second year starts tomorrow with Mr Renu's Language teaching tutorial.

Trust Mr Renu to start grilling us early.

The road my house is situated on is as busy as a morning market. Cars are everywhere, new intake students filling in and out of their new houses. Bicycles up and down the road, driving me crazy, that's minus the heat during the day. Seriously, maybe my house back in pj was a little more peaceful, especially since mum started her fitness craze.

Ahh..

Where's the peace we use to have man?!

Think ive been emoing too long, gotta stop this nonsense and focus.