That 1 1/2 year thing is starting to look real good.
Oh yeah
Meet my "other half"
He just turned 20? or was it 19?....
Erm happy birthday anyway.
I love You.
To the many years we will spent growing older together.
May God bless you.
Tuesday, February 02, 2010
I am seriously Lacking
That 1 1/2 year thing is starting to look real good.
Oh yeah
Meet my "other half"
He just turned 20? or was it 19?....
Erm happy birthday anyway.
I love You.
To the many years we will spent growing older together.
May God bless you.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Its just the weight of the world.
Yes, bad things happen to everyone. I guess its just timing. And well, not everything should be seen as "bad" in a way. Someone told me, "its just how you look at it". Another one said, "learn as much as you can from it". And then, "running away wont solve the problem, an neither is crying and whinning over it".
Even my friends agreed with me, this has just been a sucky week. But then again, everytime after a heavy downpour, the sun peeks out behind grey clouds and a few rays of light shows itself, telling everyone the "worse" is over.
And then we start all over again, preparing for the next strike.
I guess what i learn from this time is you can never know how things might change, even if you think you've got it all figured out. Sometimes harping on and on about your problem might just turn it from bad to worse.
Mum told me, a true friend is one who keeps your best interests at heart even at their own expense.
My boyfriend told me, you have learn how to be positive even if things turn ugly.
My close friends tell me, its not worth letting go something you've been building for many years just because conflicts arise. Deal with it and move on.
I am a very very negative person, sometimes i would rather believe the worse about someone than focus on the good points.
That sucks, i know.
Anyway, time to close those doors and open up new ones. Hmm, then again maybe i should have done that a long time ago, things might not have to get so complicated now.
Oh well, enough with the what-ifs.
Till then
Even my friends agreed with me, this has just been a sucky week. But then again, everytime after a heavy downpour, the sun peeks out behind grey clouds and a few rays of light shows itself, telling everyone the "worse" is over.
And then we start all over again, preparing for the next strike.
I guess what i learn from this time is you can never know how things might change, even if you think you've got it all figured out. Sometimes harping on and on about your problem might just turn it from bad to worse.
Mum told me, a true friend is one who keeps your best interests at heart even at their own expense.
My boyfriend told me, you have learn how to be positive even if things turn ugly.
My close friends tell me, its not worth letting go something you've been building for many years just because conflicts arise. Deal with it and move on.
I am a very very negative person, sometimes i would rather believe the worse about someone than focus on the good points.
That sucks, i know.
Anyway, time to close those doors and open up new ones. Hmm, then again maybe i should have done that a long time ago, things might not have to get so complicated now.
Oh well, enough with the what-ifs.
Till then
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Undone
Undone, undone, undone.
Every stroke.
Not worth getting mad over it,
because its not right to begin with.
Every stroke.
Not worth getting mad over it,
because its not right to begin with.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Monday, January 11, 2010
Friends.
Friends are one of the best things that God can give us.
They reprimand and advise you when you've done something wrong eventhough they know you wont listen. They comfort you and take your side when you've argued with your boyfriend/girlfriend and eventhough you're the one wrong. They laugh at you and tease you mercilessly when you've done something funny or embaressing, and when you thought everything's forgotten, they remind you about it again. They remember your birthdays or sometimes they accidently forget it and promise they'll make it up to you. When they have nothing to do or they're bored then they'll call you out because they know you always have their backs. They invite you over to their place to do nothing. They see through all the fake smiles and cover ups and know just what to say when you're in need. They keep cancelling out on you, but you know that they'll always come back. They speak your lingo and will know what you are trying to say even without you having to say it out, just a nod or a flick of the eye will do. They will always tell you that you're fat even when you are not, just for the fun of it. They'll call, text or email if the first two options are out even if they're halfway across the world just to make sure you're okay or to clear a misunderstanding that you're freaking out about. They buy chocolates for you when they're overseas eventhough they know you dont eat them. They get you silly little souveniers and trinkets when they're on holiday eventhough they know you'll probably keep them in a corner and not use them. They help you deal with breakups and heartaches buy doing stupid things with you like jogging and eating ice cream everyday. And they always remind you they will not let a guy/girl come in between your abnormally long friendship.
What would we do without friends.
You tell me.
They reprimand and advise you when you've done something wrong eventhough they know you wont listen. They comfort you and take your side when you've argued with your boyfriend/girlfriend and eventhough you're the one wrong. They laugh at you and tease you mercilessly when you've done something funny or embaressing, and when you thought everything's forgotten, they remind you about it again. They remember your birthdays or sometimes they accidently forget it and promise they'll make it up to you. When they have nothing to do or they're bored then they'll call you out because they know you always have their backs. They invite you over to their place to do nothing. They see through all the fake smiles and cover ups and know just what to say when you're in need. They keep cancelling out on you, but you know that they'll always come back. They speak your lingo and will know what you are trying to say even without you having to say it out, just a nod or a flick of the eye will do. They will always tell you that you're fat even when you are not, just for the fun of it. They'll call, text or email if the first two options are out even if they're halfway across the world just to make sure you're okay or to clear a misunderstanding that you're freaking out about. They buy chocolates for you when they're overseas eventhough they know you dont eat them. They get you silly little souveniers and trinkets when they're on holiday eventhough they know you'll probably keep them in a corner and not use them. They help you deal with breakups and heartaches buy doing stupid things with you like jogging and eating ice cream everyday. And they always remind you they will not let a guy/girl come in between your abnormally long friendship.
What would we do without friends.
You tell me.
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
Senior year aka 2010
Yes its a new year. *groans*
Wakes up from bed and stares at ceiling.
Im in my final year. Shit.
Senior year.
I hate that term. Makes me sound so old. But then again, in the eyes of many(aherm) im still quite young. I have my whole life ahead of me. Time to move on and take the next step. Being at the cross roads again can be quite fun actually, risky. I like it. Trying out new things and stuff, and with nothing holding me back. Well what the heck.
Am i ready to dive into the unknown?
Anyway, a new semester is starting. Gotta go back to kampar soon. Hmm, thinking about the fact that in another few more months time i will be back here, looking for something else to do after i graduate kinda make me miss kampar a little. *clings tightly to kampar*
Yeah as absurd as that sounds, i do miss that place. I miss the freedom, the weather and the atmosphere, the people, the "simple" life, the place, and the FOOD! I think im gonna try to spend more time there and not come back here so much if i can. Just to savour the sense of belonging while i still can.
Im a KAMPARIAN!! HEAR ME RAWR!!
Anyways, last year's new year's eve was very different from the previous years. I spent it with my two classmates. And im glad i did that, i mean adding to the memories. I still remember, when the clock struck 12 i was in the arms of my 2 close friends and we were happily hugging each others and jumping up and down amidst the other groups of screaming people.
Seriously, deciding to go to a place like zouk for new year's count down is kind of a bad idea for someone who doesnt like to be in a crowd. Getting to the toilet from where we were sitting was like going through a stampede of elephants. I literally had to push and shove the people that were in my way to get through. And someone spilled their drink on me. Good thing i was wearing denim. Alright, next year we're definitely doing something else for new year's countdown girls.
Still it was fun to stay over and do nonsense, like drink tequila shots, and drink baileys with chocolate milk and eat chachos and take stupid pictures.
And have pillow fights!!! (to tell u the truth ive never done that before)
And my favourite, watch drunk people do nonsense!! Yeah!! muahahahahaha. (okay that was in zouk)
Wish you were with us bev..sigh
we would have brought the house down..
Here are a few pictures i was supposed to upload but then i was too lazy so there. Some stuff i did before new year.
The Dim sum at ss2 is really good, frequented by beings as seen above. Loyal customers we are.
This here is my pride and joy. Chocolate layer cake covered in fudge. And yes it tastes even better than it looks. Mum bought a new oven you see, so for the past few weeks we were trying out different cakes. This was the only successful one. The first and second were cheese cakes - first one was burnt, second was flooded..and if ure thinking "how do you flood a cake?"...dont ask..i dont know, it just happened.
And this here is my neighbour's fat cat. It comes over sometimes in the morning and afternoon to cool off under my mum's car in the porch. Its so fat that i have a hard time carrying it. And its damn manja phew, but one cannot help but love this little fat ball of fur. EEK!
Okay its 11pm. Time for "How i met your mother".
Good day people.
Till then.
Ps. I Love Neil Patrick Harris.
Wakes up from bed and stares at ceiling.
Im in my final year. Shit.
Senior year.
I hate that term. Makes me sound so old. But then again, in the eyes of many(aherm) im still quite young. I have my whole life ahead of me. Time to move on and take the next step. Being at the cross roads again can be quite fun actually, risky. I like it. Trying out new things and stuff, and with nothing holding me back. Well what the heck.
Am i ready to dive into the unknown?
Anyway, a new semester is starting. Gotta go back to kampar soon. Hmm, thinking about the fact that in another few more months time i will be back here, looking for something else to do after i graduate kinda make me miss kampar a little. *clings tightly to kampar*
Yeah as absurd as that sounds, i do miss that place. I miss the freedom, the weather and the atmosphere, the people, the "simple" life, the place, and the FOOD! I think im gonna try to spend more time there and not come back here so much if i can. Just to savour the sense of belonging while i still can.
Im a KAMPARIAN!! HEAR ME RAWR!!
Anyways, last year's new year's eve was very different from the previous years. I spent it with my two classmates. And im glad i did that, i mean adding to the memories. I still remember, when the clock struck 12 i was in the arms of my 2 close friends and we were happily hugging each others and jumping up and down amidst the other groups of screaming people.
Seriously, deciding to go to a place like zouk for new year's count down is kind of a bad idea for someone who doesnt like to be in a crowd. Getting to the toilet from where we were sitting was like going through a stampede of elephants. I literally had to push and shove the people that were in my way to get through. And someone spilled their drink on me. Good thing i was wearing denim. Alright, next year we're definitely doing something else for new year's countdown girls.
Still it was fun to stay over and do nonsense, like drink tequila shots, and drink baileys with chocolate milk and eat chachos and take stupid pictures.
And have pillow fights!!! (to tell u the truth ive never done that before)
And my favourite, watch drunk people do nonsense!! Yeah!! muahahahahaha. (okay that was in zouk)
Wish you were with us bev..sigh
we would have brought the house down..
Here are a few pictures i was supposed to upload but then i was too lazy so there. Some stuff i did before new year.
The Dim sum at ss2 is really good, frequented by beings as seen above. Loyal customers we are.
This here is my pride and joy. Chocolate layer cake covered in fudge. And yes it tastes even better than it looks. Mum bought a new oven you see, so for the past few weeks we were trying out different cakes. This was the only successful one. The first and second were cheese cakes - first one was burnt, second was flooded..and if ure thinking "how do you flood a cake?"...dont ask..i dont know, it just happened.
And this here is my neighbour's fat cat. It comes over sometimes in the morning and afternoon to cool off under my mum's car in the porch. Its so fat that i have a hard time carrying it. And its damn manja phew, but one cannot help but love this little fat ball of fur. EEK!
Okay its 11pm. Time for "How i met your mother".
Good day people.
Till then.
Ps. I Love Neil Patrick Harris.
Monday, December 28, 2009
Constipation
Getting a new number sometimes can be a big pain in the ass. First ive got configure all the stupid settings namely mms and video streaming and a few more. Then because i dont want my parents to find out and scrutinize my bill ill have to send it to my house in kampar which is another big pain in the ass because ive to get the address(i still dont know my address, yup) and shit. Argh.
And to make things worse the call attendant i talked to just now was not an "english major" and she had some problems explaining things to me which got me so "mang" that i almost shouted at her. And kyle beside me kept holding my arm and giving me that "stop-that-this-instance look". I was close to losing my temper and she kept going on and on about i dont know what and i had to bring her back to what i was asking about. Maxis should hire me to be their customer service call attendant or they should hire call attendants with at a freaking DEGREE in ENGLISH. Period.
Was at Mid Valley with Florence Kyle and Felicia n her friend. It was not as pack as i thought it would be. Thank God. Then again we went there at 1 something in the afternoon but only got the 4 something show for Sherlock Holmes. Freaking Balls i tell you. It was the 3 hour wait that killed us. Because other than lunch what else could we do? Its the end of the month and i was broke, and there was no way i was gonna go to the arcade or bowling. So imagine us 5 looking lost, tired and about to stage a massive massacre walking around trying to entertain ourselves. Hah, that sounds weird, i imagine florence doing that with her stoned face haha. In the end we were so tired we plopped down onto some chairs at Mcds oppposite the cinema and decided to wait it out there.
During the movie i literally fell asleep. I was that tired. Towards the 3rd quarter of the movie i felt my eyes shutting down, adding to that was the awfully freezifying condition in the cinema. We were all trying to squash ourselves into the seat, desperately trying to cover whatever part of the our skin that was exposed. I was hunched up sitting sideways. Oh and i almost forgot to mention about the rude and obnoxious punks sitting behind us. You know, most people like you and me would normally not rest our legs on the seat of the person sitting at the front of us, or if we absolutely have to, we would make sure that we do not move even an inch so as to not disturb the person seated at the front. Now these imbeciles not only kept shaking their legs, they kept shifting their positions as well. I dont know if they're too dumb or probably came from the jungle, they were just too inconsiderate and didnt even care if there were some other people sitting down there..okay nevermind i shall not rant anymore..I hope they get diarrhea for a week..
And the movie was...A-L-R-I-G-H-T la..stupid boys..ruin my movie..
I got another number too yesterday. Had to pay 80 bucks for it though. Well, i had to break off from the main line cuz mine's a subline, so the lady at digi said i had to terminate it and settle my bills first, then re register. WHICH IS SUCH A BIG HASSLE! So i decided i had to stop using that line otherwise my bill will grow in its amount and then i will die..so to speak. I choose Maxis, got a line and subbed it to to that idiot. So i dont have to spend so much when i call that idiot..Digi calling Maxis is a real $ killa!!
Anyway, my number is 012-2034481. Please take it down and remember it. I will be using this number more for the time being until i can re register my digi number as the main line.
Oh i just learned this new word "Kebabian" from renjie. She say the darnest things sometimes.
Anyway, here's to a new year.
Behold!!
2010
Hurrah!!
Cant believe shu actually said i looked PREGNANT!!!!
And to make things worse the call attendant i talked to just now was not an "english major" and she had some problems explaining things to me which got me so "mang" that i almost shouted at her. And kyle beside me kept holding my arm and giving me that "stop-that-this-instance look". I was close to losing my temper and she kept going on and on about i dont know what and i had to bring her back to what i was asking about. Maxis should hire me to be their customer service call attendant or they should hire call attendants with at a freaking DEGREE in ENGLISH. Period.
Was at Mid Valley with Florence Kyle and Felicia n her friend. It was not as pack as i thought it would be. Thank God. Then again we went there at 1 something in the afternoon but only got the 4 something show for Sherlock Holmes. Freaking Balls i tell you. It was the 3 hour wait that killed us. Because other than lunch what else could we do? Its the end of the month and i was broke, and there was no way i was gonna go to the arcade or bowling. So imagine us 5 looking lost, tired and about to stage a massive massacre walking around trying to entertain ourselves. Hah, that sounds weird, i imagine florence doing that with her stoned face haha. In the end we were so tired we plopped down onto some chairs at Mcds oppposite the cinema and decided to wait it out there.
During the movie i literally fell asleep. I was that tired. Towards the 3rd quarter of the movie i felt my eyes shutting down, adding to that was the awfully freezifying condition in the cinema. We were all trying to squash ourselves into the seat, desperately trying to cover whatever part of the our skin that was exposed. I was hunched up sitting sideways. Oh and i almost forgot to mention about the rude and obnoxious punks sitting behind us. You know, most people like you and me would normally not rest our legs on the seat of the person sitting at the front of us, or if we absolutely have to, we would make sure that we do not move even an inch so as to not disturb the person seated at the front. Now these imbeciles not only kept shaking their legs, they kept shifting their positions as well. I dont know if they're too dumb or probably came from the jungle, they were just too inconsiderate and didnt even care if there were some other people sitting down there..okay nevermind i shall not rant anymore..I hope they get diarrhea for a week..
And the movie was...A-L-R-I-G-H-T la..stupid boys..ruin my movie..
I got another number too yesterday. Had to pay 80 bucks for it though. Well, i had to break off from the main line cuz mine's a subline, so the lady at digi said i had to terminate it and settle my bills first, then re register. WHICH IS SUCH A BIG HASSLE! So i decided i had to stop using that line otherwise my bill will grow in its amount and then i will die..so to speak. I choose Maxis, got a line and subbed it to to that idiot. So i dont have to spend so much when i call that idiot..Digi calling Maxis is a real $ killa!!
Anyway, my number is 012-2034481. Please take it down and remember it. I will be using this number more for the time being until i can re register my digi number as the main line.
Oh i just learned this new word "Kebabian" from renjie. She say the darnest things sometimes.
Anyway, here's to a new year.
Behold!!
2010
Hurrah!!
Cant believe shu actually said i looked PREGNANT!!!!
Saturday, December 26, 2009
All i want for christmas is youuuuu...
Alright time to blog. Gargh.
Christmas is over, new year is coming. Im growing older another year. Sigh. Went out shopping with pin pin(he'll prob get a kick out of this) just now. He came back yesterday you see, and i havent seen him in more than a week, which is kinda like a break through, looking at the fact that i use to see him 24/7. Hah.
But then again, who has a boyfriend who is slimmer, has smoother skin, and probably looks prettier than them!!
Me.
Florence told me, kyle is so lucky to have me, and he better hold on to me tightly.
She told me she showed her friend a picture of me and him. And her friend was like "Guang Pin has a girlfriend?!?!!!"
Sigh
Poor fella.
Oh well, I finally got my hands on that dress i wanted so much. At first i went there and i couldnt find my size..so i started to panic, good thing kyle asked the assistant and they brought out another one from the changing rooms. I feel stupid for making a fuss now.
Oh did i tell you about the crowd at christmas day. Omg! I think i can suffocate inside there. I was walking along side florence and another friend and people kept pushing at us and no matter how many times we tried to get next to each other we ended separated. And trying to look for a parking place was SO IMPOSSIBLE! Okay bad syntax but i dont care!
Meeting florence again (we're so bored we had to keep each other company) felicia and kyle. We're supposed to be watching Sherlock Holmes at Mid Valley, i pray we find parking and we get good tickets. *cross fingers*
For the next few days i need to finish my multiple intelligence books, bake more cakes which includes pandan cake(you can guess why), sleep less, do something about my wardrobe(its packed to bursting, i cant close the closet doors properly), go out less, meet up with may ann(my dear best friend is bored to death without my company, i like to think so ^_^) and stop EATING SO MUCH~ even my aunt said i looked FATer!!!!
ps. I really really really really want an iphone, i will sell kyle off if i have to.
Merry Christmas everyone and happy holidays.
Christmas is over, new year is coming. Im growing older another year. Sigh. Went out shopping with pin pin(he'll prob get a kick out of this) just now. He came back yesterday you see, and i havent seen him in more than a week, which is kinda like a break through, looking at the fact that i use to see him 24/7. Hah.
But then again, who has a boyfriend who is slimmer, has smoother skin, and probably looks prettier than them!!
Me.
Florence told me, kyle is so lucky to have me, and he better hold on to me tightly.
She told me she showed her friend a picture of me and him. And her friend was like "Guang Pin has a girlfriend?!?!!!"
Sigh
Poor fella.
Oh well, I finally got my hands on that dress i wanted so much. At first i went there and i couldnt find my size..so i started to panic, good thing kyle asked the assistant and they brought out another one from the changing rooms. I feel stupid for making a fuss now.
Oh did i tell you about the crowd at christmas day. Omg! I think i can suffocate inside there. I was walking along side florence and another friend and people kept pushing at us and no matter how many times we tried to get next to each other we ended separated. And trying to look for a parking place was SO IMPOSSIBLE! Okay bad syntax but i dont care!
Meeting florence again (we're so bored we had to keep each other company) felicia and kyle. We're supposed to be watching Sherlock Holmes at Mid Valley, i pray we find parking and we get good tickets. *cross fingers*
For the next few days i need to finish my multiple intelligence books, bake more cakes which includes pandan cake(you can guess why), sleep less, do something about my wardrobe(its packed to bursting, i cant close the closet doors properly), go out less, meet up with may ann(my dear best friend is bored to death without my company, i like to think so ^_^) and stop EATING SO MUCH~ even my aunt said i looked FATer!!!!
ps. I really really really really want an iphone, i will sell kyle off if i have to.
Merry Christmas everyone and happy holidays.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Bury the castle.
Was at Mid valley since morning. Watched Avatar with my parents. Really good show, even mum was impressed. She said at least the "blue people" looked decent. Okay i dont know what she meant but alright.
Ive been out non stop since i came back. Phew, think my eye bags are getting darker.
Was at Quattro last last night, its been awhile since i last let loose. That felt really good. We were at the autumn room, didnt really look so "autumn ish" to me. The only thing that looked autumn was the case behind that bar that had leaves that were being blown about. Furthermore it was kinda hot in there with that night's crowd. You know what i love best about being at these places? After everything when we're about to go back, we get to laugh at people who are drunk and see them trip over themselves. Hahaha, yeah i know im mean. Okay i do admit that they're kinda kesian too.
Dad finally bought me a external hard disk just now. Dunno, maybe he's feeling generous today. Normally ive got to save up and buy it myself. Anyway saved me 200 bucks. Now i can relieve my poor laptop of some of its burden, namely the songs and pictures ive saved up over the many years..Sigh
Meeting May ann on monday, she said theres stuff she wants to tell me about some guy again. *sighs* Seriously i cant understand why she never settles down with some sweet guy and just get married and pop out a few kids. She such a nice person and she knows how to cook and do housework and those shit. Any guy would be very lucky to have her.
Talking about relationships, now i kinda understand why some people like single life so much. After Ian, i do sometimes feel like ill never you know "love" again. It was hard, i should know, since i was the one who caused it, and though i am letting go i do feel like maybe single life would be better. Give me time to gather and collect myself. Piece everything together again. Refocus and something like that. Like what some of my friends suggested. Oh well, too late for that i guess.
Sometimes i feel like im half in and half out. Like ive got both a good side and a bad side kinda thingie. And certain issues that i go through make me feel the existence of those two sides. Like if something triggers it, ill fall into the "dark side" kind of thing. I do have the urge to wreck and destroy stuff, and i dont mean on a small scale. Hmm, like ive told some of my friends, i used to be very innocent and naive and DUMB. Like dunno anything kind of dumb. After college, and now after spending almost 2 years at kampar i felt like "where has all that gone to?" Im a totally different person compared to that girl who first stepped into Utar Pj those few years ago. Which is a good thing and bad thing, I cant decide which. Safe to say i just know my way around. Period.
Mum's having a Christmas party this week, dunno which day. This is the first time we're having a party at home, before that she thought our house was too ugly to have a party. Ahh, extra work for me.
Well enough of being emo. Its been awhile since i last blogged.
Till then.
Ive been out non stop since i came back. Phew, think my eye bags are getting darker.
Was at Quattro last last night, its been awhile since i last let loose. That felt really good. We were at the autumn room, didnt really look so "autumn ish" to me. The only thing that looked autumn was the case behind that bar that had leaves that were being blown about. Furthermore it was kinda hot in there with that night's crowd. You know what i love best about being at these places? After everything when we're about to go back, we get to laugh at people who are drunk and see them trip over themselves. Hahaha, yeah i know im mean. Okay i do admit that they're kinda kesian too.
Dad finally bought me a external hard disk just now. Dunno, maybe he's feeling generous today. Normally ive got to save up and buy it myself. Anyway saved me 200 bucks. Now i can relieve my poor laptop of some of its burden, namely the songs and pictures ive saved up over the many years..Sigh
Meeting May ann on monday, she said theres stuff she wants to tell me about some guy again. *sighs* Seriously i cant understand why she never settles down with some sweet guy and just get married and pop out a few kids. She such a nice person and she knows how to cook and do housework and those shit. Any guy would be very lucky to have her.
Talking about relationships, now i kinda understand why some people like single life so much. After Ian, i do sometimes feel like ill never you know "love" again. It was hard, i should know, since i was the one who caused it, and though i am letting go i do feel like maybe single life would be better. Give me time to gather and collect myself. Piece everything together again. Refocus and something like that. Like what some of my friends suggested. Oh well, too late for that i guess.
Sometimes i feel like im half in and half out. Like ive got both a good side and a bad side kinda thingie. And certain issues that i go through make me feel the existence of those two sides. Like if something triggers it, ill fall into the "dark side" kind of thing. I do have the urge to wreck and destroy stuff, and i dont mean on a small scale. Hmm, like ive told some of my friends, i used to be very innocent and naive and DUMB. Like dunno anything kind of dumb. After college, and now after spending almost 2 years at kampar i felt like "where has all that gone to?" Im a totally different person compared to that girl who first stepped into Utar Pj those few years ago. Which is a good thing and bad thing, I cant decide which. Safe to say i just know my way around. Period.
Mum's having a Christmas party this week, dunno which day. This is the first time we're having a party at home, before that she thought our house was too ugly to have a party. Ahh, extra work for me.
Well enough of being emo. Its been awhile since i last blogged.
Till then.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
So there..
Oh did i mentioned i bought 3 little fishes on Sunday. A beautiful redish blue fighting fish and another 2 more - a blue and gold one. I call my fighting fish "my handsome". Believe when you see him you'd think so too, he is just simply GORGEOUS. Sui Yen showed me her fishes when i was over at her place and then i suddently came up with the idea of getting a few myself, even dragging belle with me.
Well, fighting fish being a fighting fish, it bullied my other 2 fishes and 1 died due to extensive injuries to its rear(the tail). Kyle helped me flush it down the toilet bowl. I think i heard somewhere that fishes that are flushed down toilet bowls go to heaven. Okay then again maybe i heard wrongly. You know, its nice to have somthing living other than you in the room, make it more...erm lifely ier?..okay i dont know the word for that but you get the picture. We(me and belle) wanted to get hamsters but decided against it due to the extra requirements like cleaning, getting the hamster fodder, kuachi and maybe getting bitten.
Had meaningful conversation with florence last night, she even helped me think of my research questions for my thesis proposal..well not really, but she was there to "support" by talking nonsense with me while i rack my brain for ideas. Kyle helped with the "bombastic" words. Well its done, now to wait for them to choose my supervisor...
*cross fingers and scrunches up face* please let it not be chan...pleaseeeeee
These few days i have been getting irritated at the slightest things. It drives me crazy. I get irritated over my friends, myself and practically everything around me. Time of the month again i guess(and i dont mean my period). I was told "you're just tired, you'll be fine when you get back to pj". I was so upset when my fish died yesterday, as in really really. And then i was upset at kyle for not being able to wake up this morning to pass up his assignment, the one he spent the whole night on. Argh. Being in Kampar too long sometimes does that to me.
So many brithdays have come and gone. I think im getting a little sick of it. No more cake for me for the next 3 months. We just go through the motions, i should probably think of somthing new. Had a nice chat with mum yesterday. She told me of the christmas preparations going on at home, i miss the lights and the gree decorations mum will put up back home, i cant wait to see that. And then at night, sitting out at the porch eating dessert feeling the breeze on my face...ahhhh blisss...and mum's birthday is coming..sigh another birthday aiya..No more cake for you shu ern, i think you've got enough of it for 2 lifetimes to come.
My exam is on the 12th and 15th of Dec. Im glad it is only 2 days. Muahahahhaha, my dear friends who are sitting for the mandarin paper have to wait until the 21st. Ahah padan muka. ^^ After that i promised belle I'd accompany her to this year's Comic Fest on the 20th of Dec at Sunway Pyramid. And then would be the trip ive been waiting for to Singapore to celebrate the new year with my classmates.
Tomorrow we're having our first potbless in cf. Hopefully everything turns out well. My cg is preparing fried dumplings. Went to the wet market to buy mince pork this morning. I woke up with a huge frown on my face, good thing i was able to come back and sleep some more or i tell you i will bring forth thunder and lighting wherever i go today. Later the girls are coming over to fold the dumplings and shu was kind enough to lend us his kitchen tomorrow evening.
Ahh wat a day.
ps. thank you my dear master photographer for the beautiful photos.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Bittersweet
I’m giving up the ghost of Love
in the shadows cast on devotion
She is the one that I adore
creed of my silent suffocation
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet
I won’t give up
I’m possessed by her
I'm bearing her cross
She's turned into my curse
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet
I want you
I’m only wanting you
And I need you
I’m only needing you
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet...
Bittersweet
Apocalyptica
Ft Ville Valo & Lauri Ylonen
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Flowers in the sky.
The moment you feel that you can have anything in the world that you desire, thats when you should stop and think. Sometimes, things dont always work out the way you plan, and even plan b doesnt work.One at a time darling.
Stop fooling around and start growing up.
So i said "Okay"
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Blow my speakers up.
Im going back home later and i cant wait to see how fat my best friend has gotten. *ann at the background..i didnt grow fat laaaa!!!!*Muahahahahahah.
She just came back from Australia, she prob grew chubbier. Haha.
I need to eat sushi and i need to shop.
Alright? Lets go May ann.
She just came back from Australia, she prob grew chubbier. Haha.
I need to eat sushi and i need to shop.
Alright? Lets go May ann.
*looks at watch*
*shit! im late for class!*
Friday, October 16, 2009
When "The Day" comes.
Not really "the day" la, but the time has finally come for me to start on my final year project/thesis. Seriously i have forgotten all about this until i opened my mail box to check my mail and i saw what my class rep sent me.
And then i thought
"Oh Shit."
Here was wat it said:
Yup, thats it, i think gonna die seriously..looking at the time frame given..
Imagine this after all these nonsense, ill be a graduate and ill be looking for jobs and shit like that. Phew, i cant imagine myself getting a job staying out on my own, fending for my ownself, no mummy's cooking, starting a family................*faints*
Tai kor lui lo shu ern...
I dont wanna grow up!!!!!!
And then i thought
"Oh Shit."
Here was wat it said:
DEPARTMENT OF LANGUAGE
FACULTY OF ARTS
UNIVERSITI TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN
PERAK
30.09.09
Year 2 Semester 2 English Language students
Department of Language and Linguistics
FINAL YEAR PROJECT
This notice is a follow-up of the briefing held on 06.09.09 in the meeting room Faculty of Arts and Social Science.
At the briefing the following were announced:
COURSE : UALL 3004 PROJECT
CREDIT : 6
DUE :Trimester May 2010
1.0 Timeframe:
30.Nov 2009 - Prepare & Hand in Research Proposal
- Appointment of Supervisors (****!!! Thats like one month away man!!!)
- Preparing drafts/meeting supervisors
- Carrying out research / survey/data collection
- Analysis/findings/communicating results (Exam how?!! need to start so soon!!!)
- Binding
- Hand in Report (Oh gosh! i have 5 subjects during that semester wor, HOW!!!!)
2.0 Preparation of the proposal (Due date:
The proposal is a short document (2 – 3 pages) which outlines your area of interest and a brief related literature review and other brief information as listed down below:
· Name:
· Course: English Language
· Title: {Your project title)
· Introduction:
· Statement of problem
· Purpose of the study:
· Research questions:
· Scope of study:
· Methodology:
· Significance of the study:
· Definitions of keywords/terms:
3.0 Supervisor
After the committee receives your proposal, you will be assigned a supervisor related to your area of study who will guide you as you continue to work in your chosen area. It is imperative that you meet your supervisor on a regular basis and the supervisor will keep a record of your meeting with him/her which will be handed in at the end of the project.
4.0 Document to unload from Web2
More details related to this project is posted in Web2 in the Faculty of Arts and Social Science website and you are required to download this document and keep it in your file. If you have any problems looking for this document, please seek Hui Ching’s help as she has been briefed on how to locate this document.
5.0 Other matters
From time to time important announcements will be communicated to you regarding the writing of your project paper. Please be alert and read the messages.
Final Year Project Committee
Department of Language and Linguistics
Faculty of Arts and Social Science
Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman
Attention: renu@utar.edu.my
Yup, thats it, i think gonna die seriously..looking at the time frame given..
Imagine this after all these nonsense, ill be a graduate and ill be looking for jobs and shit like that. Phew, i cant imagine myself getting a job staying out on my own, fending for my ownself, no mummy's cooking, starting a family................*faints*
Tai kor lui lo shu ern...
I dont wanna grow up!!!!!!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Wedding Planning Retreat
So the cf committee and I headed down to Melacca from our respective homes last Thursday for our dear Cf advisor's wedding and then after to a 3 day planning retreat.
After all the hooha i ended up sick. So much for a getaway. Much to my annoyance we were tired the whole time due to lack of sleep and rest, even lack of bathing water sometimes and an overdose of planning. But we did have fun in our own busy way and stuff la, so it was still cool.
The guys being guys, made a lot of dumb jokes and there was even the one about Jensen's stomach. Hah. Our FES advisor Lian Chui was complaining about our lack of manners and civilized-ed-ness. I think they all had fun burping at Shirley and irritating her with their tricks. That one was seriously amusing.
Ahh well i did have fun driving shu's car around. And dressing up and stuff, and then eating..^^ One does not come and go from Melacca without eating. We really gorged ourselves silly. Oh and I bought a bag! We were at Jonker's street and I saw this ratan bag that cost only RM15, and something like this would cost more than RM50 back in KL.
And I bought rings for my bitches. I know how much Beverly likes those stuff. They better love it. Oh and that reminds me my results are due to come out anytime now. Aih. Damn and double damn. Anyway, here are some pictures.
Yeah thats about it.
Tata..
After all the hooha i ended up sick. So much for a getaway. Much to my annoyance we were tired the whole time due to lack of sleep and rest, even lack of bathing water sometimes and an overdose of planning. But we did have fun in our own busy way and stuff la, so it was still cool.
The guys being guys, made a lot of dumb jokes and there was even the one about Jensen's stomach. Hah. Our FES advisor Lian Chui was complaining about our lack of manners and civilized-ed-ness. I think they all had fun burping at Shirley and irritating her with their tricks. That one was seriously amusing.
Ahh well i did have fun driving shu's car around. And dressing up and stuff, and then eating..^^ One does not come and go from Melacca without eating. We really gorged ourselves silly. Oh and I bought a bag! We were at Jonker's street and I saw this ratan bag that cost only RM15, and something like this would cost more than RM50 back in KL.
And I bought rings for my bitches. I know how much Beverly likes those stuff. They better love it. Oh and that reminds me my results are due to come out anytime now. Aih. Damn and double damn. Anyway, here are some pictures.
Yeah thats about it.
Tata..
Sunday, October 04, 2009
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