Thursday, June 13, 2013

Yes Im complaining, sue me.

This is a nice bag aint it. Yeah I think it looks really good too. Now I can strut in style. *syiok sendiri laugh*. Yeahh. Hmm.

Well I feel like the intensity in my ab-xercise isnt as high as it used to be before. I find that because Im required to do so many reps, Im getting tired very easily. And on Tuesday I was only able to do a little more than half of the distance I intended to cover. If not because of my larger than life ego and Ming, I would have just given up and walked home once I felt that strain in my hamstring. Sigh, this is really not going to be easy. Im glad I have no runs coming up, and the closest one is in Sept or Oct.


Nevermind, Imma enjoy my new gift while I still can first. 

Last practice before the rehearsals start next weekend. I regret with all my heart Ive chosen to go and dance. It takes up so much of my time on sunday, the whole afternoon to be exact. All so I can dance again. I believe I have neither the passion nor the commitment to this hobby for me to want to do this again. Photo shoot this sunday. And Ive not gotten my costume and sewn it too. Heck I dont even know where to get it. Cant wait for this to be over mannnn. Some of the younger ones can be real bitches too. They want the attention. Its written all over their faces. 

Friday, June 07, 2013

Ker ching

Money. We all cant live without it. Sigh.

On aside note, managed to finish a 5k within 30m yesterday. Was a delightful surprise for me as there legs have been lying dormant at home sleeping for a few months. Surprised I could still do a 5. On my ab-xercise, I dunno, I think I might just give up half way through. Its amazing how much pain people would put themselves through to look good.

Man, I was groaning like I was giving birth to an elephant.

My rest day today.
Thank God.


Wednesday, June 05, 2013

Me time



I need my alone time on those rare occasions I feel very unsatisfied with myself. I think if you could understand that would be great.

Why just yesterday night I managed to practice my group solo and even finish a rep of ab exercise.

Tonight Im going to get something that makes me sleepy so I can wake for my morning run. Its been far too long I can feel the rust in my muscles. And yes I might fail miserably in this endeavour but let it not be said that I didnt try my best okay.


Hurrah.