Teardrops on my guitar

Teardrops on my Guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

Stuck in the same cliche.

Life's like a music player on shuffle mode sometimes.


My dear girl,

There are some times when you just feel like giving up, and asking...God? Can i just start over? Of course, that doesnt happen la. But then, sometimes you just feel so screwed up and messed up that you just feel like throwing everything away and screaming bloody murder to anyone or thing that comes within a 2 metre radius. But then life for everyone around you just looks so good and you feel like maybe you havent tried your best, maybe and just maybe, things will get better after awhile. But, why are you even doing this? Why try? You always end up stuck at the same place.

I also dunno how long i can stand myself being in this condition. I cant sleep at night, im always anxious and restless.

You how sometimes you feel like you're always alone in whatever you do? And people just dont seem to care anymore? Cuz they're just busy with whatever they're doing? Then you start to comfort yourself and think you "work" better alone. Well ive kindda learnt that when ever that happens it means that ive got to stop and reflect on whats going on, or im gonna crash and burn if i continue this nonsense.

You go around everyday putting a face and mask, hiding your true self cuz you're afraid of what people might say.

So why?





Ill tell you why. Because God loves's you. Its as simple as that. =)
So go out there and continue kicking asses.



Love,
Shu ern.





Anyway.

Have been reading a book recently, its called "Captivating" by John Eldredge and Stasi Eldredge. Beautifully written by this couple.




















It talks about how every little girl has dreams of being swept up into a great adventure, of being the beautiful princess. Sadly, when women grow up, they are often swept up into a life filled merely with duty and demands. Many Christian women are tired, struggling under the weight of the pressure to be a "good servant," a nurturing caregiver, or a capable home manager.

And there are so many things i never realised myself having. For example, God created women to be beautiful, in His image. haha. And women reflect the "feminine" side of God. Seriously, God has a feminine side? Suprise? Yeah..i definately am..

Great book, cant wait to read the other one, "Wild at Heart" by the both of them as well, for men. haha, need to read like both sides wan ma right..=)



shu ern over and out.

Really for the heck of it..

And here we are

LAN accreditation interview

And everyone were dressed in dresses and all their pretty frocks and blouses


except me...

Inter-fac

Just felt like posting another picture.
Utar christian fellowship.
Cant believe i actually took a picture with these people.

And wasting my time with that 2 idiots.
*winks*

wow


Just smooth shu ern, way to go..

I clicked the "new post" icon, placed my fingers on the keyboard and started typing.

Thoughts are running through my head like they always do, my ribs hurt like hell after yesterday's workout, heck, even my feet hurt. See im trying this new thing where i workout like twice a week. Well, i know that isnt enough at all, but then looking at my full schedule i dont think i can fit in anymore. But mum has been complaining of my lack of physical workout, she thinks im growing fat *shudders*, so i think i better start working those long forgotten muscles. A little of cardio here and there should do the trick. I still wont be able to start running though, with my feet still injured and all. And i should cut down on the bad stuff i use to take like cookies, biscuits, soft drinks, PRAWN CRACKERS!...yeah, the whole lot. Well, since then, the junk food in my house has started piling up, so feel free to drop by and help my mum finish them. *winks*

Tests are coming in by the dozens...no, not dozens, but still i have like 3 mid terms this week. 40% weih! Dun play play..And on top of that, cg duties just started as well. Haih, and then now and then, ive got different things to do, this week will be something, then another week will be another thing. During last week's zone meeting, we've decided to do the Stay-Out camp like we did last year for the std 6 xers. And then

Purdy: Shu ern, you be in charge okay?
Shu ern: Ermmmm.....okay la..i guess....*looks sheepish*

Here, we go again...^^

Just today, i realize I dont even have time to catch with my babe next door, may ann, i havent seen her in weeks. Bumped into her at piramid this afternoon after a wonderful session of Shogun. So i told myself ill see her on wednesday if possible..and hope i dont have to ffk her again..sorry may ann... And there's the Kampar thingy, prayed and prayed as hard as i could but in the end i still had to go to that god-forsaken place and away from all my beloved friends and stuff. Sobs, well, like people always say, look at the bright side hor?

Ive been planning something just recently, hoping that it'll turn out well, collaborating with people im not familiar with is just plain weird. No offense what so ever, i didnt even think they'd call me. Well, just so you know, it isnt easy, and it is stressful, and u know ill turn into a maniac under stress.


You better appreciate it you punk.
Growls.


ohya, before i forget..Happy Birthday to you too punk.


shu ern over and out.

Tiring? No, more like exhausting I'd say..

I think i might as well call this a photo blog la. I hardly blog anymore and all i do is to just post pictures. Anyway, here are the updated ones.

Voila...





















First up, starting with Kah ho's farewell..
















Yeah, goodbye kah ho, even though i dont know you that well, we'll miss you.
















And that same day, i was driving along the road and drove too close to the sidewalk and scraped against it. I heard a bang, and lo behold my tyre sudah bocor. And rest was history.















Then we had the skit for xyz. Where i became a mum. And we ended up using cantonese to converse during the skit for most of the time.




















Then i went out with candice. Hmm, i miss her.
















Then came chinese new year, which we did the same thing every year. Boring boring.

















Went back to class, drooled over Hayden Christensen starring in the movie Jumper.
So hawt!
Aherm aherm...

Anyway,
















Sampat ed abit in class,
















Sampat ed smore,
















Vonn will definately approve.

Then came valentines day.




















No, the cat's not gonna eat you up dear.
*exasperated sigh*
















Lastly















J'co s donouts = orgasm, according to someone.















Yuck.
That wasnt me.



Well, thats about it for these few weeks, more to come if everything goes well.
Stress stress. Where's help when i need it?!

This better be worth it you idiots.

Shu ern over n out.