When Im down

Yes, Shu Ern. When you've stop believing in yourself remember this.

Because i loved you.

Go.







Never ever ever again.

And i am drenched with the bitter tears of your going....

Did you ever listen to what i told you?

Guess that's
"Bye bye Beautiful"
for you girl...

Sugah

Its so more than the word "nice"..

Strung..

If only..

If only it were as easy as our finals..
If only..

Ice cream anyone?
I know Ian will kill me for this..

*winks*

Everyone needs sleep

I wish i could doze of peacefully like my neighbour's fat cat..
I think ive been emo ing too much..well thanks to you..


I really need to get some of Ghany's fried chicken into my system NOWish..
Help..im losing it..


over and out

less than 12 hours and i wont see..

Why does the sun shine..
Why do the birds sing..

Seriously, you've got to stop what you're doing
Its messing with my head

Less than a day..

Celtic
Italic
Hellenic
Baltic
Slavic
Indo-Iranian


Shit la..what wrong with me...

I know i shouldn't, yet...

Sesat, i know..

Sunset
Hate it or love it

Y-ou

Y-ou, would tell me all sorts of weird stuff. Make me laugh at just about anything. Give me that goofy grin i used to love so much.

Y-ou, like to "ban" cute a lot. Texted me 24/7. Even called when i was out of the country.

Y-ou, one of the best player ive seen. Impressed me so much i loved it when played songs for me. Too bad i never got the chance to watch you perform.

Y-ou, took so much out of me when we were done. Thought I was going to break. Thought i wouldnt be able to stand the separation.

But here we are, life goes on.

Y-ou...

Mari kita emo

This is interesting.


Stupid weather. Its ruining my mood.

And i miss you..

2 hearts broken. 2 close friends of mine. Seriously whats wrong with everyone now? Well guys in these 2 particular cases.

Guys can be real jerks sometimes. I know girls are just as bad. But everyone know most of the time girls take it harder than guys do. Whenever i hear of all the bullshit guys do i really wish i could do something.

I know i have my own share of complications in the past and i wish i could do something to change it. Believe me i do. I regret it to no end, its my fault and i know he doesn't deserve that at all.

Well , at least an explanation. It wont hurt to do that. I think my 2 friends deserve that and then whatever shit you both wanna do later on is your own business.

Certain things kinda suck, like dating your ex after breaking up with your girlfriend and then hiding the whole matter. And like trying to cover up and denying all the rumours(which are true) about you with another girl when you just broke up with your girlfriend.

Of course its so much better when you dont meet up much, especially long distance relationships.
How convenient. I remember someone told me this. Sigh.

When i see my friends in this state i feel the pain they are going through, especially when they try to hide it. They lose sleep, appetite. Their faces are more pale and there are more defined dark circles under thier eyes. And then sometimes i remember my own break up. And how much emotional trauma both parties went through. If only i could turn back time and undo things.

Well after that break up i know i certainly don't want to go through that crap ever ever again. Im thankful for what i have now and i certainly dont want it to go away.

A note of advise to those who want to part ways, if you can work things out, please do. If you cant, then try for a peaceful break, there isnt a perfect way of breaking up but still, trying explaning and not make the decision on your own. Believe me, it works.

Till then.

Was looking through my picture file and I came across these.

They were taken during my form 5 schooling days. Towards the end of the year i think.

And i look so darn young. Hah. No wrinkles. My face was chubby, pinkish and healthy.

And i so miss these bunch of jokers.

Sigh.

I cant imagine..imagine life without..

Im so miserable and
Im drowning in this pain.

So dont tell me you mean well
dont tell me wish me all the best
cuz i know you want me to be like this.

stop
just stop.

Everybody loves Kungfu fighting

Its nice to be on someone's phone screen saver once in awhile.
Kinda missed that feeling.

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say i'm sorry.

Buckcherry - Sorry

Free Hugs

Dont know why,
when i first saw this video,
i just started crying..
Phew..

Everyone loves hugs right?

And some how it reminds me of God's love for everyone,
But sometimes people cant be bothered i guess..
Like the guy in the video at the first part..

hmm..

Queen of His heart.

You are a woman. An image bearer of God. The Crown of Creation. You were chosen before time & space, and you are wholly and dearly loved. You are sought after, pursued, romanced, the passionate desire of you Fiance, Jesus. You are dangerous in you beauty and your life-giving power. And you are needed.
As a woman who has been ransomed and redeemed, you can be strong and tender. You speak to the world of God's mercy, mystery, beauty and His desire for intimate relationship. You are inviting; you can risk being vulnerable, offering the weght of you life as well as your need for more because you are safe in God's love. You labour with God to bring forth life - in creativity, in work, in others. Your aching, awakened heart leads you to the feet of Jesus, where you wait on Him and wait for Him. The eyes of His heart are ever upon you. The King is captivated by you beauty.
We need you. We need you to awaken to God more fully and to awaken to the desires of the heart that he placed within you so that you will come alive to Him and to the role that is yours to play. Perhaps you are meant to be a concert musician or a teacher. Perhaps you are meant to be a neurologist or a horse trainer. Perhaps you are to be a activist for ecology or the poor or the aged or the ill. Yo are certainly called to be a woman, wherever else He leads you.
And that is crucial, dear heart. Whatever your particular calling, you are meant to the grace the world with your dance, to follow the lead of Jesus wherever He leads you. He will lead you first into Himself; and then with Him, He will lead you into the world that He loves and needs you to love.

It is by Invitation.

Captivating by John & Stasi Eldredge

tatt - oo

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

Tattoo - Jordin Sparks