Dear future self,
This was the first time we encountered something like this. I feel like we take for granted the good health that we have. Now minyi is facing the prospect of having Crohns disease which is scary as it is hereditary. So if he does it would mean lots of medication, we might not want children and that sort of thing. Its a blessing that I haven't been tested this way for the past 27 years. But now it has become a possibility and I feel like I don't know how to deal with it. God help me.
Yesterday night ma n pa were talking about taking some retirement package n shit. And the first thing that came to mind is 'have they really gotten so old?“. Its a very scary thought that the are not gonna be around for long. Shit. I feel like crying when I think about this. I don't know what I'll do if they were not here.
