A Special World

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

- Sheelagh Lennon -

Standing by,
All the way.
Here to help you through your day.

Holding you up,
When you are weak,
Helping you find what it is you seek.

Catching your tears,
When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.

Just being there,
Through thick and thin,
All just to say, you are my friend.

- Brittani Kokko -

The being of being is Being;
The being of nothing is none.
And if you find this so much nonsense,
At least it will do you no harm.

Now nothing is nothing, for certain;
And something is something, for sure.
Since something cannot come from nothing,
It must be eternally there.

And though it is hard to imagine
Since time is our air and our sea,
No thing will ever be nothing,
Though we will not always be we.

- Eric Satie -

Love is patient with a life
That brings its share of pain.
We know sometime there is an end
To the most stubborn rain.

We know the sun comes out again
On a world that's fresh and new,
And all the gifts we freely give
Somewhere, sometime accrue.

We know sometimes we have to wait
For life to come around,
And sometimes that it won't, but still
There's some good to be found.

And even when things happen that
Your soul can hardly bear,
Know that I'll be next to you;
My love is always there.

- Giovanni Bassano -

I feel

tired
fed up
sick
bored
like giving up
lifeless
disappointed
angry
upset
dry
colourless

God, help me
do give me the strength to persevere
I need Your mercy and grace

(@_@)

Continuing from the last post..finally i can finish this whole thing..Since im too lazy to blog some more on this, ill just skim through everything la..well, pictures says a thousand words dont it? here goes..

This was on the way to the performance at some library..bro, eilyn, caryn on the bus..its good to have friends a round when you're on a holiday..its not so boring..^^

This was after the performance, too bad i couldnt take any pictures inside, cuz they melarang us..haih..nvm..its was around 6 something in the afternoon, and it was kindda dark already..

dad and brother eating. We were actually searching for food that time, after checking into the hostel, which i thought was gonna be those kind of run-down and room-only-has-a-bed-for-one-person-type-of-place..seems like i was very wrong..really nice place..recommended for those who wants to tour on your own..

outside the Tian An Men square..which basically connects to the Forbidden City. I really dont understand why they have to put that really large picture up there..its not like he has a pleasant face or anything..bleh..

Outside of the Forbidden City, theres this river surrounding the city.hmm..looks clean enough..

Inside the city, it was just so big, we didnt have time to look at everything there, just browsing through.mainly because we came at around lunch time, and the place closes at 4..i think..oh well..history is just not for me..

yes, the very famous sausage, you can almost buy it anywhere..be it by the road or on the flyover, or at the train station..yeah..really delicious, but very very..i repeat, very fattening..and oily too..

yeah..just one part, i dont really know where this came from..one of the many buildings in the city..

in front of the ticketing counter..wait a minute..i think i jumbled up the pictures..this was suppose to be at the front..ahh..nevermind..its all the same anyway

waiting for dad to finish his "kajian" on another one of the many rooms and halls of the city..

Entrance to the "Imperial Garden"..haih..imperial indeed..nothing there but a bunch of old old old very old trees..and some were old until they needed a "tongkat" to help them stay up straight..

As you can see..their english is not really up to standard..thats why the country is called China..haha

A panda..finally get to see one of these beautiful creatures..But they werent the nice cute ranma-like pandas..for they were dirty and some were even scrawny..this is just one of the very few fat ones ive seen..

They actually had a river running through the whole zoo..so cool.. and it was really clean..compared to ours..^^

still cant believe the sun was shinning so brightly and im all wrapped up..the cold weather was nice though..

A really really huge tiger..maybe the largest one ive ever seen..

At the aquarium..still inside the zoo..

a random picture..so contrasting dont you think?..^^

Alright..another "forbidden" place, i forgot the name..the place the kings of old times use to pray and offer sacrifice to God..they even had a hall of fasting and praying..phew..see that long road behind me? yeah..there were two of those..so by the time we got to the actual building..our legs were about to break..beautiful just beautiful..

Now this is the actual building..haih..they all look the same to me though..

dunno the name..there were like 4 5 kinds of this flower, and all with different colours somemore..

This is at the summer palace..another "forbidden" place..

Another flower..

Some phone the empress used..made by Eriksson wor..chun le..

A really funny building..

jian in his pjs..making a face..

Still sleeping..we were suppose to go the the Great Wall that day..and in order to get there..we had to take 2 buses and 2 trains to get there, so everyone had to wake up real early, still remember mum had to wake us up like 3, 4 times..but it was all worth it..

My first tea egg..oh..and i think its so much better than the ones here..phew..actually i dont know..but then it just looks so fresh..mm..especially when ure freezing cold..its good to eat something warm..like duh..^^

There it is..the long long Great wall..ohya, try translating "Great Wall" into mandarin if you can, the translation is just really funny..yeah..in malay it would be .."dinding yang hebat"..hahaha..seee...^^

I dont know which station we are at now, but then i just know that by the second or third station, i was so exhausted..but seeing all the older people just continue walking up gave me the drive to push on..i mean, im only 18, and those guys are like what..easily, 40 over..how can i let them beat me..bleh..


On the way down..i was so glad it was time to go back..i just couldnt stand it any longer..thats how unfit i am..


And thats the end..bleh..couldnt wait to get back to Malaysia..After ten days in china, i realized how much i love my country..ceh..yeah..this was taken at the airport..hmm..even their airport wasnt as good as ours..hah!! looks like ive gotten fatter after all the restaurant food ive eaten..haih..time to cut down dy..^^

Part dua

It was so boring on the plane, a whole 6 hours.
bleh, and i left my books in my luggage bag.
Which would be at the bottom of the plane
Darn
What else can i do but just stare at the idiots
who keep on walking past my seat to go to the loo.
Not i dont like anyone walking past me,
its just that as they pass me,
they tend to bang my arm away from the armrest.
Nevermind that,
those stupid flight attendants keep offering me juice
and the offered juice is always bitter.

You must be tired of my whining over every single thing
that comes my way.
I admit, i whine a lot, but i cant help it.
I just wasnt enjoying the ride like im suppose to.

And with the seat so upright,
i couldnt get even a minute of shut-eye time.
In the end, my sholders were hurting so badly
i had to stop trying to sleep.

One thing i found wierd was the toilet.
It was so tiny, if a just grew abit fatter
i dont think i would be able to fit in there.
Not.
It just was very sempit.

Anyway, suprisingly it didnt stink in there.
And there wasnt pee around the rim of the bowl.
y'know..guys..haih..
^^
They even left cologne there for gents and ladies to use.
Sweet.
Haha, i feel so jakun now.
Toilet also wanna blog about.
Nevermind, im always full of crap wan ma.
*winks*

Lunch was...erm..cough cough...
Yeah, you can guess.
Overboiled greens, egg and real tiny sausages.
Another orange drink, a piece of cake and sad looking fruits.
Everything was real tiny.
MAS must be real poor.
hehe.
Just a few mouths, and ive already finished everything.
I miss the wantan mee from college..

Half an hour later came another round juice.
I was always full with water that i had to go to the loo
for more than 6 times.
haha, yeah..

I was so bored i tried reading the magazines they left for us.
Holiday spots in Malaysia..
None of my business also..

Then when i could stand it no longer,
i went to find caryn,
who was sitting a few rows in front of me.
She was bored too, so we started chatting,
We were chatting some, played chor dai di, talked somemore
went to the toilet a few more times, took some pictures..



Then thankfully, it was time to land..
After about half an hour i could make out tiny buildings and roads.
And after touching down much later,
i noticed that there were soldiers or guards..
and they were each standing there posing..not really posing but
they just stood there, like they were waiting for something to knock them down.
Okay, im just good at describing things..
They were standing at each parking place of the planes..i meant empty ones..
oh well..

We had to go through customs and all the security check-ups..
Boring procedure..believe me..
at the attendants were grim looking..not even a hint of a smile..
i was thinking .."is this the way you guys treat tourists?"
there this guy whom i tried to smile at..instead of smiling back at me or even nodding
he just gave me a big frown and waved me off..
bleh..so much for hospitality..
nvm..nothing could spoil my mood at that time..
there was just too much things to see..



After getting through all those check-ups..
we got our luggages and came out to the receiving hall..
and what greeted our eyes were a whole market full of people there waiting to receive us..
no not us..
there just were a lot of tour groups there waiting for their people..
people were shouting trying to get themselves heard..
signboards were shown..words written on them were in different languages..


Okay..forget all that..
we got our stuff and headed towards the main entrance
where all the busses and taxies were..
actually me and my family, we were suppose to head straight to our hotel,
but them since caryn and gang were going to watch a performance somewhere,
and mum wanted to see as well,
we ended up following their bus..all the way into beijing city..

Beautiful sun set..it was only ard 5 something and it was already getting dark..wat?!!
hehe..yea..deal with it shu ern..


hmm, gotta go for class..
till the next post then..

Part satu

Yeah, you may think, what a jakun i am, airport also wanna take picture.
Haha, i completely understand, no hard feelings.
It was the beginning of my holiday ma, of course start at the airport la.
Alright, i admit i havent been there before.
The terminal for the international flight.
We had to sit a train to the terminal, so cool.
Good, now having said that, im gonna be rambling about it for this post.




12 lugagges we had, each having to carry 2.
One on the back, one hand carried, and another to check in.
Why so many?
Not my idea.
So kami telah menduduki itu limo ke drop off point, dan telah check in
lugagge kami.
Then we sat the oh-so-cool train thingy to the terminal.
So many mat sallehs. yeah, whites, blacks, yellows..?
You name it.
Then i saw the Banner showing that KLIA telah divoted sebagai
World's Best Airport. Hmm, so proud..*kembanging*
Haih, course la, its like state of the art architecture wor. I think.
So we were just mostly boucing around, waiting for for time to pass.
And me and my bro was just as busy smsing, occasionally pausing to look at the buildings.
Dad was on his phone most of the time too, dunno talking what.
Poor mum, was the one "herding" us, making sure we "busy people" dont bang into other people.



Yeah, i was particularly looking out for a friend of mine, who coincidently was on the same flight as mine.
Around 10 minutes before take off, we boarded the plane.
I was looking longingly at the business class and first class signboard, vowing to myself that i will get a chance to be one of those sitting there when i get older. ^^
It was kindda noisy in the plane, everyone was trying to get into their seats, and putting their hand carried luggage into the top compartment.
When we were all settled into our seats, the announcements started.
And about 15 minutes later, we took off into the clear blue sky....
Sounds nice..
no im just making that up..^^

bleh, gotta go to class now..

Till then

The Best Way To Do Assignments

Dont know who was that dumbass who came up with such nonsense.oh well.

1. Sit in a straight, comfortable
chair in a well lit place in front of your
computer.

2. Log onto MSN, ICQ, AIM, Yahoo!, etc
messenger (be sure to go on away!). Check your
email.

3. Read over the assignment carefully,
to make certain you understand it.

4. Walk down to the kitchen and get
some chocolate to help you concentrate.

5. Check your email.

6. Call up a friend and ask if he/she
has started with their work.

7. When you get back to your room, sit
in a straight, comfortable chair in a clean,
well lit place.

8. Read over the assignment again to
make absolutely certain you understand it.

9. Check your friendster.

10. You know, you haven't replied
messagez. You'd better reply it now and get it
out of the way so you can concentrate.

11. Open a pack of dunhill 20z...(if u
smoKe)

12. Grab some mp3z off of some
websites.

13. Check your frenzta again. ANY OF
THIS SOUND FAMILIAR YET?!

14. MSN chat with one of your friends
about the future.

15. Check your hi5 (if u rememba da
password)

16. Listen to your new mp3s and
download some more.

17. Chat wit ur fren in msn. Exchange
derogatory remarks about your lecturer, the course,
the college, the world at large.

18. Walk to the kitchen again n make
milo.

19. While you've got milo in ur hands..y
not toast a slice of bread 2 go wit it

20. Check your friendster again...

21. Check the info listings in astro
to make sure you aren't missing something truly
worthwhile on TV.

22. Play some Need For Speed/fifa/CS/World of Warcraft........

23. Check out youtube.com.

24. Wash your hands.

25. Call up a friend to see how much
they have done, probably haven't started either.

26. Look through your phonez
messagez....n start forwardin (if u have credit)

27. Sit down and do some serious
thinking about your plans for the future..(staRting
up a bizz...even if ur slacking in ur
current couRse)

28. Check to see if youtube.com has
been updated yet.

29. Start d/loadin moviez n listen to
your new mp3s.

30. You should be rebooting by now,
assuming that windows is crashing on schedule.

31. Read over the assignment one more
time, just for heck of it.

32. Scoot your chair across the room to
the window and watch the sunrise.

33. Lie face down on the floor and
moan.

34. By noW uR dunhill 20z would be
halF.

35. Check your remainin time for your movie
download.

36. Send interesting youtube URLz to
frens on msn..whus noT started of with theIr
work..

37. 5am - start hacking on the paper
without stopping. 6am -paper is finished.

38. Complain to everyone that you
didn't get any sleep because you had to write that
stupid paper.

39. Go to class, hand in paper, and
leave right away so you can take a nap.

I know its stupid, people just have nothing better to do nowadays.
But i gotta admit its true..isnt it? har har..

My first wantan mee after so long tastes like heaven.

Hmm, just changed to blogger beta,(david is probably knocking his head against the wall for not getting chosen..hah!) but the sad thing is that i dont know how to use it, im actually suppose to blog about my china trip, but then im abit tired now, and its already so late , i think ill just blog another time. After all, ive got all the time in the world. ^^

My hypothesis after holidaying for a week is, Malaysia Rocks man!!!!
yeah, i seriously prefer here than there..im not sure why
And i remember candice trying to drill into mine and grace's heads that M'sia sucks?
Sue me for being patriotic, i dont care.
^^

Till my next post,
Shu ern

ps. ill be the most patriotic person in M'sia for the moment, Thank you.

All about them animals.

Cuteness, my heart just melts just looking at the little fella..eeekkk...



Now here's another movie im looking forward to watching, Happy Feet! eee...^^
theres tap in it..woohoo..nice..so far i found a few trailers..but i dont really know which one is the original one, looks like they came up wiht a few..for what i also dunno..oh well, enjoy..

Great times, great taste, at McDonalds!
yes, ive got my own signboard, lol.

^_^

Step Up.

Step up! The upcoming movie about dancing featuring Channing Tatum and Jenna Dewan.
I remember the last time i saw Channing Tatum it was in "She's The Man". And he was a stupid dumb jock. But him dancing? I cant believe it, but looking at the trailer, he's as good as any professional ive seen. But too bad im gonna be away when the movie comes out on the 9th of Nov. Nevermind, ill see catch it when im back and ill drag any unlucky fella who's there to watch it with me. YESH!!

A ure adorable, B ure so beautiful, C ure so cute and full of charm....

ps.And ill probably have to remember to bring lots and lots of tissues in case i drool too much. Haha.

Of seaweed that looks like pig fats, duck legs and frozen chicken in jelly.

Sek Kuan
Thats the name of the restaurant, i think.
According to my mum, its some very very old restaurant, its been there since the begining of time.
Not, its just very very old, im trying to prove my point.

The whole gang was there,
grandma, cousins, aunts, uncle, u name it.
Not that i dont like them,
its just that, im like the youngest there, and the next youngest,
my cousin, is like what, 8 yrs older than me.
And the rest are just as old or older than my parents.
My mum is the youngest in the family you see.
Thats why.

Theres two buildings actually, and cuz my aunt was feeling warm (kononnya)
we went to the one with airconditioning.
Imagine feeling warm when its raining outside.
Oh well,
And the stuff ordered were like some wierd-havent-heard-of-dish
Seems like these were the stuff they used to eat during their time.
frozen chicken in jelly..eww, chicken's cold
raw prawns
some sotongish stuff
some mushroom like thingie
yuck
dont tell them i said this
but its really horrible
the only thing that was alright about that dish was the abalone.

And there was this dish where they served duck legs, with seaweed and something else.
ewww
and to think i didnt know what i was eating
i just swallowed it
bleh
tasted nasty
but i couldnt spit it out
so i just made myself swallow it.
Then some fella told me it was a duck leg
At that moment i felt like strangling my aunt
haih, people finish eating then only say, aiya
Good thing i didnt throw up immediately after that

Then there was this disgusting looking stuff
It was some kind of seaweed that looked like pig fats to me
i didnt want to touch it, in the begining.
but some smartass already took a piece and put it on my plate
Great, another disgusting looking thing to shove down my throat
Good thing there was a few other decent looking dishes
fish and some greens.

Everybody was enjoying the food,
except me and my cousins
Aha, should have took a picture of both of us.
We were just sitting there looking sick.
Then when the older ones couldnt finish,
they just push everything to us young ones,
unfortunately my brother wasnt there,
Bleh, terrible..
And to think these are what they eat last time.
Totally disgusting.

Then came the stories,
ahh
i just sat there and smile whenever i was suppose to
And they went on and on and on
Gosh, i was really wishing they would stop and then we sould go home.
As if i havent heard enough of them.
And when all five sisters are talking together at one time,
Oh man, the noise.
Can kill elephants.
Seriously.
I kept looking at the clock,
till my aunt noticed.
And then she started talking to me.
Phew..
i had to excuse meself to go to the toilet to get away,
otherwise she'll yak and yak non stop
And the toilet,
y'know
old toilets...
disgusting..dont think i wanna go there again.

At last we left,
At around 9.
And the bill came up to around RM400
Gosh, we ate 6 dishes only and its that much.
then later, i found out that each dish is around RM100.
Crazy people,
old people,
i mean, we young people
just go mamak
RM10 enough dy.
right?

And then,
its still not enough of talking for them.
They're now over at grandma's house chit chatting.
Good thing i asked them to drop me of first,
or ill have to spend another 2-3 hours maybe sitting there doing nothing.

Oh well,
they're my aunts
cant say anything,
they'll always be like that.
Everytime my 5th aunt comes visiting from new zealand
there'll be a dinner together.
This is just one of those times.

Hmm, 9 more days till my overseas trip.
but then, when i get back, theres gonna my mid term waiting for me.
Darn, then theres all the presentations.
Sigh..
Nevermind, enjoy first, then die later.
Haha, seems to be that way everytime.

Till then.
^^

savage? babe..yeah ^^

Finally finished my exam. Phew.
Now can rest awhile, before i start the next grade.
teehee.



Dont we just look like pros?with that pose.no im just joking,i look horrible.bleh.

If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be?

Something i found in my friendster buletin.bleh, im bored anyway.so there.

If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be?

Message:
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media
Player, iPod, etc)

2. Put it on shuffle

3. Press play

4. For every question, type the song that's playing
and the Band

5. When you go to a new question, press the next
button

6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Opening credits: Everyperson - John Fruciante


Waking up: Rockstar - Nickelback


First day at school: Earth Invasion - Skillet


Falling In Love: Watching over me - FFH lol..


Fight Song: Set fire to the third bar - Snow patrol


Breaking Up: Animal bar - Red Hot Chilli Peppers ahaha


Prom: I cant hate you anymore - Nick Lachey..wut? aha..tak ada kaitan la


Life: Alien Youth - Skillet yeah!! ^^


Mental Breakdown: Fearless - Building 429


Driving: Kimi wa boku ni niteiru - SeeSaw hmm..


Flashback: James Blunt - High ??nyeh?


Getting Back Together: I believe in you - Ildivo hmm...


Wedding: Everything im not - The Veronicas


Birth of Child: Everyday Combat - Lostprophets hahahah rofl


Final Battle: Thunderbird - TM Revolution aha ^^


Death Scene: Im Gonna Find another you - John Mayer har??


Funeral Song: Home - Michael buble


End Credits: Diary of Jane - Breaking Benjamin hmm..nice

Self pity is a sin?

I feel like throwing up now
dad's away in the US
mum's out at some fren's house
im listening to fearless by building 429, nice song
my tap exam is tomorow.
and im freaking nervous
i just cant sit still
eventhough i know my routines
im petrified

fetched that idiot of a brother to work just now
and some fella honked on me
just because i stopped in time to keep from banging into the front car
people can be real asses when they want to
and to make things worst
there was a big fat jam on the way back home.
since young whenever there was a jam
i would always wished that some how or rather i would have some super powers
and then with a wave of my hand
all the cars would just pile up at the side of the road
and then the road would be clear all the way
looks like that'll never ever happen
so much for silly childhood fantasies

yesterday night this samoan pastor whos looks like "the rock" came to preach
great fella
believe me
he really does look like the rock
skin colour
size
looks
then before that
they had this mime
it was a part of the mime i saw when i attended the
MV Doulos youth international night at Pjefc
the one i saw was much longer
the one they did yesterday was just a small part
but interesting and good non the less

it was about this guy dreaming
and then in his dream
he was standing on a platform
and then at his feet there were a lot of hands reaching out to him
it actually looks abit creepy
with the sounds and all
yea well
so he tried to reach out to pull them out
he only succeded pulling up three
as he was trying to save the another one
there was a loud and eerie scream
that made all the hair on the back of our neck stand
and all the people reaching out to the fella just fell down and died
yea
after that
everyone was feeling uneasy and creeped out
haha

well
this scream actually does happen everyday
because there are loads of people who die everyday
its just that you and i are not aware of them
so its up to us Christians to make sure that that doesnt happen
well, its our duty anyway.
^^

wow
this song is really good
map of the problematique - muse

yea
when i got to class on last wednessday
my lecturer told me that this sem is going to be a long sem
yea
imagine how i felt at that moment
i could feel all my friend's eyes on me
burning holes on my shirt
because before that i told most of them that its a short sem
aha
haih
so embaressing
and i like told the whole MA comittee
that i have to stop for awhile and to concentrate on my studies
as a result of that
i have to pull out of the organizing committee for camp
darn it
but good thing i havent told Pr Foo yet

WARGH!!!!!
!@#$%^&%#@$^#$@$@$^&^#@!%&*
!@#@@%#$%$%**&(&*)*((%%@$!@

*calms down*
hmm
yea
that fella who told me it was a short sem is so gonna get it from me
and he even told em the exam dates
haih
i feel like a stupid fool
thanks to that smartass
ish
oh well
at least i dont have to worry bout not being able to finish studying my subs
now i can take my time
and then i dont have to rush my assignments and work

what can i say about my lecturers
they're much more serious than the first sem ones definately
and most of them expect us to be punctual
attend every lecture and tutorial
not to TALK during lecture
haha
yea
its only the first week and i already got caught
it was during writing for mass comm lecture
but i wasnt the only one talking
and the lecturer so happen to be my tutor as well
ahh just great
she's probably gonna remember my face
and keep picking on me

that was just suave shu ern,
nice way to get the lecturer to notice you.

then there was this one who talked as if the class were just stones
i couldnt detect any emotion in her
and as the result
the whole lecture was so boring
ugh
actually the subject was alright
but she was just making it boring
i think if it wasnt for the videos she showed us
everyone would probably be asleep

there was another lecturer
everytime she told a joke
when we didnt respond
she would say that we were all slow
aha
nice
and the way she talks
sounds a lot like my mum
long winded and all the lame jokes
i mean
have you heard someone like ur mum or dad tell a joke
especially when the ones who are listening are young people?
gosh
it can be amusing sometimes
but then, when its not
its just terrible
^^
ah well
better not to gossip so much
haha

Last night i watched Rob b hood
again!
abit sien dy now
but then again
Jackie Chan
he never ceases to amuse me with those
crazy stunts of his
hmm
he's so old already
but still a great actor
and will be until a very long time i think
i can still remember the first show if his that i saw
i think it was the police story
yea
since then
i was hooked
ive watched most of his shows
alwasy featuring some really crazy stunts
hmm, guess
he will always be the best when it come to all those crazy stunts in chinese movies

ahh
mum's back,
and she's already started talking about her friends
yack yack yack
better stop
wonder how long have i been at this
hmm
anyway i need black ankle length socks for tomorow
guess i have to go buy them
ish
another trip out again
and its raining
ah dang
oh well
till then
^^

Abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.

If one day u feel like crying, call me.

I dont promise that i will make u laugh, but i can cry with u.

If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me.

I dont promise to ask u to stop, but i can run with u.

If one day u dont want to listen to anyone, call me.

I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet.

But one day if u call, and there is no anwser.

Come fast to see me.

Perhaps i need you.

Shades of Black purple brown blood red and olive

Second sem starts tomorow, and im feeling so restless, then they said that there wont be any tutorials for the frst week, ahh...im like rotting at home and now i have to wait another long day before i can start class.

I called actually, but those idiots in the office, werent really sure, the phone was passed from one person to a few more people before i actually got my answer. Haih, poor administration, what can i do.

7-8 weeks till the finals. And i have like 6 subs to learn up. What is this man!

Oh well, God has been really gracious to me, everything has fallen into place, so whatever happens in the future i guess ill just leave it to Him lo. Cant keep complaining like that. ^^

Yeash!!
And im going China for one week!! Cant wait to be away and just have fun.
I believe this trip is granted by God, so i really thank Him a lot. Before that, we couldnt even find a time to go out as a family, either i will be having my exams or my brother will be having his, or dad is not free, or mum's involve in some church activity. Finally a holiday, after quite some time. ^^ And im gonna be missing a lot of classes but who cares, come back only face reality la, lol.

16th of October, 10.35am, my grade 6 tap exam, Examiner, a miss Green (i think). Im glad i got the more linient examiners out the two, aha. And luckily i dont have to change to another group , aha, the rest are having their exams on friday. Hmm, poor eunice. Actually, i do really suck on my amalgamations and turns. Have to practise everyday already, otherwise, dont talk about getting an 'A', i think 'B' also i wont be able to get. Then theres the sequins on my pants and top, i mean, what for la? i look ridiculous, but i cant do anything about it, hmm, why cant we choose what we want to wear?! I would go get something less stupid looking. Aha, i start laughing everytime i think of that outfit of mine.

Oh well, Dance Dance Dance
I was born to do that,
and do that i shall
with confidence
and boldness
and passion
and emotion
With body, soul, and mind
till the cows come home
Aha, see, im craping again
i just need to write and move my fingers
because im absolutely bored now
wirte write write
type type type
click click click

crap crap crap
tourniquet,
Whats that?
i think its something like a bandage right?
hmm, im listening to Tourniquet by Evanescense
nice music
but the lyrics
sounds like the person is about to die
and theres no hope
but there is
in God
hmm, creepy

Ahh, time to go to Youtube to watch some stupid videos
Yeah
Peace!!

"i am, i am, i am, on a higher ground
You are, you are, my call, from the cycle down."
-cycle down, skillet-

I call this people discrimination

The Blonde Guy
A blonde guy gets home early from work and hears
strange noises coming from the bedroom. He
rushes upstairs to find his wife naked on the bed,
sweating and panting.

"What's the matter?" he says. "I'm having a heart
attack," cries the woman.

He rushes downstairs to grab the phone, but just
as he's dialing, his 4-year-old son comes up and
says, "Daddy! Daddy! Uncle Ted's hiding in your
closet and he's got no clothes on!"

The guy slams the phone down and storms
upstairs into the bedroom, past his screaming
wife, and rips open the wardrobe door. Sure
enough, there is his brother, totally naked,
cowering on the closet floor.

"You rotten scum," says the husband, "my wife's
having a heart attack and you're running around
naked scaring the kids."

Another Blonde Joke
11 people were clinging precariously to a wildly
swinging rope suspended from a crumbling
outcropping on Mount Everest.

10 were blondes, one was a brunette. As a group
they decided that one of the party must let go. If
that didn't happen the rope would break and
everyone would perish.

For an agonizing few moments no one volunteered.

Finally, the brunette gave a truly touching speech
saying she would sacrifice herself to save the lives
of the others.

The blondes applauded.

Trees Everywhere
A car was driving down the street when all of a
sudden it started swerving. The car was going
back and forth till someone with a cell phone
called the police. A police officer pulled the car
over. A blonde rolls down the window and says, "
Officer, I'm so glad you are here. I saw a tree in
the road, then I saw another. So I had to swerve
to keep from hitting it!" The officer looks at her,
then says, "Ma'am, that's your air freshener."

A government study has shown that blondes do
have more fun - they just don't remember who with.

Two blondes were driving along a road by a wheat
field when they saw a blonde in the middle of the
field rowing a row boat.
The driver blonde turned to her friend and said "You
know - it's blondes like that that give us a bad
name!"
To this the other blonde replied "I know it, and if I
knew how to swim I'd go out there and drown her."

Another blonde, another store. She goes over to
the deodorant display and tells the clerk "I need to
buy some deodorant for my husband."
"Does he use the ball kind?" inquired the clerk.
"No," replied the blonde, "The kind for under his
arms."

A blonde saw a "¿" on her computer screen and
asked another blonde,
"How do you do that?" She responded . . .
"Simple, turn the keyboard upside down!"

A.F.T.E.R

Sunburnt and an injured foot, that was what i got after all the carnival hooha. It was raining in the morning, but thank God that when the carnival started, the rain automatically lessen.

Most of the xyz people were there early around 6.30am to help with the balloons. At first it looked like fun, filling them up with air and tying them up. I was among the few who knew how to tie them, but after the seventh and eighth balloon, my fingers were aching like crazy. And then there were the ones to be filled up with helium. Those were to be tied to the banner for the opening ceremony. By the time we were done with everything, my poor fingers were all red and painful, oh well, for the sake of serving, ill not take that into account.

We hardly had time to finish our breakfast before YB Chew Mei Fun came for the opening ceremony, so we dumped everything and rushed back to tend to the banner. Speeches, yada yada yada, then the time came to cut the ribbons to launch the carnival. Me n dj were crossing our fingers hoping that everything was in place and that the banner would fly.

We were waiting and waiting, then "cut, cut" the ribbons were cut, slowly the banner flew upward, then to our horror, there wasnt enough helium balloons to lift the banner and only half went up. Luckily Pr daniel n the YB just lifted the rest and then the cameras were snapping away. After that whole thing we just tooked our failed banner and put it up against the side of the giant slide. Sad as i was, there was still nothing i could do. Hmm, oh well. Ill, try it again next year, just you wait. *grins*

After that i just went walking around, looking for things to eat and my friends. Most of the game stalls were Malaysian themed like the batu seremban game( man, i miss playing that), some bowling game using coconuts and so on. I didnt really play, thinking i was abit too old for them, eleh, haha, yeah, i was just walking around in circles and surveying the whole scene.

Then when it was my shift, i got my "kaki"s and we took over the morning shift people at the giant slide and the dunking machine. And since my girls were all bugging me to let them take over the dunking machine, i gladly obliged and left it to them, while i try to sort out the mess at the giant slide.

The sun was just coming out, but i didnt noticed. mending the slide was quite fun if one is just standing at the side and bringing the mats up, other than that, its just a very tiring job. And since it was kindda chaotic, i had to move up and down, teaching them what to do, and all our throats were sore form shouting and screaming so much. We all worked and gave our best until around 3 something, when i decided i couldnt stand the heat, so i asked someone to take over, so that i could get drinks for everyone.

And things got worse when i couldnt find my friend, who was holding my bag. Anyway, i found a 10 dollar note in my pocket, lol, dunno how it got there, so i managed to get 7 cans of 100 plus and the lady at the stall was kind enough to give me a discount. weee.

Back to work, and from up there i could see all the pastors getting dunked. Aha, that was really a sight to see. And there was a long line waiting for their turn. And there was once when i was running down the slide and i tripped over the netting, and "lao dou" my right foot, i fell flat, face first, and was stuck there trying to untangle myself, luckily no one saw that. Seriously, that was so embaressing, haha. But i didnt feel the pain until i came back home. And i didnt see the burnt i got until after my bath. Then it got painful, and i noticed that both my shoulders were painfully red, they still are now. Im really hoping myfoot doesnt start swelling or something, or ms Lee will kill me for that. Just a few more weeks to exam and i injured the most important part.

At night during church service, most of my friends who saw me were laughing their heads off at my expense. Darn, everytime church has a carnival, ill get a bad sunburnt as the result of my dumbness for wearing sleveless and not putting sunblock. Haih, nvm, ill remind myself the next time we have a carnival, that would be held at the new premises, as this will be the last time we're having it at dsp. Oh well, what happened has already happened, just have to be careful the next time.

Argh, now ill have to see if my skin will start peeling, sob sob, please God, please dont let my skin peel or anything. And i had a hard time sleeping last night because my shoulders hurt so much i can lie on them. Hiah.

Yeah, but from what i heard, this year's carnival was better than the other ones we had. So i guessed it was all worthwhile? hmm..but i would definately do this all over again. Yay

And my results are coming back, im not sure when, but im really worried, hmm, hopefully i dont fail anything otherwise ill have to sit that stupid paper again. Garh.

Its almost 6 now, and i really need a nap, so there goes my post for this round. Ahhh.....


yes, before i got sunburnt. My nice complextion. sigh..

Just take a look at the redness on my face n my shoulders!! Yeah, i look even more scary in real life.

T.H.E Carnival

YES!!! T.H.E Carnival is finally up!!!! yes yes yes..after like how long we havent been having one? hmm, can't even remember the last time i went.

Date : 30th sept - 1st oct 2006
venue : DUMC Sea Park (former ruby theater)
Time : sat 10.00am - 5.00pm
sun 1.00pm - 7.00pm

All those preperations made, everyone has clearly worked very hard to make it a success. And i get do be a part of all that fun, as usual. *evil laugh* . Banner making! Me and dj were slogging since thursday night. At first we had help frm lem n liz, then the next day, lem had to go shopping for a guitar, haih, important kononnya. Well, we had to make a few trips to SBL for some stuff and another trip to coffee bean (theres no starbucks in ss2! argh..darn) cuz our energy level was running low, other than that we manage to finish that whole dumb banner with only two pair of hands! im so proud of myself !

Now, waiting for tomorow to come and i can see my beautiful banner flying..high high high...alright im abit crazy now , but of course, its the carnival!! who wouldnt be?! Plus its the last time we're gonna have it in dsp, so might as well enjoy myself to the fullest. Dream Centre, i so look forward to it! ^_^

Rock on DUMC!!

those days..sigh..

Her "siao"ness knows no bounds. Memories memories.