Okay enought of those emo shit. Think everyone is getting tired of it.

Anyway, i skipped Chan's class today. Slept until 1 something..tossed some more and turned around and roll over some more before i decided it was enough of lying on the bed..i needed to get up and out of the room.

Went out and dropped off my laundry and headed straight to the salon. Classmate recommended the place and the hairstylist seemed nice enough so what the heck, lets do something to this neglected over grown hair of mine.

Coloured a section. Looked nice. Thinking of going for seconds next month maybe. Blue? Green?

Im into the go-crazy-with-colours look these days. So if u spot me with weird looking hair dont freak out okay.





Oh by the way, it's red.

Im such a pathetic excuse these few days.

I disappoint my friends, i skip meals, i leave my room in a messed up state, my dirty laundry is just sitting there waiting for something to happen, i dont finish my homework and leave them piling up, i keep hurting you..

I dont know..i dont even know whats happening most of the time..

remind me why we're even doing this again..




Like moonlight, you're showing me the way
Like heroine, you course in my veins..

Whispers
Unsun

I love you..

tell me why..

Wow. Im alone again.

What next..

Pain

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

Pain
Three Days Grace

All in a days work

Our "there's the musium" pose..

































Have been doing too much of these hand gestures..
My 3rd and 4th fingers hurt..

Crystal said i masturbate too much..

......

I know...

Miss you darling..
Faster get ur ass back here with my shirt..

On a lighter note, im going back for the weekend..
Thank God.



Over and out.

Just a case of pms

Im actually in a band,
and we're performing this saturday.
Still getting a kick out of that.



Sesating here when im supposed to be there.



Thanks crystaline deborah nagarajan, you are still the best. Muaxx.
Arthur, get my notes for me..thanks..
















7 more hours.
Darn

Sheeettsss

Just came back from the wedding dinner. And my eyes feel like they are gonna pop out anytime soon. Maybe its just the make up, i might have coloured my eyes a little too much..eheh..Anyway, everything was fine, other than the fact that we heroes arrived a little too late. Ahh..not my fault that wan...

It was at this huge place in Gombak called Kampung Pengantin Kuala Lumpur. And it was the first time i was attending a Malay wedding. Shit, i dont know nuts about their wedding culture..hahaha..I remembered when the bride(Atiqah's sister) tried to give me that traditional 3 kisses on the cheek, i was thinking what the heck is she doing and tried to pull back..ahahahaha damn stupid la. Good thing i didnt embaressed myself. And there i was wearing that stupid wooden heels which almost made me trip and break my ankle. Ahh well.

Food was quite alright. Simple and satisfying. One thing they lack....AIRCONDITIONING....So i was kinda sweating into my clothes after stepping into that place for half an hour.

Met syafiq's sister officially. And damn is she pretty. Never actually got to see her until just now, she was in the same table as we were. Imagine the girl version of syafiq, slimmer, more petite, prettier..Her name's Diyanna i think..smtg like that..

Anyway we hung for awhile, ate, fooled around..camwhored..met new people..Then WENT home..Ahh im so sleepy now..

Anyway, here are some of the pictures we took..








































































































Lastly, picture with the bride and groom.
They even have lights shinning on them weih! How cool is that!

I want Lights on me during my wedding TOOOOOOOOOOO

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These are a few, the rest are all on facebook.
Ahhh...


Im gonna sleep now..


Over and out.

Where's that darn pimple cream when you need it!

The clock strikes 9, i rush over to my grandma's to pick up the cheong sams they wanted me to try. Come back and then took a bath getting ready to go out.

Grabbed my stuff off the table, locked the door. Opened my car door and shove the key into the ignition and turned...

Click click click click click click...

Tries a few more times..

AHHHHH!!!!!!! @##^$%&%^(*#@!@!$!!!

Starts stamping foot and throwing keys away..

Shaking hair and running up and down the stairs..

Finally calms down...
Dig's out phone from the bag
Punched in 0169747087
*yells*
IANNNNN COME GET ME NOWWWWWWW!!! MY CAR WONT START!!!!!!

There'll be a time in everyone's life when thing's just dont go well, like
- You argue with your loved one
- YOUR CAR WONT START AND YOU NEED TO BE AT MV NOW-ISH
- Your friends backstab you
- YOUR BROTHER ATE UP ALL THE MAGGI MEE IN THE HOUSE!!!
- DAD STOLE ALL THE DVDS YOU'VE BEEN COLLECTING FOR A LONG TIME FROM YOUR ROOM AND THEY ARE ALL SPREAD OUT OVER THE HOUSE!
- And you need your hair and face done but mum is not there to help.
-And there's that HUGE ASS pimple on your chin and just wouldnt burst no matter how hard you try to sqeeze it and its ruining your face, especially when you have a wedding dinner later...$%%*^&&$#%@#%^#@!@#!!@*(@!!@@$$

Aherm..sorry..
Well, what i was trying to say was that

" Life goes on"
You pick up yourself and continue even if you have unresolved things. Or you slowly sort them out. When you get tangled, untangle yourself.

No one is as "messed up" as they think they are.
Seriously, you're just making yourself think that way..
*winks*

Ahh what am i talking about..

Ohya, that reminds me of a joke my brother told me last night.

Okay so,
How do you start a stampede in Africa?
You throw a coin down a hill.

Who is the richest man in Africa?
The person who gets the coin.

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Okay, maybe its not that funny here, but hey i laughed like a mad cow when i heard it.
Hahaha




Alright, mah ride's here..

Over and out.

Its an illusion you know.

Have been neglecting a lot of things

Including You.

I know.

Im sorry.

Maybe im disillusioning myself into thinking i could wait for the mess to clear before i come back?



Fat hopes, girl.
- Mr Renu -

Crank that shit up for me.

Paul got what he deserved.
Hah!


two sides..
which one to take..

Year2 Sem2

First class of the second semester of my second year starts tomorrow with Mr Renu's Language teaching tutorial.

Trust Mr Renu to start grilling us early.

The road my house is situated on is as busy as a morning market. Cars are everywhere, new intake students filling in and out of their new houses. Bicycles up and down the road, driving me crazy, that's minus the heat during the day. Seriously, maybe my house back in pj was a little more peaceful, especially since mum started her fitness craze.

Ahh..

Where's the peace we use to have man?!

Think ive been emoing too long, gotta stop this nonsense and focus.