Four subjects next semester, all Im thinking about now is 'How?!' I dont know but somehow or other I will finish it. Dont think I can bear another extra semester of this. I long for the day when all of these are over and I can look back and tell myself it was all worth it. Well at least I do have something to look forward to at the end. Yes, the next phase. A lot of new things. The point of life where I can tell myself Ive done well. Not exactly there yet but halfway. Yes halfway. My halfway is near.

Okay Shu Ern, press on.