Yes its been a long time, then maybe I should shut down this blog and get over with it. Dont even know why its still here. I dont know but since Ive come back to kl, Ive realized I changed so much. Well I sleep earlier, I fall sick easier, feel myself growing older by the minute, little things that use to mean much just don't matter anymore, im beginning to take reality more seriously, I realize the importance of spending a lot of time with my family, and many other things.
Whats new, oh yeah, Ive started dancing again finally. Hoping to get back into tapping but maybe later. After all those years I believe its kind of a waste if I dont finish what Ive started since primary.
Kids are kids, after working with them for half a year, not sure if i ever want any of those soon. They make can really be a bother, but then again, they can be angels too. Im thinking what will mine turn out to become in the future. And with the cost of living going up and our pay not on par with it I think its gonna be quite hard, well maybe. Nursery and kindy fees are a killer man. Seriously. The length to which parents would go just to make sure their kids produce results. With all their character upbringing going down the drain. And talking about character upbringing, I actually forgot what it was like to be in a non christian environment, at least half of my students come from broken homes and they end up having emotional problems themselves. Its really a sad world we live in. Or should I say theres so much need everywhere, sometimes I spend so much time around these kids with problems that I end up feeling depressed over the condition of society. I am so thankful I have God with me. Gotta remind myself to "see a need and meet it, see a hurt and heal it", but I already have problems of my own, how am I supposed to help others.
Oh and please someone teach me how to handle bullies!
Yeah, was thinking about maybe I should write that for my thesis. "Challenges 21st century students face in school and life compared to students 30/40 years ago". By the way, its already May and I havent even written a single word for my proposal. Guess some things dont change.
The weathers been a real bitch lately, come to think of it, I kinda prefer the rain of the scorching weather we're having now. Reminds me of Kampar in a way. Damn I miss that place. Just you wait Ghany, Ill be seeing you in a few weeks time.
I cant believe Im actually saying this but Ive become quite weight conscious, then again maybe its due to the fact that my danc class are filled with skinny people. Sigh, if you're wondering, this is the real shit man. This is the real torture. I go home from class with aches all over my body, shows how unfit I am, and you can actually hear the screams of pain from the students if you stand right outside the studio entrance. But oh well, for the price of keeping my body dance worthy.
My long awaited break is just around the corner, I seriously cannot wait. Im so tired that dragging myself to work everyday is a given. Its pathetic as I imagine working life to be different. Sigh.
Till then.
