its my turn now
dunno whats wrong with me
shouldnt have been there in the first place
dont think sorry is the word

i just dont know
feeling very numb now
what about the so called next 7-8 years?
how am i gonna survive that
things really look hazzy now
im not even sure of myself
im stuck and im not going anywhere
need help
badly

yikes

what have i gotten myself into


sorry mum
i didnt mean them
i wasnt myself

i just dunno...