I find myself getting really out of touch with the world outside of Kampar. Thats so sad right? Everyday I go through the motions of getting up in the morning, going to uni with my friends, sitting through few hours of torturous lectures and tutorials, coming back to rest awhile, dinner, then hanging out until late night, lastly talking on the phone before I go back to sleep..
BORING!!
I mean, how lifeless can I get man. The other time, my friends and I were talking about how we arent able to do things like we use to when we were in PJ. For example, if I wanted to go out after a crappy day I can just drive off into the sunset..you know what I mean. But over here, we cant do shyte man. And when we wanna go somewhere, we've to plan it weeks in advance. Its the same things over and over again everyday and it's gonna be like this for the next two freaking years!
I mean like, KILL ME NOW!!
I cant even blog properly! Like Ive lost that touch. Im so kampungized that all that "fire" I used to have is all gone. Aih.
And to add to that, crystal's mood is making me so sakit hati too. I really wish I can do something. But I just cant, and I hate to see her like that. Distance can really really suck sometimes.
Tomorrow afternoon after class, Im gonna meet some fella from PJ campus's management. Well, you see, in front of where Im staying there's this construction site. And with all the students staying here, its not very safe to have indons running around right. Especially with all those rumours of many rape cases. As expected my parents complained, and the PJ campus said they didnt know and will do a little investigation. Yesterday, they gave me a call and said they're sending someone over to check it out. So Im gonna be representative tomorrow..Hah..
Cant wait to go back this friday. Too bad my bus's at 2 and not at my usual time. Still, I cant wait to get back. Hmm.
Lately Ive been really obsess about how my hair looks. I dont know why. I guess its just a phase.
*winks*
Alright, time to get back to class.
*groans*
Till then
mmuaxx
