2 hearts broken. 2 close friends of mine. Seriously whats wrong with everyone now? Well guys in these 2 particular cases.

Guys can be real jerks sometimes. I know girls are just as bad. But everyone know most of the time girls take it harder than guys do. Whenever i hear of all the bullshit guys do i really wish i could do something.

I know i have my own share of complications in the past and i wish i could do something to change it. Believe me i do. I regret it to no end, its my fault and i know he doesn't deserve that at all.

Well , at least an explanation. It wont hurt to do that. I think my 2 friends deserve that and then whatever shit you both wanna do later on is your own business.

Certain things kinda suck, like dating your ex after breaking up with your girlfriend and then hiding the whole matter. And like trying to cover up and denying all the rumours(which are true) about you with another girl when you just broke up with your girlfriend.

Of course its so much better when you dont meet up much, especially long distance relationships.
How convenient. I remember someone told me this. Sigh.

When i see my friends in this state i feel the pain they are going through, especially when they try to hide it. They lose sleep, appetite. Their faces are more pale and there are more defined dark circles under thier eyes. And then sometimes i remember my own break up. And how much emotional trauma both parties went through. If only i could turn back time and undo things.

Well after that break up i know i certainly don't want to go through that crap ever ever again. Im thankful for what i have now and i certainly dont want it to go away.

A note of advise to those who want to part ways, if you can work things out, please do. If you cant, then try for a peaceful break, there isnt a perfect way of breaking up but still, trying explaning and not make the decision on your own. Believe me, it works.

Till then.

There..i like it..what do you think? ^^

Time for some shut eye now..

Goodnight.

Was doing a little blog hopping just now and im like" aih what the hell's wrong with me?" My blog's so darn girly for goodness sake! I think i better change it back..

It's like i went through this girly-blog phase..well, lesson learnt..im gonna change it back now..

WHAT WAS I THINKING?!?!!!!

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Thinking of you
One of the boys
Katy Perry

Time to update the ol blog again..been really busy with uni, as usual. Came back at 12 something last night after an hour plus of 140km per hour. That was koon leng and her crazy driving. Id be suprise if we never met an accident whenever we're sitting in her car. Phew.

Had a draft to finish, for my academic writing assignment. And being the procrastinator i am, i didnt finish it earlier and was stressing over it last night at 1am..(due date was monday = today). Didnt even started it at all, went to sleep and woke up late for my 8am class, so no class for me. Opted to go for the 11am one. With no one to fetch me and my bicycle in crystal's place, i had to walk to uni under the scorching sun. Yeap and i arrived with blisters on my foot and a raging temper to boot.

Went through the whole day accompanied by my stomach cramps. Seriously i felt like whacking someone.

But nevermind, im okay, im okay..

Good thing earlier i was told that the submission of my draft can be postpone to wednesday if i wanted to. one problem solved.

The bad news? I wasnt concentrating fully during psycholinguistics and i miss 8 laps again! Sometimes i wished i didnt have to have menstruation. AIHHH Its really such a burden. I mean, why cant the guys have it?

Syafiq better bring my Mcds soon..ive only had few slices of mango and bread for lunch and im starving. Ahhhh..double cheeeeeseburger. One really does appreaciate food when one has spend a certain amount of time living in a place like Kampar.

Kinda miss my home la, this stupid place is really getting to me and i dont think ill be able to go home this weekend either. Assignments are pilling up and im a little sick of them. Its already week 7! AIHH Time passes so fast, wish i could slow it down..and i get emo so much more often now..maybe its because everyone around me are like that as well..

AND FACEBOOK IS REALLY SCREWING WITH MY CONNECTION!!!! ARGHH!!!!

Last weekend we were at the pj campus for the undergraduate seminar..wasnt much..didnt really like it..boring presenters..yada yada yada...

But we had a great time of bonding and fellowship, my friends and i.

Doing mask

And taking pictures

And then the undergraduate seminar at pj campus saturday morning.

Went for drinks at Lounge, Heritage Row later that night.

And then sunday after our wash and blow.

And back assignments and Ghany and left4dead..hmm..i wish my weekends were longer somehow.

And im still waiting for my mcds.

Argh...


Till then..
muaxx

You stir up my natural emotions
Make me feel like dirt (I’m hurt)
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
What is worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with

I can’t see much of future
Unless we find out who’s to blame, what a shame
And we won’t be together much longer
Unless we realize that we are the same

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with

You stir up my natural emotions
And make me feel like dirt (I’m a mess)
And if I start a commotion
I only end up losing you
What is worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
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Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with
Shouldn’t have fallen in love with
Ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with

Ever Fallen in Love
The Stiff Dylans