My funny friend(s) and me

In the quiet time of evening

When the stars assume their patterns
And the day has made his journey
And we wondered just what happened

To the life we knew before the world changed
When not a thing I held was true
But you were kind to me and you reminded me

That the world is not my playground
There are other things that matter
And when a simple needs protecting (*see below)
My illusions all would shatter

But you stayed in my corner
The only world I know was upside down
And now the world and me, I know you carry me

You see the patterns in the big sky
Those constellations look like you and I
Just like the patterns in the big sky
We could be lost we could refuse to try
But we made it through in the dark night
Would those lucky guys turn out to be
But that unusual blend of my funny friend and me

I'm not as clever as I thought I was
I'm not the boy I used to be because
You showed me something different, you showed me something pure

I always seemed so certain but I was really never sure
But you stayed and you called my name
When others would have walked out on a lousy game
And you could've made it through
But your funny friend and me

You see the patterns in the big sky
Those constellations look like you and I
That tiny planet in a bigger guy
I don't know whether I should laugh or cry

Just like the patterns in the big sky
We'll be together till the end is nigh
Don't know the answer or the reason why
We'll stick together till the day we die

If I had to do this all a second time
I won't complain or make a fuss
When the angels sing that that unlikely blend
Are those two funny friends
That's us

-sting-
Emperor's New Groove


This is for you guys.

Lazieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I wish god would just strike me down with lighting sometimes. Especially those times when i start procrastinating, or play computer games instead of doing work. And you know how bad the situation is when you start enjoying strategy games like "Starcraft 2". Kylie is really a bad influence i tell you, since i met him, both money and time have been wasted on that "demonic" place called the cyber cafe. I use to detest gamers, now im one of them *covers head*. Imagine using all those money to treat myself to CHILLIS!

Anyway so back to where i was, in the beginning ill be damn gungho wan, set datelines on phone la, write notes down to remind myself la, then when the time actually comes for me to start my work, everything goes out the window..whats that word again? ohya "defenestrate" (they even have a specific word for that action! all hail the power of English!). So how you tell me?! I am so in need of some serious spanking. And my good for nothing friends, semua pun macam ni wan. No help at all. Ive got this classmate who has already finished her conclusion for her fyp and I? am still stuck at chapter 3 & 4.

Yes i am a loser. Many times over.

Chillis. We (me n kylie) were discussing that there are places (eateries) that requires the presense of a certain friend of ours to be present with us before embarking on our once a month glutton trip to these places. One of those happens to be Chillis, another one would be Sushi Zanmai. We were contemplating where to have our lunch this afternoon, and kylie suggested chillis. The reaction was so immediate. And the both of us said "nah, that place have to wait for florence wan"...and the same thing happened when we were looking at sushi zanmai.

Florencetina Chew Yu Mey. Our eating-at-expensive-places kaki.

I thank God for my mum really. I think she's the best mum i could ever have. She likes to compare how fat i am with her aneroxic-like-body. She makes cookies and calls them "shit cookies". She keeps on gossiping non stop for about 2 hours about her dance classmates. She talks in a really loud voice that makes others listening think she's scolding me (like most chinese blooded mums from hakka families). She will text me and ask me questions like what is ">.<"???? And i keep thinking, aww man, im gonna be coming back to this when i graduate. As much as i like to say she's really annoying, i love her to bits for being like this.

Maybe ill be able to be like her when i grow up. *big grin*

Kylie can be really unpredictable and it drives me crazy, times when i need him to be a darling hes normally quite stonned and "duhhhh" or even to the point of being a real rectum, and likewise when i dont need him to be nice to me..like this afternoon, I came across a book i have been waiting for at mph. It was the giant expensive version, not the small cheaper paper back one. I told him i really liked it, and he offered to buy it for me. I was thinking, huh? its a whopping 70 bucks, and i can get it for less than half when the paper back version comes out so wat the heck. Sweet, but unnecessary. Okay i dont know why im even talking about this, i guess he's just trying to be a darling.

Salt was good, as good as i expected it to be. I enjoyed it very much. Its just very comforting and confidence boosting when you watch female fatales punch and kick guys ass. Every now and then, i enjoy watching movies like these, the world needs more of these women. To show guys their place! Hiyak!

Anyway, gonna post up a few pictures later, these are actually quite overdue, i can nvr harap ppl like ponneey to upload them wan, she'll take like forever!!! Oh and my class'll be having a photoshoot this monday!! CANT WAIT!! Yes, i really need to change my fb profile picture soon, its so tiring having to look at my stupid face every time i log in.


Till then.


ps. these were taken during visha's suprise bday thing.

Mini goodness

A month plus and counting...

sigh...

Me n You

On msn messenger:

[KyleGuangPin] - [Acoustaephyerie] says:

jipuuut

ni wan diablo

ni pok diablo!

qu pok taaaaaa!!!

I say:

ok dear

i love you too




How we keep the fire going.
lols.




Peace.

Graduation pictures

After our exceptionally good run through those 2 years plus, it was finally time to take our graduation pictures.


















I dont know how I even felt, mix feelings i guess. Partly sad that everything is coming to an end, partly excited at what's gonna happen next.


















The only things that kept me from tearing a little was probably the fact that I still hadn't gotten off that huge workload off my chest.


















And I dont know how to say this but, my face looks worse for wear. Seriously, it looks so tired, you'll immediately feel tired looking at it. Yup thats me now.


















I was in the LRT on the way to kl sentral on tuesday, a few days ago.












There were so many people around me dressed in formal work wear obviously on their way to their work place.












And the more i stared at them, the more i was freaking myself out. I mean in a few months time Ill look exactly like that. Another lifeless individual trudging through "adulthood". Aww man.












And to make things worse, my mum keeps bugging me to go look for a job. *groans* hmm, now I know why some people go on studying. I mean if it keeps me from having to work and earn money and those crap I dont think i mind.












Anyways, like everyone else, Im going to have to go through that sooner or later no matter how much I whine. Damn it la, I dont wanna grow up. And like I was telling my friends earlier this week, this whole whether-we-will-graduate-or-not thing (which we definitely will, lecturers are just scaring us) is just the start of our worries, there are bigger ones coming our way, and Im not sure im prepared for that in any way.






Damn it la.

My weekend alone. well not really.

I went out with candice and her prince. We watched Despicable Me. And i can honestly tell you I havent had so much fun since...well since a long time ago.

This is such a "MUST WATCH". Dunno why for some weird reason whenever the little yellow beans (Refer to appendix A & B) start talking (they mumble gibberish) i keep thinking of florence. HAH!

Anyways, they're SHOOOOOOOOOOCUUUUUUUUUTEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Really, they're small, and they are handy in dark places (can be used as glow sticks), they're yellow and they mumble nonsense which will most definitely make you laugh.

I wish and wish i could take home one, or a few. Omg, they're so cutee!!!! ARGH!

Appendix A











Appendix B















And here is Gru and Agnes, the cutest girl you can ever meet. Really, she has this really cute round face and big big eyes..omg, i wish i had her as a sister. I would spoil really bad. Teehee.











Too bad kyle wasnt with me. They're all huddled up in the middle of a crowd at Haji Ghany waiting for the match. Bah. I dont even know why they bother, no matter who wins or lose, it doesnt make a difference anyways. Hmm.

Shopping with mum tomorrow. Hopefully i get back in time to finish editing my chapter 2. Soh's waiting for it. Sigh. I was just reminded just now that i have to start looking for a job....*groans*

DO I REALLY HAVE TO?!!!




I mean, cant i just stay in university.

Chrysanthemum?

We are in the middle of semester. The end is looming near ever so slowly. I am mid way through my dreaded final year project. But Ive passed the tough part, the rest should be a breeze.

I was talking to my supervisor the other day, he told me to ask kyle to cut his hair. Hah, fat chance. I don't even like him short haired, it makes him look like a sissy. Anyways, time spent together for us are precious, there's always more and more work to bog us down. We don't even have time to argue anymore. Sigh.

Dang, I'm gonna miss all this.

On the way back just now, the train's air conditioning decided to take a rest and left our whole carriage sweltering in the heat. I don't even want to describe to you the beautiful words coming out of my mouth through out the journey. I tried to get some shut-eye but due to the heat I couldn't. Thank God it was only for the second half of the journey.

I came back alone this time, my other half was whining about "a lot of work blah blah blah"..Well, more time alone for me, and i get to go back on tuesday morning.

On a lighter note, I'm getting a new phone! Yay. Good riddance. Should be the last one to go. I wish i could say Im getting something cool like an iphone but nope, ill stick to those good ol chocolate bar phones you see everyday. Yup, nothing interesting, but then again, one day i tell you..one day...*looks off into the horizon*

Oh and did i mention ive got wifi in my house now?!! EEK!! Yeah, i know its nothing big, its just wifi..but its SO DARN COOL!!!!! hahahahahah quite jakun..

Well i shall stop here.





Till then.

Here we go.

Undone.
Everything undone.

"What ifs"

"What if's"

Life is always filled with them. They are the possible outcomes if things were different.

Okay, that sounded quite stupid. Hah, this is what happens when i try to be philosophical. A trait i never inherited from either parents.

I get really jealous of those dudes and duddettes whom philosophical phrases just spill out of them like its no big deal. People like "so" and "so". Yeah well, it makes them sound really smart. Hah, i tell you i cant even say something philosophical to save my life.

Alright, so im having my holidays now, and while im here trying to get some much needed rest, my parents are constantly nagging me about what will i be doing after i graduate...and that is "if" I graduate. Ive got this friend who gets to go overseas to study Performing Arts. Sigh. I wished i had that chance but no siree, thats not gonna happen in this lifetime of mine i think. Its always been a dream, really. And then to head up a school of performing arts here and minusing all the stupid traditional dances malaysians only know how to perform during Independence day and stuff. Boring, really.

No im talking about the stuff that people compete for internationally, and i tell you ive never heard of our fellow countrymen taking up titles of those sort. Its kinda of a pity i tell you, all the talent and no oppurtunity.

Anyway, by God's grace. I shall do that if given the chance.

Coming back to what i was talking about before, i must needs finish my stupid degree and head homeward first. Then we'll see how.

Mum's learning Hungarian and Chinese dances, not to mention ballet. Can you imagine that? Damn.

Its quite scary, because she's developing muscles that are beginning to look like the ones on Madonna. Its not a pretty sight.

And given the stupid situation at home now, i try my best to stay out of home. Sigh, why cant we all be normal people? I will never understand.

Well and good, Im going Johor next monday. And glad for that respite. Dont exactly know when i can go back there anyway. Hopefully a few more times before our last semester ends if time permits. My friends are the closes thing i have to family these times. I appreciate their beings so much I feel I will never be able to get through university life without them. Sometimes, i even feel they love me more than any boyfriend of mine. Yes, they mean that much.

Mum told me, the friends you meet in college and university will last you a lifetime so treasure them.

Quite true.

She still keeps in touch with hers from back in university.

The weather has been pleasant enough for my taste since coming back from that god forsaken town and i mean that literally. I actually like the rain, it brings the cool evening breeze.

And as much as spontanity is my cup of tea, i believe compromise is too when i absolutely need to. Im sorry.



So here as far as i go this time round.


ps. I dont care what is said, you will not play a part in our "merry making" anymore. We leave you to your own devices. In other words, "Screw You!". Life's a bitch aint it.


Till then.

Session expired

All is well. Thank You.

*Sticks tongue out and does rocker sign*

This is Kyle Tan Guang Pin
He is stupeed.

kthxbye.

Hellgate London

Just something im getting crazily obsessed over currently.

Life after you

Ten miles from town and I just broke down
Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road
I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already know

Believe me I won't stop at nothin'
To see you so I've started runnin'

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

Last time we talked, the night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must've been high to say you and I
Weren't meant to be and just wastin' my time

Oh, why did I ever doubt you?
You know I would die here without you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one
After this time I spent alone
It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin' 'bout the better times, must've been outta my mind
So I'm runnin' back to tell you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I'd do, yeah

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' 'bout all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through, yeah
Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you, yeah


Life after you
Daughtry

Wish upon a star

You light the skies up above me

A star so bright you blind me yeah yeah

Don?t close your eyes

Don?t fade away don?t fade away oh

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star

If you stay with me girl we can rule the world

Yeah you and me we can light up the sky

If you stay by my side we can rule the world

If walls break down i will comfort you

If angels cry oh i'll be there for you

You've saved my soul

Don?t leave me down don?t leave me now oh

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star

If you stay with me girl we can rule the world

Yeah you and me we can light up the sky

If you stay by my side we can rule the world

All the stars are coming out tonight

They're lighting up the sky tonight for you for you

All the stars are coming out tonight

They?re lighting up the sky tonight for you for you oh

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star

If you stay with me girl we can rule the world

Yeah you and me we can light up the sky

If you stay by my side we can rule the world

All the stars are coming out tonight

They?re lighting up the sky tonight for you for you

All the stars are coming out tonight

They're lighting up the sky tonight for you for you

All the stars are coming out tonight

They're lighting up the sky tonight for you for you

All the stars are coming out tonight

They're lighting up the sky tonight for you for you

Rule the world

Take That

22nd.

Sometimes i am just amazed at the lackadaisical attitude we have.
It had been a good 2 years though.

Anyway,
I wont say what i was put through, think the picture is enough.
The more severe looking ones are on my facebook.


I hate cakes. I really hate cakes.
Thanks again guys.

You fat bitches,
Atiqah, visha, crystal, bev n ponneey.

Mushy much? I hope not.

Seriously if you ask me,
Ive never met another person as stupid and stone as
You.

Still, im very
grateful.

Long long long hair

Sigh
I miss the
HAIRRRR

I miss mine too okay. My beautiful long locks.
I miss feeling the weight of it on my shoulders and back.
Sigh...

I WANT MY LONG HAIR BACK!!

Need you now.

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

Need You Now
Lady Antebellum

party at the ktm station

Happy Birthday bev

Some how or rather no matter wat kind of shit happens, we all still end up together again.

Funny how that plays out

oh well
Im not complaining

*big big big big grin*

Put off and Put on

You know whens the best time to think and reflect?

When you're taking a dump

Works everytime.

"Manifold"

The word translated manifold here is literally the "many-colored wisdom of God." Why did the apostle choose this poetic adjective? It is because life consists of many colors.

We all have blue days. And red hours of anger and passion. And golden moments of glory. And dark, somber valleys through which we must pass. And lush, green pastures into which we are sometimes led. God's love is manifest in all of these hues of life.

So when you go through a blue time, it is God's love that you are learning. When you go through a dark and pressured time, the love of God is being manifested there.

You may not see it, but God knows how to make it clear. And even the joyful times are manifestations of the many-colored wisdom of God.



Thank You God.

No longer strangers

I woke up early cycled to uni
just to have my supervisor dumping me for a bunch of freshies!

Wat the heck!
I thought i was the more important wan..
!@%#$^%@



But You'll never do that to me God
cuz

"A child always outranks any ambassador or governor or secretary"

Thank You for reminding me that.



Now ive to meet thet idiot after class at 6pm
Blardy hell.

My Peace

Lay down my pride
My desires my demise
Ready now to see it your way
'cause I'm done I'm through ignoring you now it's true
I'm kneeling at the cross of your grace
Lay down my pride



Lay Down My Pride
Restored
Jeremy Camp

Im Through

I miss those times.
Dont you?


Calvin was skinnier..i think
eric was still a "little boy"
Josh was still around doing nonsense and sending us stupid things to watch
Crystal was still a fat pig..hehehe
Arthur was still arthur...hmm
And i was still........


What happened to all that huh..

Optimistic-try

Think butterfly
Think butterfly
Think butterfly
Think butterfly
Think butterfly

Verge

Depths of desperation and despair

Interpersonal intelligence

Who writes their proposal 3 times in a row?!

Come on, tell me someone who does!!

Vertigo

Since when did things turned this complicated?
I feel like im fighting for your attention all the time,
and losing the battles.

Since when i have to "fight" when it came to you?!

And further more, you seem to be acting weird around me all the time.

In a weird way,
I now know how you felt when you got that phone call david.
Hah.
Really sorry about that.




I want the "old us" back.
This is really killing us,
Cant you see that?!

rm63

Gone were the days when i used to spend the whole week at grandma's place eating freshly hatched eggs boiled by grandma. Play fire crackers and burning the tips of my fingers. Feeding rice to the chickens and ducks. Watching cny movies on tv2 and tv3 at night.

Waking up in the middle of the night to the sound of grandma washing her clothes 3 something or 4 in the morning. Getting up early in the morning just to go eat that wantan mee that wasnt even appetizing. Trying to climb that coconut tree with my cousin outside grandma's house.

And then helping everyone push the car out when it gets stuck in the mud after a heavy downpour. Cramming everyone into my old proton saga when we go visiting. Sneaking out with my brother n cousin to the near by shop to buy junk food.

I guess everything changes.

We've all grown up now, some even getting married.

sigh.




























Damn i sure do miss those times.

Happy chinese new year everyone.



















Valentines. Come on, be creative a bit. Dont go back to that same old place la. Times change y'know..

Update "yi dian ke yi ma"...

Multiple Intelligence

The typical Malaysian will have been brought upo the view their education as the most important thing. Parents teach their children to study hard or they will not "make it" out there in the real world. We have been taught to put aside whatever that has nothing to do with our education even if we fare better at it compared to studying.


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SHITTTTTT!!!!!! Im stuck!!!!!

Bring on the rain

Yes! It finally rained after so many days of scorching weather.














Happy Birthday Koon Leng.

I am seriously Lacking

That 1 1/2 year thing is starting to look real good.

Oh yeah
Meet my "other half"
He just turned 20? or was it 19?....

Erm happy birthday anyway.

I love You.






































































To the many years we will spent growing older together.

May God bless you.