Constipation

Getting a new number sometimes can be a big pain in the ass. First ive got configure all the stupid settings namely mms and video streaming and a few more. Then because i dont want my parents to find out and scrutinize my bill ill have to send it to my house in kampar which is another big pain in the ass because ive to get the address(i still dont know my address, yup) and shit. Argh.

And to make things worse the call attendant i talked to just now was not an "english major" and she had some problems explaining things to me which got me so "mang" that i almost shouted at her. And kyle beside me kept holding my arm and giving me that "stop-that-this-instance look". I was close to losing my temper and she kept going on and on about i dont know what and i had to bring her back to what i was asking about. Maxis should hire me to be their customer service call attendant or they should hire call attendants with at a freaking DEGREE in ENGLISH. Period.

Was at Mid Valley with Florence Kyle and Felicia n her friend. It was not as pack as i thought it would be. Thank God. Then again we went there at 1 something in the afternoon but only got the 4 something show for Sherlock Holmes. Freaking Balls i tell you. It was the 3 hour wait that killed us. Because other than lunch what else could we do? Its the end of the month and i was broke, and there was no way i was gonna go to the arcade or bowling. So imagine us 5 looking lost, tired and about to stage a massive massacre walking around trying to entertain ourselves. Hah, that sounds weird, i imagine florence doing that with her stoned face haha. In the end we were so tired we plopped down onto some chairs at Mcds oppposite the cinema and decided to wait it out there.

During the movie i literally fell asleep. I was that tired. Towards the 3rd quarter of the movie i felt my eyes shutting down, adding to that was the awfully freezifying condition in the cinema. We were all trying to squash ourselves into the seat, desperately trying to cover whatever part of the our skin that was exposed. I was hunched up sitting sideways. Oh and i almost forgot to mention about the rude and obnoxious punks sitting behind us. You know, most people like you and me would normally not rest our legs on the seat of the person sitting at the front of us, or if we absolutely have to, we would make sure that we do not move even an inch so as to not disturb the person seated at the front. Now these imbeciles not only kept shaking their legs, they kept shifting their positions as well. I dont know if they're too dumb or probably came from the jungle, they were just too inconsiderate and didnt even care if there were some other people sitting down there..okay nevermind i shall not rant anymore..I hope they get diarrhea for a week..

And the movie was...A-L-R-I-G-H-T la..stupid boys..ruin my movie..

I got another number too yesterday. Had to pay 80 bucks for it though. Well, i had to break off from the main line cuz mine's a subline, so the lady at digi said i had to terminate it and settle my bills first, then re register. WHICH IS SUCH A BIG HASSLE! So i decided i had to stop using that line otherwise my bill will grow in its amount and then i will die..so to speak. I choose Maxis, got a line and subbed it to to that idiot. So i dont have to spend so much when i call that idiot..Digi calling Maxis is a real $ killa!!

Anyway, my number is 012-2034481. Please take it down and remember it. I will be using this number more for the time being until i can re register my digi number as the main line.

Oh i just learned this new word "Kebabian" from renjie. She say the darnest things sometimes.

Anyway, here's to a new year.

Behold!!

2010

Hurrah!!















Cant believe shu actually said i looked PREGNANT!!!!

All i want for christmas is youuuuu...

Alright time to blog. Gargh.

Christmas is over, new year is coming. Im growing older another year. Sigh. Went out shopping with pin pin(he'll prob get a kick out of this) just now. He came back yesterday you see, and i havent seen him in more than a week, which is kinda like a break through, looking at the fact that i use to see him 24/7. Hah.














But then again, who has a boyfriend who is slimmer, has smoother skin, and probably looks prettier than them!!

Me.

Florence told me, kyle is so lucky to have me, and he better hold on to me tightly.

She told me she showed her friend a picture of me and him. And her friend was like "Guang Pin has a girlfriend?!?!!!"

Sigh

Poor fella.














Oh well, I finally got my hands on that dress i wanted so much. At first i went there and i couldnt find my size..so i started to panic, good thing kyle asked the assistant and they brought out another one from the changing rooms. I feel stupid for making a fuss now.














Oh did i tell you about the crowd at christmas day. Omg! I think i can suffocate inside there. I was walking along side florence and another friend and people kept pushing at us and no matter how many times we tried to get next to each other we ended separated. And trying to look for a parking place was SO IMPOSSIBLE! Okay bad syntax but i dont care!














Meeting florence again (we're so bored we had to keep each other company) felicia and kyle. We're supposed to be watching Sherlock Holmes at Mid Valley, i pray we find parking and we get good tickets. *cross fingers*

For the next few days i need to finish my multiple intelligence books, bake more cakes which includes pandan cake(you can guess why), sleep less, do something about my wardrobe(its packed to bursting, i cant close the closet doors properly), go out less, meet up with may ann(my dear best friend is bored to death without my company, i like to think so ^_^) and stop EATING SO MUCH~ even my aunt said i looked FATer!!!!

ps. I really really really really want an iphone, i will sell kyle off if i have to.














Merry Christmas everyone and happy holidays.

Bury the castle.

Was at Mid valley since morning. Watched Avatar with my parents. Really good show, even mum was impressed. She said at least the "blue people" looked decent. Okay i dont know what she meant but alright.

Ive been out non stop since i came back. Phew, think my eye bags are getting darker.

Was at Quattro last last night, its been awhile since i last let loose. That felt really good. We were at the autumn room, didnt really look so "autumn ish" to me. The only thing that looked autumn was the case behind that bar that had leaves that were being blown about. Furthermore it was kinda hot in there with that night's crowd. You know what i love best about being at these places? After everything when we're about to go back, we get to laugh at people who are drunk and see them trip over themselves. Hahaha, yeah i know im mean. Okay i do admit that they're kinda kesian too.

Dad finally bought me a external hard disk just now. Dunno, maybe he's feeling generous today. Normally ive got to save up and buy it myself. Anyway saved me 200 bucks. Now i can relieve my poor laptop of some of its burden, namely the songs and pictures ive saved up over the many years..Sigh

Meeting May ann on monday, she said theres stuff she wants to tell me about some guy again. *sighs* Seriously i cant understand why she never settles down with some sweet guy and just get married and pop out a few kids. She such a nice person and she knows how to cook and do housework and those shit. Any guy would be very lucky to have her.

Talking about relationships, now i kinda understand why some people like single life so much. After Ian, i do sometimes feel like ill never you know "love" again. It was hard, i should know, since i was the one who caused it, and though i am letting go i do feel like maybe single life would be better. Give me time to gather and collect myself. Piece everything together again. Refocus and something like that. Like what some of my friends suggested. Oh well, too late for that i guess.

Sometimes i feel like im half in and half out. Like ive got both a good side and a bad side kinda thingie. And certain issues that i go through make me feel the existence of those two sides. Like if something triggers it, ill fall into the "dark side" kind of thing. I do have the urge to wreck and destroy stuff, and i dont mean on a small scale. Hmm, like ive told some of my friends, i used to be very innocent and naive and DUMB. Like dunno anything kind of dumb. After college, and now after spending almost 2 years at kampar i felt like "where has all that gone to?" Im a totally different person compared to that girl who first stepped into Utar Pj those few years ago. Which is a good thing and bad thing, I cant decide which. Safe to say i just know my way around. Period.

Mum's having a Christmas party this week, dunno which day. This is the first time we're having a party at home, before that she thought our house was too ugly to have a party. Ahh, extra work for me.

Well enough of being emo. Its been awhile since i last blogged.




















Till then.

So there..

Oh did i mentioned i bought 3 little fishes on Sunday. A beautiful redish blue fighting fish and another 2 more - a blue and gold one. I call my fighting fish "my handsome". Believe when you see him you'd think so too, he is just simply GORGEOUS. Sui Yen showed me her fishes when i was over at her place and then i suddently came up with the idea of getting a few myself, even dragging belle with me.

















Well, fighting fish being a fighting fish, it bullied my other 2 fishes and 1 died due to extensive injuries to its rear(the tail). Kyle helped me flush it down the toilet bowl. I think i heard somewhere that fishes that are flushed down toilet bowls go to heaven. Okay then again maybe i heard wrongly. You know, its nice to have somthing living other than you in the room, make it more...erm lifely ier?..okay i dont know the word for that but you get the picture. We(me and belle) wanted to get hamsters but decided against it due to the extra requirements like cleaning, getting the hamster fodder, kuachi and maybe getting bitten.

















Had meaningful conversation with florence last night, she even helped me think of my research questions for my thesis proposal..well not really, but she was there to "support" by talking nonsense with me while i rack my brain for ideas. Kyle helped with the "bombastic" words. Well its done, now to wait for them to choose my supervisor...

















*cross fingers and scrunches up face* please let it not be chan...pleaseeeeee

















These few days i have been getting irritated at the slightest things. It drives me crazy. I get irritated over my friends, myself and practically everything around me. Time of the month again i guess(and i dont mean my period). I was told "you're just tired, you'll be fine when you get back to pj". I was so upset when my fish died yesterday, as in really really. And then i was upset at kyle for not being able to wake up this morning to pass up his assignment, the one he spent the whole night on. Argh. Being in Kampar too long sometimes does that to me.

















So many brithdays have come and gone. I think im getting a little sick of it. No more cake for me for the next 3 months. We just go through the motions, i should probably think of somthing new. Had a nice chat with mum yesterday. She told me of the christmas preparations going on at home, i miss the lights and the gree decorations mum will put up back home, i cant wait to see that. And then at night, sitting out at the porch eating dessert feeling the breeze on my face...ahhhh blisss...and mum's birthday is coming..sigh another birthday aiya..No more cake for you shu ern, i think you've got enough of it for 2 lifetimes to come.

















My exam is on the 12th and 15th of Dec. Im glad it is only 2 days. Muahahahhaha, my dear friends who are sitting for the mandarin paper have to wait until the 21st. Ahah padan muka. ^^ After that i promised belle I'd accompany her to this year's Comic Fest on the 20th of Dec at Sunway Pyramid. And then would be the trip ive been waiting for to Singapore to celebrate the new year with my classmates.












Tomorrow we're having our first potbless in cf. Hopefully everything turns out well. My cg is preparing fried dumplings. Went to the wet market to buy mince pork this morning. I woke up with a huge frown on my face, good thing i was able to come back and sleep some more or i tell you i will bring forth thunder and lighting wherever i go today. Later the girls are coming over to fold the dumplings and shu was kind enough to lend us his kitchen tomorrow evening.

Ahh wat a day.

ps. thank you my dear master photographer for the beautiful photos.

Bittersweet

I’m giving up the ghost of Love
in the shadows cast on devotion

She is the one that I adore
creed of my silent suffocation

Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny

Bittersweet
I won’t give up
I’m possessed by her

I'm bearing her cross
She's turned into my curse

Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny

Bittersweet
I want you
I’m only wanting you
And I need you
I’m only needing you

Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny

Bittersweet...

Bittersweet
Apocalyptica
Ft Ville Valo & Lauri Ylonen

Flowers in the sky.

The moment you feel that you can have anything in the world that you desire, thats when you should stop and think. Sometimes, things dont always work out the way you plan, and even plan b doesnt work.

One at a time darling.

Stop fooling around and start growing up.


So i said "Okay"

Blow my speakers up.

Im going back home later and i cant wait to see how fat my best friend has gotten. *ann at the background..i didnt grow fat laaaa!!!!*Muahahahahahah.
She just came back from Australia, she prob grew chubbier. Haha.
I need to eat sushi and i need to shop.
Alright? Lets go May ann.

*looks at watch*
*shit! im late for class!*

When "The Day" comes.

Not really "the day" la, but the time has finally come for me to start on my final year project/thesis. Seriously i have forgotten all about this until i opened my mail box to check my mail and i saw what my class rep sent me.

And then i thought
"Oh Shit."

Here was wat it said:

DEPARTMENT OF LANGUAGE AND LINGUISTICS

FACULTY OF ARTS AND SOCIAL SCIENCE

UNIVERSITI TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN

PERAK

30.09.09

Year 2 Semester 2 English Language students

Department of Language and Linguistics

FINAL YEAR PROJECT

This notice is a follow-up of the briefing held on 06.09.09 in the meeting room Faculty of Arts and Social Science.

At the briefing the following were announced:

COURSE : UALL 3004 PROJECT

CREDIT : 6

DUE :Trimester May 2010

1.0 Timeframe:

30.Nov 2009 - Prepare & Hand in Research Proposal

- Appointment of Supervisors (****!!! Thats like one month away man!!!)

01 Dec 2010 - Reading and Literature Review

- Preparing drafts/meeting supervisors

- Carrying out research / survey/data collection

- Analysis/findings/communicating results (Exam how?!! need to start so soon!!!)

15 April 2010 - Preparation of final copy

- Binding

- Hand in Report (Oh gosh! i have 5 subjects during that semester wor, HOW!!!!)

2.0 Preparation of the proposal (Due date: 30 November 2009)

The proposal is a short document (2 – 3 pages) which outlines your area of interest and a brief related literature review and other brief information as listed down below:

· Name:

· Course: English Language

· Title: {Your project title)

· Introduction:

· Statement of problem

· Purpose of the study:

· Research questions:

· Scope of study:

· Methodology:

· Significance of the study:

· Definitions of keywords/terms:

3.0 Supervisor

After the committee receives your proposal, you will be assigned a supervisor related to your area of study who will guide you as you continue to work in your chosen area. It is imperative that you meet your supervisor on a regular basis and the supervisor will keep a record of your meeting with him/her which will be handed in at the end of the project.

4.0 Document to unload from Web2

More details related to this project is posted in Web2 in the Faculty of Arts and Social Science website and you are required to download this document and keep it in your file. If you have any problems looking for this document, please seek Hui Ching’s help as she has been briefed on how to locate this document.

5.0 Other matters

From time to time important announcements will be communicated to you regarding the writing of your project paper. Please be alert and read the messages.

Final Year Project Committee

Department of Language and Linguistics

Faculty of Arts and Social Science

Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman

Attention: renu@utar.edu.my

(Thats Mr Renu, my psycholinguistics and Language teaching lecturer)




Yup, thats it, i think gonna die seriously..looking at the time frame given..
Imagine this after all these nonsense, ill be a graduate and ill be looking for jobs and shit like that. Phew, i cant imagine myself getting a job staying out on my own, fending for my ownself, no mummy's cooking, starting a family................*faints*


Tai kor lui lo shu ern...







I dont wanna grow up!!!!!!

Wedding Planning Retreat

So the cf committee and I headed down to Melacca from our respective homes last Thursday for our dear Cf advisor's wedding and then after to a 3 day planning retreat.

After all the hooha i ended up sick. So much for a getaway. Much to my annoyance we were tired the whole time due to lack of sleep and rest, even lack of bathing water sometimes and an overdose of planning. But we did have fun in our own busy way and stuff la, so it was still cool.

The guys being guys, made a lot of dumb jokes and there was even the one about Jensen's stomach. Hah. Our FES advisor Lian Chui was complaining about our lack of manners and civilized-ed-ness. I think they all had fun burping at Shirley and irritating her with their tricks. That one was seriously amusing.

Ahh well i did have fun driving shu's car around. And dressing up and stuff, and then eating..^^ One does not come and go from Melacca without eating. We really gorged ourselves silly. Oh and I bought a bag! We were at Jonker's street and I saw this ratan bag that cost only RM15, and something like this would cost more than RM50 back in KL.

And I bought rings for my bitches. I know how much Beverly likes those stuff. They better love it. Oh and that reminds me my results are due to come out anytime now. Aih. Damn and double damn. Anyway, here are some pictures.











































































































































































































































Yeah thats about it.

Tata..

We are One

And camp's over. So fast! Wo bu xi huan!

Partay in the USA!

Two more blardy days, then im going home for the semester break! Woot! My Mass Media & Society paper is on monday morning and then i will be taking the ktm back home. It'll be goodbye kampar and hello holiday in KL haha. There's Cf camp and Mr Kuek's wedding! *throws hands up and does the jiggle*Anyway while waiting here for my paper on monday we had our mini birthday celebration for Atiqah. Suprised her at the lake and pelted her with water balloons and flour.

And seeing the chocolate cake smeared flour covered and soaked little girl screaming and running away, i felt all my master mind planning was worth it..muahahahahahaha..oh did i mention that i kinda had a taste of my own medicine too. I went back with tummy full of american chocolate cake and my hair and face full of flour. Bleh.

Let me just tell u, the feeling of getting flour stuck in ur hair is just aweful. It only came out after 2 days? maybe more...UGH!

Oh and we went to Ipoh for dinner and drinks. And i was kinda suprised Ipoh actually have decent places to eat. Hah. *guilty*




















Out birthday girl, damn it la, cant believe she had so many parties..stupid girl..















Yeah well, its not as bad as it looks la..then those bitches had to pour the whole bucket over me and throw flour directly into my face, good thing i managed to dodge a little of the water and only my right side was wet.











































You know what? I really have the best classmates. Seriously, eventhough its just 15 of us, we still kick ass. Dont believe? Ask our lecturers. Or better, ask Mr Paul or Ms Joanna. They'll tell you what a pain in the ass we were to them. And im damn proud of it.





























Yeah. in this picture you can actually see where the flour hit me, i wiped off most but still.....






























































Yes, and these are our Ipoh pictures from last night. It was the five of us plus syafiq, and his friends. And atiqah told us that it was just gonna be dinner and i didnt bring something nice to wear la. Garh! I had to settle for that denim skirt and flowery blouse. Aiyo, and here i thought i was just gonna rot here for awhile before going back to kl, so i brought back all my nice clothes. Damn and double damn.

The plan was to leave at 8pm. Guess what time we left? hmm, an hour and a half later? So by the time we got to Ipoh and actually found a place to eat it was ....11 something.... My stomach was on the next stage of its Mogok ing before i finally got something to eat..Talk about memorable..


































This picture reminds me i so need to cut my hair during the holidays. Anyone wanna join me?



































































There, one big family.
















Headed a few blocks downt to this place called Barroom. Ipoh people should know the place i presume. Quite decent. Its actually a bar, but there in Ipoh it doubles as a club too, dunno, the poeple there quite desperate to club so anything would do, including a small and cramped little bar with loud music. And the mc kept telling the people that they had a guest dj "all the way from KL" ..Haha, what so great about KL la aiyo..sama sama je..

Anyway here are a few of the pictures, some of the others you can actually use it to blackmail me so...^^

And please dont ask me about the beer bottles, i didnt put them there..Hey i ended up drinking rm5 orange juice there okay..talking about pathetic..i mean, who goes to a bar and drink orange juice?!


























































































The funny thing was there was a television there tune to Axn channel screening csi miami. Fail man. And the guys there were doing some really weird moves and beverly kept immitating them.. Hah

Came back at 4 plus i think. I so miss going out with my girlfriends. Ooo..Beyonce's concert is coming up. Should prob go with them if i can. I mean friends like these are precious and should be kept close right...


..............

"So We put Our hands up
They’re playing Our song,
And the butterflys fly away
Noddin’ Our heads like yea
Movin Our hips like yea
We got Our hands up,
They’re playin Our song
We know We're gonna be ok
Yea, It's a party in the USA
Yea, It's a party in the USA"
................

Party in the USA
Miley Cyrus



For you my darlings, Crystal Bev Kl and Atiqah who put this song into my head.






Mass Media & Society = FAIL!!

Tara world.