And you said it was pretty..??

Gosh, poor guy..feel so sorry for him..hehe..haha..

Just take a look at his face man..haha..well, if it was me and i caused someone's house to catch on fire, especially my friend's..wow..im gonna be in deep shit man..ahaha..

But its a sight to see la, hugh jackman getting punk'd..haha..



Anyway, im glad exams are over, but that doesnt mean i can watch tv all day, stare at the computer screen whole night or sleep my afternoon away, ive still got so much things to stress about, and its enough to keep me up all night, mind you. And my eye bags are getting darker and darker..darn..but i really cant sleep at night..thoughts just circle and linger in my head, and wont go away. You see, once i start thinking about something, it'll never stop, ill just keep thinking and thinking and thnking till i get some results. Whatever it is about. All the what ifs and maybes and if onlys.Now i understand why mum was worried, it is kindda stressing sometimes when i dont get what i thought i would receive, oh well, i dont wanna sound like a spoilt child. I try my best to understand and not always think of me, myself and I. And just hope things will turn out for the better. Hopefully.

Thinking of that, reminds me of this movie that i dont think will come out in M'sia. Starring Brad Pitt and Cate Blanchette(okay i dont know how to spell that), but im sure everyone knows her. And then a few other stories of other people's lives. I read the review, critics said it was good. So i went to find the trailer, and ...yeah, its really good. Y'know, those artsy kind of movies. Wished i could watch it. Hmm, seeing brad pitt having a desperate look on his wrinkled face is really good. Haha, i meant that seeing him like that, you'll just feel for him too.

Look at those eye bags man, can compete with me already..hmm..no la, mine still the best..haha..yeah, im talking crap again..



Ahh, wondering what am i gonna do for the two weeks before Chinese New Year, I know i shouldnt be indulging to much on what i like to do, better start doing a little something for others as well. Did i mention little? Better make that a lot. Since last sem, ive been using the "not free la, have to study" excuse a lot. Now that everything's over, i should start growing extra hands and legs. ^^

My brother's gotten himself into the pre sports day craze again. Everyday(i think) going out for "trainings"..yeah right..anyway,he's gotten the whole famile hyped up over it. Excluding me, not that i dont feel proud that he's gotten himself into relays and stuff..but, sometimes i feel a little jealous, like.."why i cant i be like that, have a tall and lanky frame and be a sports freak"..haha, well, shu ern, you've got your dance classes..stop complaining..^^ Haha, well, girls who are involve in sports normally gets guys..haha..well, so do girls that dance..*smacks head*..what am i thinking..^^

Oh well, hopefully he loses..badly..which will actually be impossible..still i can hope..then ill be the one my mum fusses over again..muahahahaha..*smacks head again*..

ps ive just got my first saman, hmm..so cool..actually i got it last week during my exams. Due to lack of parking spaces at PA block, where i was suppose to sit for my test, i had to park on the road divider. Stupid, i know..well, where else is there to park? so i did, and i got a saman, which was RM50, but another fella, who parked at the same place as i did got a saman that was RM30..how?! why?! i also dunno..good thing mum didnt scold, she just frowned at me and muttered some and forgot about it..Weee..its been a week and i still havent paid for it yet..why? cuz im just so freaking lazy..^^

Ahh well, its been a very long time since ive posted something this long. And i feel extremely satisfied. ^^

More shopping and dates with my friends, and i think ill regain back what i lost during second sem la..hehe, just you see..

cheerios

Female Vocabulary

Something someone sent me. What do you think? Enjoy. =p

Words Women Use

Fine
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

Five Minutes
If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour.
Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

Nothing
This is the calm before the storm. This means "something" and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing" usually end in "fine".

Go Ahead
This is a dare, not permission, DON'T DO IT!

Loud Sigh
Although not actually a word, the loud sigh is often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing".

That's Okay
This is one of the most dangerous statements that woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

Thanks
This is the least used of all words in the female vocabulary. If a woman is thanking you. Do not question it, just say you're welcome and back out of the room slowly.

studieee...sms...studieee...go downstairs to grab something to eat...studieee...sms again..studiee...eat chocolates..studiee...day dream of sem break..sigh...STUDIEEE...dream somemore...STUDIEEE..phew..studiee..studieee...thinks of him..studieeee...sms...studieee..studieee..when is it gonna end?...studieee..studiee...gonna finish dy, little bit more ny..continue..studieee..studieee..studieee...studieee

finally, dropping down...

on her bed..

closes her eyes..

hugs her bolster tightly..

breaths in her pillow scent...

and fell asleep...

and starts snoring..


Its really hard being me..

Having problems finding a nice guy? here are some reasons why.

Why ladies are single today

1. The nice men are ugly

2. The handsome men are not nice

3. The handsome and nice men are gay

4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married

5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men have no money

6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money

7. The handsome men without money are after our money

8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough

9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards

10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!

11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we make the initiative

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so? what do you think? Im not really sure myself. But actually its 70% true. Women are rising up now and beginning to "take over the world". Note the inverted comas.
Its really hard to find a decent guy around nowadays.
Either they're this, or they're that.
Whats gonna happen to us women? Are we gonna die old hags?
Actually its better that we die single than to marry the wrong person.

Oh well.

God help me, i don't wanna die a single old hag.

^^

Exams = restless = stress = eat alot = sleep alot = fat

see..its a chain reaction..

Weee...^^

hehe, i think im not the only one right

muahahahaha..

Wah, i totally forgot how study week can be such a torture. Here i am, trying to study as much as i can, and then my family is trying to distract me as much as possible, fuh, especially that idiot of a brother. So much for family support. Im stuck at home studying my ass off and they just have to chose this time to have a family outing. Bah. *mutters* Parents are going back to bring my grandmother up here, cuz according to my aunt, she's super bored. Great, not that i dont like grandma but its just that now theres an extra person to annoy me. And mum's not helping either, she just keeps telling me about her dance classes and how her teacher always praises her..?? even if my teacher praises me, i wont go bragging it around right. What to do, old people. Everytime i try to consentrate, thoughts of holidaying with my friends will start popping in my head. Sheesh, cant a girl just have some peace and quiet studying time?..bleh.. Funny how, everytime exams are over, ill end up doing something else, and not doing whatever i thought of doing before the exams were over. phew..Just an hour ago, i was trying so hard to get some my management terms into my head when i just thought of how i was gonna enjoy my break after my exams. Bah, and i was like argh!!! stop it stop it stop it!! and i started staring really hard at my notes trying to like stare it into my head or something. Fuh..Everytime i study, test ke, exams ke..whatever la, i always wished that somehow i could just swallow or eat up my notes and then automatically everything just goes into my brain, as in ill remember every single thing i swallowed..hehe.. And the the next day when i sit for my paper, i wont even break a sweat when i answer the questions. teehee. Yeah, like that'll ever happen. Well, i can still dream right..hah..

Bleh, have to get back to my studies dy after dinner.

All i need now is a nice meal, a cold bath, comfortable clothes and then im all set to finish my management. Fuh.

When is this gonna end?!!

Bleh..

patience patience..time passes very fast, and very soon ill be done with my exams and ill feel super sien cuz theres nothing to do..yeah..and then the whole process will repeat itself..know what im trying to say..^^

*grins*

Gosh, i cant tahan dy..i just have to post this here..sorry la..whoever doesnt like it..^^

Study study study...AHHHH!!! I wanna watch movie!!! I wanna watch movies and eat chocolates and shop!!!!

Yeah, thats was just one of her daily rambles..

This year's upcoming movies are really cool..theres ghost rider, spiderman 3, pirates of the carribean, 300, Phillip Pullman's His Dark Materials triology...etc

Wah..really cannot wait..Hurry up and finish exam!!!

Heres another trailer for you guys..enjoy..weee..^^

Phew, that was close. I really dont wanna go throught that again. Terrible.

Exams are close, like a week away. And im still so relaxed. Unheard of. This time ive made up my mind to do better than last sem. If not sure kena lecture wan from either sides. What can i do, i really dont like my subjects. When can i start on my major?!! Hurry up and get over with foundations! Oh well.

Yesterday there was a farewell party for the form 1s. And it was a disaster at the starting. Purdy msged me when i was having my lunch. And she said i was the PIC and i had to open up the place. That was at 1 something and i was panicking, cuz people were gonna arrive at 2 and i was still sitting down having my lunch, not having the keys to the place at all. So i immediately rushed off to dsp. And on the way there sereena called me and said that the place was locked and no one was there. And i drove even faster, good thing i arrived safely. I called keith and he said he was just coming too. And then hock jeen came, but then he doesnt know where ti get the keys. And the thing is i dont know where and how and i cant get through to purdy.

Keith came and suddently remembered he was suppose to book the garage(its a place for meetings opposite the main sanctuary above the restaurant, dunno how the name came about) for the party later. And we were all panicking. So i just asked him to call aunty sara and asked whether we could book now. He did and Thank God, we were able to book it. We then got the keys from Pastor Foo who took it from the admin drawer. *smacks head* why didnt i thought of that earlier. Aih, so we hurriedly got all of them up there. Phew, hopefully purdy doenst know. She'll probably slaughter us for forgetting our roles. I then collected the money and head off to Dominos at DJ to get the food with keith. And we ended up waiting for a very long time for everyting to get done. ohya, the service really sucks. They didnt even layan me after saying "excuse me" for a few times. Aih. Oh well.

Then after eating up every single pizza, we were still hungry, haha. Then i had to go buy KFC. At least i got to eat like 2 pieces of chicken. ^^

The at night i ate again. Hmm, gonna get so fat. Time to exercise dy.

Oh by the way, have anyone seen the second trailer of spiderman 3? Its just so darn cool. Weee... Venom rocks.. *smirks*

Just now we were having a family prayer, and we were thanking God for the breakthrough that we have been praying for. God is really gracious and faithful. Well, and that made me remember this song..

You laid aside Your majesty
Gave up everything for me
Suffered at the hads of those You had created

You took all my guilt and shame
When You died and rose again
Now today You reign in Heaven and earth exalted

I really want to worship You my Lord
You have won my heart and I am Your's
Forever and ever I will love You
You are the only one who died for me
Gave Your life to set me free
So i lift my voice to You in adoration.

-You laid aside Your majesty-

A story with a good moral we can all take to heart. Watch it to the very end!

Click on the

DONKEY

weee

^^

Hemoglobin not enought la

Just when i thought i could finally donate blood again, after i was told that i couldnt the previous time, the fella said i didnt have enough blood in my body. There was a blood donation campaign in campus you see.



Amoi ar, saya rasa awak takleh derma la.

kenapa?..*looking bewildered*

hemoglobin awak tak cukup la

*feeling geram*..really ar?..oh..

*takes out more blood from me*..nanti..let me check again..

oh okay..*looks a little lost*

hmm..yeah, awak tak cukup darah la, kalau u derma, nanti pengsan la..sorry la

*feeling more geram*..oh nevermind la..

okay, moi, u pergi tengok itu doctor..*gestures to his right*..

oh okay..*mutters*..

*walks over to the next table where the doctor is*

*sits down*

hmm..u tak cukup darah la, darah awak below 12.2 la(i think its 12.2)..

you tak cukup makan seafood la moi..

*thinks to self*..seafood? wat next...

nanti saya bagi you ubat..

*gets up and goes to get the medicine*

*looks even more lost*..*thinks to self*..oh great..medicine?..thats just great..my frens are gonna laugh at me..*mutters even more*..

*hands some packets to me*..okay..you ambil ini ubat once a day okay..i think, after satu bulan, should be okay..ok?

*tries to smile*..yeah..okay..

okay..bye bye..

*walks off feeling annoyed*



I met a few of my friends on the way up, and they asked about my donation, when i told them, they laughed like crazy..see, i told you..even david was amused..ish..

feel a little stupid

now i have to wait for another blood donation till i can donate again..

first was because i just pierced my ear like..five months ago
now its because of my lack of hemoglobin..

oh well..
life goes on..

Phew, i expected to fail my grade 6 tap exam, but thanks to God's grace i managed to get a "B". Phew, that was really close. And Ms Lee kept giving me weird stares as if she couldnt believe i got that, she probably was expecting me to fail as well, cuz i did really badly in the previous exam. Really really thank God. After i got my results i was so relieved and happy i couldnt stop laughing.

Who wouldnt be? weeee...

Oh my gosh, hopefully i dont have to go through another of that ordeal. Its really torture waiting to see if i have done well or badly. And my stupid teacher just had to tell us our results at the end of class. And she kept telling us that there were more than two people who failed. I bet she did that just to scare us, well, she did suceed in scaring me.

Oh well, now i just have to consentrate on this year's exam and poof..ill be in advance 1 next year..Weeee...^^

Upcoming will be the Dance Galore Charity Concert in June. Weeee...i cant wait, after waiting for so long, im finally in a mojor grade, hopefully my dance and costume wont be as kiddish as the previous concerts.

Talking about kiddish, some imbecile somebody called me kiddish, aherm aherm..*smirks*.. Hmm, and its still stuck in my head until now. Im wondering if im really kiddish..hmm..never actually thought so, what do you think? I know i can be a pain in the ass, but kiddish? Nah..i dont think so..

Aih, i know ure just jealous of me..

of course, im more fun than you'll ever be

muahahaha

*smirks*



Peace ^^

I dont know.
I dont know.
I dont know.
I dont know.

Why
Why
Why
Why
Why

How
How
How
How

Sigh

Its hard to accept that.

guess some changes must be made.

so saddening

disappointing

frustrating

anyway, in the end ill always end up saying

Nevermind lah

try again..


Tired?
Exhausted?
Need a break?
Have a kit-kat.

*smirks*

02.01.2007

Goodbye 2006 and hello 2007. Cant believe another year has gone past and im getting older and older. Oh dear. Seems like it was just yesterday that i was at church for the watchnight celebration in 2005 waiting to welcome 2006. Time does past by fast.

Oh well, new stuff, new challenges, new people.

Forget the past, look ahead and smile.

weeeee...^^