So i was suppose to pull my wisdom tooth out yesterday..but..somehow tak jadi wor..so i was stuck with my swollen tooth with like 3-4 days..

Good thing the swell has gone done and im able to chew a little now. Before that i couldnt eat properly and missed the chance to eat all the nice food for the past few days.

Being in this kind of situation just makes me realize how good food really is. How much a "food" person i really am.

Anyway, im gonna be pulling my tooth out on tuesday now after all the miscommunications about the appointments and stuff. Phew, finally. So hopefully i dont have to go through another hiatus with my wisdom tooth again.

Yay, its december! camp is a week a away and christmas is 2 weeks away. Then 2008 will be over. Hmm, seriously cant wait for what 2009 will bring. Well, for one i am turning 21. And mum who doesnt really bother with parties told me i could have a birthday party..weeeee!..yikes i suddently sound like a 12 year old all over again..

Oh, i watched Twilight last friday. And it was

WOW!!

Seriously blew me away. I never expected the story to be so good, I was watching it with ian and he was like pulling at my sleeve everytime the scene changes..hah..Well i am a natural when it comes to fantasy stories with vampires and forbidden love and stuff..but this is a seriously good movie. Even after the movie ian was like monkeying up and down about how good the movie was and was already making plans to buy the books. And he rarely does that.

The movie stirred mix feelings within me, something i havent felt in a very long time, and to think it was just a simple fantasy story. Hah.

So we were like talking about the movie the whole night even before we fell asleep, and making plans to how we were gonna buy the book. There's 4 books to the whole set. So we were deciding to split like each of us will buy two books. Hah, and then that monkey went on9 to search out for the story and told me the whole sinopsis of the story was from the first book to the end..Hah..

Anyway, time for my lunch..think ill probable have to get my own..since whatever mum cooked is unedible for the time being..


Till then

Things to ponder over now. Christmas is coming, Im gonna have to spend again. I was just calculating just now, thinking of what to buy for this fella that fella. And i was thinking, why am i even doing this?!

But then i just love pressents..LOVE EM! *squeels*..be it giving them, or receiving them..

Hehe...I was making a whole list of things for my family

Mum : erm, i think i should probably get her back another shawl, after i sorta stole her only white one to wear in office..and erm sad to say its kinda ruined after my pen accidently kena it and there's like a huge blue spot of blue..ehehe..and she doesnt know..hehehe

Dad : Of all the people in my family, he's the oe i really dont know what to get. Was thinking maybe i could him those dad ish stuff..but nah..im not really that kind of person..and knowing him, he'll probably nvr use it..so i settled on a photo frame..im gonna get pictures of me mum n jian..and put it into the frame for him..that fella probably doesnt have pictures of us..or NICE pictures of us on his desk at work..hah

Jian : Didnt really wanna get him anything, the stupid fella always take my things wan..and always complain i nvr wash the bathroom properly..BUT, in another month's time, he's going off for NS! yeah! he's not gonna be around for new year..ahahahaaha..padan muka..see how funny it is when im the one who was looking forward to be picked when i was 17, but end up he was the one who kena chosen..ad i know how reluctant is he to go..ahaha. Anyway, a little toughing up will do him good..stupid fella, only know how to sleep at home and watch anime.. After many things crossed my mind, i think i wanna get him something stupid like A COMPAS..ahahaha..wel, he doesnt really need it but..its stupid.. and i know he'll probably look at me with that face saying "why the heck did u give me this for?"..ahahaha..The thought of getting him a pet iguana or snake even crossed my mind..hahahaha..

Me: I want a present too! I deserve one right?

And then

theres Ian
hmm, but then again, monkeys dont need presents so..no need la hor..


*winks*

Sheesh, my tooth is hurting like crazy again la..i might just go and pull it out la..stupid tooth..I bought potato bread and i couldnt even take a second bite man..and im like so hungry now..

hmm..

Then later got dinner with the cf commitee smore..at PARIS (as in the restaurant)..how on earth am i suppose to chew all those food later..Argh!

Man, i even find it hard to talk..and move my mouth..


Die la

Die la

Die la

Die la

Talking about Monday blues.

I dont know what happened to me today. Maybe i just got up the wrong side of bed or something. Everything started going wrong starting from the time i woke up later than usual. After that, i went to park my car and the lady beside me thought i almost scratched her car with mine and decided to give me a face and a honk. She was a big size lady with a mole on her cheek. Something i noticed, people who look like this tend to have short tempers. Chew on this.

I was already late so i coudnt be bothered, and just gave her the i-dont-care look and drove off in front to the opposite lane. I parked my car, got everything i needed and rushed out..and "fortunately" for me..it was drizziling..And some of you will know how much i HATE the rain. Yeah i really do, especially in times like these. It just spoils my mood, and my freshly washed hair. So there i was cursing and cursing under my breath and at the same time half walking half runing up the steps to the building.

I managed to get in with 5 minutes to spare. Phew. Seriously im wondering if they'll dock my pay if i come in super late. I dont know how Ian's brother Kevin does it. He'll come in at unearthly hours like 11pm when everyone is already hacking away at their assignments and computers and still look as if nothing happened.

I sat down, took out my breakfast and took a bite out of mum's kaya & butter sandwich..and then..JANG!! my sore wisdom tooth was activated..Gosh, I totally forgot about that!! Y'know, time of the month. And i just had to take a very huge bite. Bollocks!!!! It was so f***ing pain i felt like taking the huge stapler opposite my deck and start whacking people with it.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ITs been like freaking 2 years and my tooth still hasnt grown out of its gum yet. Damn and double damn, i dont know how long i can take this. Those who have went through that painful process will know what im talking about.

That makes me think how all my classmates aka crystal, atiqah, arthur and beverly are all enjoying themselves sleeping at home, watching tv (not that i do that anyway), eating whenever they want, going out, shopping, watching movies...then here i am working my ass off. And ironically, im on break. Hah.

I went out for a toilet break, i was walking and all my muscles were screaming in pain. Yesterday's dance ma. I could almost hear daryll's voice at the back of my head, screaming:"Make sure all your muscles are pain! If not pain, meaning you never do the workout properly!". Come to think of it, I was even whimpering as i sat down on the toilet bowl. *scrunches up face*

And if that was not bad enough, my colleague the one i usually hang out with is on medical leave today down with probably flu or fever.

Great.

My moodiness was so bad Ian had to come over to have lunch with me to cheer me up. Which helped a little but with his flu coming down bad there was nothing much he could do except to watch me get through my lunch with that sore tooth and rub his nose and eyes over and over again until it was red.

On a lighter note, something i just remembered, yesterday when he called me, my mum saw his display picture on my phone. And she was like "Wah, he really look like African la!" Ahahahaha. Poor fella, i think thats way too exagerated right? Well, he does look darker than how a normal chinese would but not as dark as how a African would look wert right..

Anyway back to where i was.

Aih, i dont how am i gonna get through today. I feel so miserable. Everywhere hurts. I cant even eat the bubble gum i bought from Toy R Us. Well, at least not when my tooth's in this shape. Ohya, and i even almost knock down this motorist just now when i opened my car door when ian was dropping me off at my office. Yeah, i was like apologizing like crazy, but the fella just gave me a frown and speed off. Haih so much for my profound apologies.


I really need help. Anyone. Anything.
Before i turn into Freddy Krueger with that huge chainsaw.


Someone get me a painkiller!!

My first attempt at a youtube video.

This is actually my first attempt at posting a video on youtube. A very feeble attempt though.

*Inward groan*

Promise ill do better next time.

Seriously.

No 1. Its not that clear.
No 2. Didnt really edit it.
No 3. hmm...well, its just not as good as the normal ones u see on youtube.
No 4. You cant even see the faces..thats the result of using a phone to take the video instead of a camera.

Song - Gallery by Mario Vasquez.

Anyway, thought we danced quite alright. So decided to post this here. Hah. Well, daryll has the better version. Check his facebook or youtube and search for "xyz dance team".

Talking about videos, im still waiting for the videos we did yesterday on the dance machine at pyramid arcade. That one is a real classical piece. Wait up for it alright.

Till then.

Was looking through my picture file and I came across these.

They were taken during my form 5 schooling days. Towards the end of the year i think.

And i look so darn young. Hah. No wrinkles. My face was chubby, pinkish and healthy.

And i so miss these bunch of jokers.

Sigh.

At work now actually, but there's no assignment for me at the moment so was fidgeting around with my blog and stuff. Finally changed the skin after putting this task off for almost a year.

Phew.

I keep thinking its impossible for me to change the codes to way i want it, but then actually it wasnt as hard as i thought it to be. In fact, it was quite fun. Now there's just a few more things to change, for eg. the emo picture at the top. Since Im not a very emo kind of person, i think i would like to do away with the picture and put mine up.

Have been working for three weeks already. Everything's fine, no thats an understatement. It is actually VERY FINE. Im enjoying what im doing, no stress, plenty of free time and the CASH babeh.

Well, maybe a few things here and there that irritates me, but otherwise its all good.

Then, when ian comes in to work it'll be even better. ♥

It's that time of the year i look forward to again. Christmas, xyz camp, watchnight celebration and then my second year as an english undergraduate. I think about it before i go to bed, when i wake up from bed. I so cant wait for the new year.

Ohya, ill be 21.

Cyz zone congre this friday evening. Reminds me how long i havent been attending. hehe. *guity guity*

Talking about felling guity.

My dearest may ann,

im so sorry we couldnt make it today. Ill just wait for you to finish exams okay. Maybe its my fault too, im working and am not free during the day. Well, when ur exams are done we'll have our long-past-due catch up session okay? I know I have a lot to share with you, im sure you do too. Cant wait to see you. All the best in your exams. muaxx.

ps. i still owe you a present.

Love,
ern

Yeah. I really have a lot of catching up to do in the FRIEND department.

And i am wondering when are my friends from down below coming up here to visit me. Hmm.



Till then.

When harry met sally..wait scrape that..more like..When sally met harry..

Am listening to Jesse Mcartney's Best day of my life. Just change the lyrics abit, replace the "girl" with "guy", replace the "she" with "he" and twala! It reminded me of the first time i met this truly special person.

Its was my first semester of my first year as a english undergraduate. The first time i went for cf after a very very long break. I walked in to a room filled with strangers and sat down and looked around. Met a few people after a few minutes of staring around blankly. Must've worked, that blank blur expression on my face, it was not too long before i started mixing around and felt little more comfortable.

Then i noticed this really dark looking fella. Sitting across me with this very smug look on his face, as if he owned the whole place. He had curly hair, sepet-ed eyes and had a very dark skin tone. After observing him for awhile I told myself, out of all the guys in the room, he was the last person i would ever go out with.

I was wrong.

Afew months down the road, he occupied the position of "best friend" (nah, may ann ure still my bestest friend..hehe) "boyfriend", "big brother" and "biggest bully", except that they're all lump into one person.
























I don't even know how our paths ended up crossing.

He's the biggest Man u fan Ive known so far. Seriously, if want to have a debate about football clubs, please go look for this clown and his bunch of sampat friends.

He loves to play computer games. (ugh, those hated things..such nuisance, the world will be better without them)

He has beautiful voice, hmm..alright maybe wrong adjective, erm.."handsome" voice? hah.

He hates pirated stuff..I mean, come on! piracy was one of the best things that happened to mankind.. *winks*

He loves chick flicks and lovey dovey romance movies and cute animals. Serious. Looking at the way he normally acts around people, one wouldnt think so. Seriously.

Gosh and he has a bigger than life ego. Bleh.

And the list goes on......


















Hmm, all i can say is that he rocks my world. And he's mine. Muahahahaha.


Gosh, so emo.
Oh well, its shu ern's-once-in-a-blue-moon kind of post.























Over and out.

My three month semester break 1

Im back. Back here i mean. Since i came back from kampar, ive been so occupied. Come to think of it, it's kinda funny how i rush from home and back home everyday. Haha. Especially that time when i just came back from cf camp, the next morning i had to go for my Starbucks training at Berjaya Times Square. Ohya, i forgot to mention, I worked at Starbucks for about 2 weeks plus.

Drama betul that time.

Well, lemme tell you something about working at starbucks. During your training, the facilitators will motivate you like kau kau. Then when you go back to start working you'll face the "real stuff" in the shop. And then you'll see the ugly side. Well, i understand that every management has their own shit but sometimes its really the management;s fault for screwing things up. I was so disappointed when i started my shifts. You see, their standard has been dropping a lot and the reason for this is because of certain partners who have worked there so long, and because of this it's hard for them to keep up their enthusiasm when working. I dont blame them but then i dont think they should keep this attitude up, it's bringing down their sales and customers get annoyed.

I mean really annoyed.

Another thing was that, I had to learn everything on my own, without much guidance. And that really sucked big time, believe me. Futhermore that was certainly not what I was told in my training. During that two days, I was given the impression that I would have every partner's guidance in learning all the twists and turns of becoming a barrista, and seriously I took my job very seriously. But unfortunately, that didnt happen and I went home everyday cursing away at my shop's management, my colleagues and regretting my decision of joining them. Well, at first I thought I could do it on my own without anyone's help and just slog it through till end of this year, then it became worse and I thought, the heck with all this nonsense, Im quitting.

ps. These are just a few things concerning my work there. You wanna know more, come ask me yourself kays.

If the bad experience with the management wasnt enough, when i wanted to quit, they just had to give me so much trouble. In the end I had to go without my 2-3 weeks worth of pay, mind you it was 8 hours or more per day alright.

Aih, oh well. A lesson well learnt.

Currently Im working at a company at Pusat bandar damansara, near where Help university is located. They're called Duns&bradstreet Malaysia. Not as fun as making drinks and serving customers though but the pay is so so much better, and there's no MOD breathing down my neck in case I havent finished a certain assignment. Well, there's so much more freedom now, I get to be on9 the whole day AND Im allowed to have as many breaks as i want.

That reminds me of my breaks when i was working in starbucks. Seriously, i was so pissed when they told me that i can only have my break when my next partner comes in which would always be after 3.30pm..haiya, if like that then no need to have lunch break at all la..

Anyway, im not working there anymore haha.

Now Im thinking of the time when im going back to kampar, next year january. Yay. Then i would be able to meet my classmates, I cant wait, I miss them so much.

Now my daily schedule only involves waking up at 7 in the morning, going to work, coming back at 7pm, dinner, talking on the phone until around 12 before falling asleep. Then the next day, everything starts over. Kinda dull, i know, but im kinda working for the money so..GAMBATE!

Anyway, Im having my lunch break now, I have to start work in awhile. And this post is actually for some people who have been nagging me to update my blog. Hah, didnt even know people still read this.

Till then.
















See ya.